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January 2023

Simon Says

Blackberry

WANT IT BAD (PROD. DED STARK)

Leprosy (Reissue)

Forgotten Past

Born Dead

Spiritual Healing

Within The Mind

Low Life

Tracing these photos inside of my room
I've been looking at bottles of meds I consume
Hurting my stomach and liver inside
All the things that I do and that's how I'm defined

Hoping to savor that moment remain
Down below all the depths that comprise in my brain
Pick up the pace or you're falling behind
And we got all the stories they're burned in my mind

Producing my music and all these problems we got em
I spent a couple years of life staring down at the bottom
I wasn't lying when I said that I had slept on the ground
Cause all these fucking people saying no were never around

Breaking out the ramen barely got it up working
The fucking stove was acting up I waste a couple of servings
Like who had left the kid alone in the kitchen to starve
And blaming everyone who left to get some drinks at the bar

Everyone left they're forgetting bout me
Rather be dead and be resting in peace
Went to the tap I got nothing to drink
I've been making it hardly I'm filling the sink

Spending my time I just sat in my room
Figured I'm fine they just like to assume
Checking my closet my coat and my boots
Have been missing for years I'm like what can you do

Tracing these photos inside of my room
I've been looking at bottles of meds I consume
Hurting my stomach and liver inside
All the things that I do and that's how I'm defined

Hoping to savor that moment remain
Down below all the depths that comprise in my brain
Pick up the pace or you're falling behind
And we got all the stories they're burned in my mind

Breaking down you take a look inside and I'm hollow
Like nothing really fucking matters I don't care for your follow
I'm getting worse and by the second I'm just sinking my vessel
A motherfucking poser to me we could never be level

I'm everything you wanted and you never could be
Cause I've been rapping everyday for sport and I don't compete
A fucking pendulum in time I never care for their names
I barely recognize the latest getting radio plays

Right up back again I didn't mean to be startled
The moment everybody left and left the stains on the marble
A couple unimportant memories burned inside of my brain
I'm wishing that I never did it didn't want to explain

Bringing up a pack I'm bringing out the regrets
I made a few and rolling up I made them all to suppress
A couple unimportant thoughts I've gotten stuck in my mind
The perfect timing for the moment when the planets aligned

Tracing these photos inside of my room
I've been looking at bottles of meds I consume
Hurting my stomach and liver inside
All the things that I do and that's how I'm defined

Hoping to savor that moment remain
Down below all the depths that comprise in my brain
Pick up the pace or you're falling behind
And we got all the stories they're burned in my mind

Tale of The Youth

Plugging my arteries now I'm forming up a clot
You should know that it's hard to be that somebody that I'm not
Every picture you got of me every one is not ideal
I just wanna be myself cause I don't get the appeal

Walking up the stairs and jumping off of the balcony
Saying thanks to everybody and the people who doubted me 
And the moment that I'm gone they staying claiming they're innocent 
Beg to differ bigger picture been committing some dissonance 

Some of these people say
I just might really fade,
Fade away like currency
Don't believe it couldn't be

Hate the fucking winter when we're skipping through autumn
I touched the bottom with my teeth a couple problems I got em
I'm learning over to adjust I feel the temperature freeze
Another day it goes to dark we're stuck in twenty degrees

Floating with no patience every day of the week
I'm feeling weak inside my knees like every time that I speak
And set me back just like a clock I'll try to keep my composure 
Another sad unhappy ending with no sense of no closure

Some of these people say
I just might really fade,
Fade away like currency
Don't believe it couldn't be

Currency

Prod. Yusei

Opened up and drank half the bottle
Know what we want no time to dawdle
Wrap the night I got a bloody fist
Gotta aim and target but it’s them I missed

Filled my stomach every night I drank
Woke up in the mud out by the bank
Going back we share a common space
We even got the same bed to compensate

Conversations got very few
There had come a point and we made it through
Barely speaking no change of heart
And I felt it too and got torn apart

Glass half full never gotten empty
Will I drown myself thinking do not tempt me
Choices chosen now set it stone
I just think it’s better I let it go

We are done if I’m not mistaken
No more chances and no more faking
Hope is so unhelpful now
Don’t make a difference it seems I’ve found

Started up the bad luck down and now I'm so struck
Down in the dumps can't move feeling so stuck
Find another reason to get up and every morning
I can feel a pit inside me it's growing and been informing

Something going wrong at a bad time and place
Cause I'm feeling half gone lost feeling in my face
Truth be told I'll explain later date
I like putting shit off that's my greatest trait

Help yourself I said back I'm fine
Cause it's all the same it goes every time
Calm my nerves I smoke northern lights
And fuck seeing sober it's a foreign sight

Take some time and you will know my name
Cause it'll come some day I won't look the same
Better off and thank fuck I left
With every memory gone and put down to rest

We are done if I’m not mistaken
No more chances and no more faking
Hope is so unhelpful now
Don’t make a difference it seems I’ve found

Gridlock

Hope Can't Help Us Now

Push Start

Prod. falls

Somewhere there’s a place that’s safe
Need my chance to get away 
Tried to build the courage up
I thought that I was cursed enough 

This mental baggage on me’s weighing down 
I fear I can’t get up 
I need some time to turnaround 
I think I’ve went and said enough

No difference making that inference 
I ain’t been out that much I don’t owe you shit
No interest outta my business
I don’t go out there much I don’t need that bitch

Where were they at when the shit fell apart 
I had dug myself in the ground no star 
Ever shined in the night well they all burned out
Wonder when I’m gonna die and the way I’ll turn out 

Ain’t ‘fraid of death but I don’t wanna die
I don’t know where to go I don’t know what to try 
Running on luck cause I used up hope 
But I’m gonna go dry and I might just tope

Somewhere there’s a place that’s safe
Need my chance to get away 
Tried to build the courage up
I thought that I was cursed enough 

Laid my heavy head 
I try my best but I go overthink 
Captain of this ship
I’m going down I wish and hope I sink 

No constellation or a compass
Helps me out to find my way 
This conversation serves no purpose
I don’t wanna live today 

Where were they at when they wanted my help 
I was long gone then got a soul wanna sell
Knowing these secrets don’t wanna tell
Gotta fall straight down drown in a water well 

Ain’t ‘fraid of dark I don’t need no light
Never gave in I don’t make no plight 
Tell em I hate when they stay too long 
I don’t chase that shit don’t care when I’m gone 

Somewhere there’s a place that’s safe
Need my chance to get away 
Tried to build the courage up
I thought that I was cursed enough

Unreachable

Sanctuary

Prod. Grayera

Risen above all my peers
Fuck all the pressure you put in my ears
All of em lame and won’t speak for themself
Rope on the oak imma tighten the belt 

Gave in to nothing faith into something
Something much bigger than all your assumptions
Not a believer but I got my demons
They follow me now they ain’t planning on leaving 

I’m an example and I am a paradigm
Passing me by and I know I can’t spare a dime
Fend for the hungry and fend for the poor 
Down with the government they don’t do more 

Than people who never will give up their time
A couple of minutes to give in as mine 
Fish in the river got gutted with plastic 
Picking up litter I thought we got past it 

All this greed I kill myself 
In good time and in good health
I’ve been on this odyssey
This day is breaking, calling me

Pay no attention I’m hopping dimensions
Get so defensive when I make a question
Breaking the barrier enter in space 
Flooding my brain Imma open the gates

The key to the universe locked up in pills
Filter the chemicals out through my gills
I am a prophet no I am the truth 
Elusive and changing my shape is my ruse

I am a ghost and my skin is intangible
Dousing my spirit in something that’s flammable
Bitch I’m invisible I’m in a sheet
Lacking receptors like where would they be

Mountains are falling they fall and they crumble 
Picking out people who fell in the rubble 
Packaging on a conveyor they’re rolling 
Away in a pit of the money they’ve stolen

All this greed I kill myself 
In good time and in good health
I’ve been on this odyssey
This day is breaking, calling me

Odyssey

Ga$ Money

Vintage Velour

Factory Rims

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THE ILLUSION -> https://youtu.be/C7H-ONRlMXA

SADLY EVER AFTER -> https://youtu.be/ETjO0R03dQE

DED WRONG -> https://youtu.be/NGW8fzy8HGA

DED N GONE -> https://youtu.be/Zplu9TICoXM

LIMELITE -> https://youtu.be/pYdhrlGt2g8

PHOENIX -> https://youtu.be/oNEWUgFCSLQ

EVOLVING -> https://youtu.be/xOmLpulwslc

SKEPTIC -> https://youtu.be/kt-vfm_0VFU

ALL MY LOVE -> https://youtu.be/BYrsXRDT2qQ

OLD SOUL -> https://youtu.be/7tOd6eqsVkY

THE SUN & THE MOON -> https://youtu.be/PwZoFBf-_Cc

RUNAWAY -> https://youtu.be/qM0L5ZXj-O8

LONELY WORLD > https://youtu.be/i8JQ4XjerhU

SINGLE -> https://youtu.be/Av5Z5FO-OZ4

3:33 A.M. -> https://youtu.be/TrjdhhlmrMk

LONER -> https://youtu.be/NEbBi2wt3hk

BACKWARDS -> https://youtu.be/WznE52KVK80

BIRDS -> https://youtu.be/1b54VZkM67Q

GROW UP -> https://youtu.be/nitWUK9yX0E

DONT FOLLOW -> https://youtu.be/2gwupR_5vvQ

HINDSIGHT -> https://youtu.be/uWImRX1eMUE

Y? -> https://youtu.be/IH6nwbBALvc

CAMOUFLAGE -> https://youtu.be/u6-tNfiDJLY

WINDS -> https://youtu.be/1Jkpni2FOCc

CHILLIN -> https://youtu.be/9hgUBAzSaEQ

DEDWEIGHT -> https://youtu.be/4A6ezkzX6Fc

L'S -> https://youtu.be/nJDupRvOe9M

SNAPT -> https://youtu.be/VbSn7hAUvgI

LIFELINE -> https://youtu.be/KG7u-6vmdk4

WHAT I WANNA -> youtu.be/fCkQxJU2O_I

ASHES -> https://youtu.be/qkX8f_kNduU

DED -> https://youtu.be/OAMjE2XgyXc

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