nu drawin

MoatNetloss

I don't think that I'm coming back from this
Locked in and the gates have been welded shut, yeah
Lost my mind, I've pawned my happiness
Knife in your hands, leaving me covered head to toe in infected cuts

I think it's too late for me, so caught up wallowing in misery
You've cast your spell, I'm prey to your witchery, to your witchery
My skin is blistering, my lifeline soon to be history if I can't break away from your witchery

But I can't fucking help it, lifting me up when I do not deserve it
Stuck in this cycle, I'm convinced that I'm cursed
But I can only blame myself, not the people i've hurt

When you run off in the day, you leave me stuck in a reverie
Said it once before, I think you'll eat at my memories
Suck me dry of my energy, oh no

I promise this is the last time
I just slipped a bit last night
I promise this is the last time
And then it's goodbye forever for you, or least I hope...

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a song i wrote when i was feeling hopeless; before i started making things better.

vocals, guitar, programming, and composition by me, additional melodies by baredex

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I don’t think you can save me

Ai-Oh