ghoul

txryn
prod. gasoline
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verse
i've been dying
but i've been quiet
dont want to worry you
bout something i'm fighting oh
i fight alone  

i got thick skin
but im weak on the inside
always feeling sick
thats something that i can't hide oh
i'll cry alone

chorus
i feel like a ghoul
losing my humanity slow
i feel like a ghoul
can't go outside cuz its so cruel

verse
i keep myself out the way
losing sense of what im supposed to say
everything i did had a purpose
now its all gone to shit im worthless
oh no, oh no

chorus
i feel like a ghoul (why do you feel this way?)
losing my humanity slow (i don't wanna live no more)
i feel like a ghoul (why do you feel this way?)
can't go outside cuz its so cruel (please end me i'm beggin)

ghoul

song about my imaginary girlfriend
(prod drma x yunnygoldz)

just a girl i created in my head but i  
wont ever let her go cause im obsessed with her  
been wanting to be with her since i first met her  
shes the perfect girl for me but it gets better  

i took her to prom in my mind  
didnt go that year but we had a good time  
cant describe her cause i dont know what she looks like  
when i see her changes every time  

shes my magnum opus  
only thing im focused on  

if i arrange pillows the perfect way  
you could swear its just her perfect shape  
im yet to catch a glimpse of her perfect face  
and if i dont like it can rearrange

could be brunette could be blonde  
in my head, youre a mirage  
they cant see you but i know youre there  
eating dinner with an empty chair  
shes my magnum opus  
lives life as i wrote it  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  
magus opnum  
opus magnum  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  

she came to me in a dream  
its a dream shes so pretty  
its an attachment you could never understand less you were me  
im not upset im just lonely  
im not mentally ill cant you see  

i know she wont leave cause shes in my mind  
im not crazy ive just got lots of time  
stick my hand out and there's nothing in my fist  
present her with invisible flowers as a gift  

could be brunette could be blonde  
in my head, youre a mirage  
they cant see you but i know youre there  
eating dinner with an empty chair  
shes my magnum opus  
lives life as i wrote it  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  
magus opnum  
opus magnum  
magnum opus  
magnum opus

magnum opus (drma x yunnygoldz)

lyrics 

hey
can u feel my rage
can u feel my pain
got 100 missed calls
ion pick up when the phone rang
face
i got no face
the mask covers my whole face
theres something in the air
in this moment i need some space

mold spores make my throat sore
oh its horrible
i cant spend anymore time
its unaffordable 
im sitting under streetlights
do u see me
even without the guide of headlights
oh i hated it

do u miss me when u fucked up
did u mean it when u loved “us”
tell me am i ur only one
tell me are u the only one in here

suicide 
in my mind
its my time
i reject
in due time
in true lies
in your eyes
i see it

vague n ominous threats (p. tiedforsilver x hollowprpl)

@kyoakyo @jonsve #remedy

having doubts
u bring me down
im hearing sounds
they're getting loud
i never wanted to end but u tune me out
again
i tried for u
it doesn't matter
i hate me too
at one point i had her
i hate 2 lose
my mind is shattered
fuck all the cards
so ill play them better

hurts me 2 cry
i cant sleep at night
u cared, no
so ill tie the ropes
u take the knife
n u take my life
im tired of u 
but ill make it thru
get me outtt
ima drownn
is it over? im falling downn
give me closure, i want it noww

@jonsve
you shot a bullet through my heart
it left a hole
through which love for you departs
and forms a pool
at the bottom of my mattress, i die
i mean, how could i forget this goodbye?

you planned the ending from the start
you're the burning in my soul 
i don't know when to play my cards
should i play the cards at all?
i need closure to restart
i need closure to be whole
i need closure to be, whole
i don't need anything to help the pain to fall
i like hurting when it's you that caused it all
you make me feel so small, i need your voice on a call
i need your chapter to close, so please make sense of it all

hurts me 2 cry
i cant sleep at night
u cared, no
so ill tie the ropes
u take the knife
n u take my life
im tired of u
but ill make it thru
get me outtt
ima drownn
is it over? im falling downn
give me closure, i want it noww

closure +jons (kyoa)

ALL PLATS https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spawncampedkeyframes/1morechance-feat-mental/

ft @mental @istillhavemyoldpolaroid
prod @resolve1k

(all plats) 1morechance w/ mental & keyframes (inno)

i need to redo the mix

lyrics:

pick up a brick
throw it thru the front door
didnt start shit
but we'll end the war
these nazi fucks keep going on the rise n
hands that never fed are lookin good for bitin
starve us out, we'll eat your fucking corpses
so sick and tired of your beating dead horses
dont you hear the action call
rise above behead them all

sick of propaganda
im so tired of distractions
im so sick and fucking tired of the ruling class's god damn actions
its deplorable, you cant deny, the fascist shit in front our eyes
you defend, deny
we'll depose, defy

oh, we'll storm every street
no, we wont stop for your greed
theyd be lucky to come out of this with teeth
its about damn time they felt the boot we're underneath
oh, its a battle they cant win
no supremacy comes from their skin
theyre just a bunch of children with attractions to their kin
theyre fucking terrified by some t with a pen

they cant gaslight themselves this time
they cant gaslight themselves this time
they cant gaslight themselves this time
we'll be outside their window

pick up a brick
throw it thru the front door
didnt start shit
but we'll end the war
these nazi fucks keep going on the rise n
the hands that never fed are lookin good for bitin
starve us out, we'll eat your fucking corpses
so sick and tired of your beating dead horses
dont you hear the action call
rise above behead them all

ACTION CALL (prod H3LLBXI x Raitech)

lyrics:

When time has beaten me
The wind will pick me up
And force me to the flame
To thaw this bitter cold
When time has done to me
What gale has done to stone
I will crack and u will see
The light of human soul
If night falls
Can you hold urself
When the Chains lay broken
And the beasts have climbed out
Our foot falls
Can be heard and we are smelt
Though the sky spans open
We are shackled to the ground

Taegen
Let ur roots envelop me
And sing me a gentle song
Stick to my wooden bones
Im held by Elves skin
Raised the hairs that cover me
And fed me pleasant poems
Penned in crystal homes

In turn
The trees will drink the blood
In thirst
And keep to growing up

Taegen
Let ur roots envelop me
And sing me a gentle song
Stick to my wooden bones
Im held by Elves skin
Raised the hairs that cover me
And fed me pleasant poems
Penned in crystal homes

ACTION CALL (prod H3LLBXI x Raitech)

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