yeah breaking up the dawn still no sunshine
feeling all alone in a room full of crowd
laughing at the jokes that I dont really get with a smile at the outside, screaming loud in the inside
can anybody hear me?
or is it the voices in my head am I talking to myself
drinking up more than my body can take
feeling emotions I dun wanna fake
stand up and look at the mirror vision thats clearer, all wanna do is APOLOGIZE


apology to no one but me 
no its never too late to apologize for the things that u did and the sins that u made
look into the eyes of yourself u can make 


Now Im not really proud of decisions I made
over the time my emotions have fade
never thought I'll be the one u could blame
thought it would be different but now its the same
look into the eyes of the ones u love and see that all u ever gave is pain
fucked up insane, weakness in brain and fears in your heart
so into yourself that your family is apart and u dun even care
crying for the love which was never even there
hoping for them to understand you
drinking up more to supress the anger
what doesn't kill only makes u stronger?
falling so deep all you feel is stranger
time goes away but you're stuck in the hole
with no courage to remove the blindfold
and finally see all the visions and goals
prove them wrong who once foretold
once you said I was good for nothing?
see its time that I stood for something!


all I can do is apologize 
no its never too late to apologize
to the people u love the people who stayed
who held your side when you were afraid



afraid to fall, for holding me I wanna thank u all
believing in me when I lost the hope
pushing me harder when I couldn't cope
denying my questions I answered myself
let me survive was the best u could help
now I may not be the best daughter, ideal sister, or a friend who is a life supporter
but when my heart beats, u have a special place in it, love u like the skies limit

Apologize

Deepa Unnikrishnan_DeeMC