Diary (feat. Ani)

only leaking this because the lq version out so i thought i might aswell leak it

also if you want this down just msg me

if you're gonna upload this credit me atleast

thanks for 10k

Aylien blue - Vibe Wit Me Hq version (leak)

aylien blue - GHOSTSLUTSONGS!

GHOSTSLUTSONGS!

TITANETRHEA X HTTPLUTO X XIXVII - NEW STATIC CORPORATION

Listen 2 The Player Across Various Platforms 

Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/smoke-face-player/1748017564

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3DMYXpZfAGO12bJgDnTEND?si=yPM3FxewTVujJLR5A5uY6A

YouTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCmjfqlbqSaXid3uqACMvG9w?si=JlmioW_wInhtMhD

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I alter the states of my mind bringing out, 

 The whispering voices to speak,

My Fragmented Identities, 

Bleeding the fury torment,

 Of violence,

 Isolation, 

Brutality, 

Tragedy,

 Sacrificing,

Rape,

Self destruction,

Insanity, 

Forgotten hidden trauma,

 Blood filled consented sexual slavery,........

-Don't leave me, 

I'm going to run away, 

Just to end my life,

Suicide,

 Is the empire of the hour, for every blow you inflect,

I hate you, but said I loved you,

Mixing the emotion of feeling love,

 Only when giving you my body,

A abomination of intimacy,

Slavery that breeds the fear of unknown abandonment, 

Just to feel something, 

I'm so numb,

 To everything I had became,

Black outs,

Forgetfulness to periods of time,

Lost days and memories I'll never have,

 Because of the violence, you inflected on me,

But I give you my body even though I hated you,

And still you beat me every time you where drenched in liquor, 

Day to Night was the addiction that 

Brutalized me, 

So, empty,

Giving voice to mending broken memories, 

Addicted to the black oozing liquid dripping from their mouths,

 lost out of gravity , A blur in the mirror, but faces staring back at me,

Eyes so hollow they cry lost thoughts of suppressed identities,

----Formed from the a life time of abuse -----

--From every time I was beat and screamed at infusing me with shame and self hate

For every time I was molested as a child through to my 20s to hypersexuality 

A sexual deviant, to only feel love when fucked and numb when I lay in bed,

Spreading and separating diving deep into the depths of the halls of dread and monsters,  

Hidden memories and 

That speak in tongues of a two headed serpent eating the fruit of forgotten knowledge, 

Spiting on the pages,

A venom,

Vomiting the dark on to the letter of lost yesterday 

and dreaded tomorrow,

Suicide was a day dream that never faded away,

Ripped apart by the ghosts of complexity,

Entering in the wounds,

Self inflected,

Burns to remember the years of time,

So many scars covered my arms covered in ink but they still speak,

Ropes wrapped around my neck so silent with no ability to speak,

But to overthink as insomnia invaded to madness as reality slipped away

Like mixing static into the DNA of thoughts ,

I bleed to fell and block out the pain of the experiences 

Overdosing,

Drowning mixing drugs to kill,

Injected heroin to end the world,  

Drinking to the point of sickness, 

Impulsive, 

Obsessive,

Compulsive ,

Bending realities just to experience death one more time







 


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Aylien Blue - SINCITY @aylienblue

Title: VAMPIRES (LOST IN HEAVEN)
Status: Available
Release Date: July 26, 2020
Run Time: 2:40
Producers: Ecst4y & Ky0t0

Number of Tracks: 3
Tracklist:
01 VAMPIRES (LOST IN HEAVEN)
02 RED!
03 valence (intro)

Link(s): https://soundcloud.com/lunalucilfer/lostinheaven
Description:
mixed by @jaconons
produced by @fuckecst4sy & @kyoto117

THIS SHIT IS SO OLD LMAO but i'll be deleting this one soon, download while you can !!

tracklist:
01 VAMPIRES (LOST IN HEAVEN)
02 RED!
03 valence (intro)

Background Info: Throwaway song, was heavily compared to aylien blue by others. another title for the song was "VAMPIRE POP TAPES"
Instrumental: N/A