Art by @smoke-bomb-00
Produced by me

lyrics:

[verse 1]
take away the rope drag me from the dirt i cannot feel a thing
i'm laying on the floor i just wanna fade away
had enough just make the pain go away
no return i can't carry all this fucking weight
can't understand why i feel so depressed now
can't comprehend on how i deal with the pain now
can't pretend this shit is fine in this world now
every day i look for ways to heal myself now

[hook]
save me from myself
i can't even let go
i can't even pull through
what am i even worth?

[verse 2]
i won't be surprised if my life starts to shatter
should i even start a whole new fucking chapter
anxiety hits me about what comes after
i don't even know should that shit even matter?
i'm tired of feeling so down and worthless
can't hand me no peace they'll watch me burn it
i cannot be bothered don't pull my curtains
the shit that i feel i just cannot word it

[hook]
save me from myself
i can't even let go
i can't even pull through
what am i even worth?

[outro]
you see my pain just take it away
you see my pain just take it away
just take it away
i just wanna fade away
i just wanna fade away
i just wanna fade away




#SS20XX

Save Me From Myself (Prod. DEEMXNN)

I sit up all night with a gun to my head and my finger on the trigger hoping one day I fall asleep and blow my fucked up brain all over the walls.Tried to slit my wrist and overdose but it just won’t work. Gotta stay high off everything to heal my pain sitting up at night wondering what is my worth. My dreams they haunt me so I never sleep hoping I get put in the earth cuz I no longer feel my shortys warmth

十八 ✰ ジム
azure fanboy



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