Peace In Knowing

Counting My Days

Today was not a good day

verse 1
I dont wanna do anything cause everythings gone down the drain
I dont wanna be anyone or anything that can feel pain at all

chorus 
I don't care no I don't care x2
your always bugging me 
wish you would fucking leave x2

verse 2 
I do my best to be a decent human being but everyone makes it so hard
and all thats on my screen and played on the tv makes me wanna say

Don't Care

Horse

what a lovely pomegranate treat. learn of you only if you study me. open you with a brute force slam on the table and read the vectors and angles of your pieces lying on the floor, you self obsessive whore. feeling that you need everything and anyyone in all the world. youre psycho and delusional and you dont know how real shit works,you dont have to learn at all cuz all your boys will take their fall no you dont have to feel at all, you dont have to hurt at all. toss me out like single use your plastic heart will eat them whole, plastic heart is never full, send them down the endless hole. you cant love me im neurotic, i cant love you youre psychotic. out of touch emotionholic, youre not worth my constant sobbing. ask you after months of rotting why you fucking hate me now. looking straight past both of my eyes you don't let a single word out. ram my head into the corner of my room. geeking out on a meth addicts mushrooms. 3 days but only one meal or two. hating everyone i know and everything i see i wanna kill myself or fake my death to get away from all this stress. die just for a single purpose, cause a giant fucking mess. that just scares you every day cuz you dont know what you should say when i talk desperate late at night and tell you what i dream in bed, tell you what i need instead of normal life. i need them dead

wasnt it just perfect. i always made you feel important, and you always set me on the right path didnt you, that path that made you feel important. the path where i was the best i could be and you felt free. what was that to you, that freedom. I know what it was to me, but as long as i live my days ill always be asking myself if ill ever understand what it really meant to you. you just wanted to be a fucking whore

<neurotic+psychotic3

смерть

Measurehead

"https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0K4nYy2OdtM"

activedenialsystems - Teenage Fantasy

Youtube video:  https://youtu.be/mR-ybA_FtbY?si=rLSphygzJkmhFy3Z

There always seems to be dishes to wash.  Endless.  Take a break for a little while.  
ALWAYS WASHING DISHES
(c) JunkHeap Sep 02 2025

I’m thinking about relaxing; sit down and grab the remote.
Me and my girl are chillin’ back.  She says to me, 
‘Oh no you don’t, it’s your turn’.  

I’m always washing dishes.

My mind drifts off thinking,
why, why, as I say up to the sky.
I won’t comply... but I know that’ll leave me in the doghouse.
So I grudgingly start to fill the sink, oh ya.
Building up that sudsy goodness, cleaning going well; pearly white dishes.
...and my lady she is just lounging, it’s not fair.
watching Unsolved Mysteries on streaming.

Always washing dishes.

Just once I’d like to, just once...
Put them to the side, let it all slide for the evening. 
Put them to the side, let it all slide for the evening.

I’m always washing dishes.

Always Washing Dishes

I'm Sorry But...

Verse 1
My mouth, well it sometimes go south
That's when I find me some trouble
I walk into a room and I do what I do
I leave it all in a pile of rubble
Some think maybe it's the drink
Butt they don't know I do it just for fun
I like going 'round knocking everything down
Curse me out it don't hurt me none

Ooh
I'm a bad man
Yeah

Chorus
(I'm sorry but I ain't sorry)
I'm sorry but I ain't sorry
(I'm sorry but I ain't sorry)
I'm sorry but I ain't sorry

1/2 verse
Ice cold, that's how I roll
Nothing in this town can stop me
I'm king of the hill, I do what I will
Best be getting out of my way

Bridge
No one can blame me
They will not shame me
I've seen it all go down more than a time or two
They can play that game
The end will be the same
I'll still be standing here spitting that cold hard truth

Ooh
I'm a bad man
Yeah

Chorus
(I'm sorry but I ain't sorry)
I'm sorry but I ain't sorry
(I'm sorry but I ain't sorry)
I'm sorry but I ain't sorry

(I'm sorry but I ain't sorry)
I'm sorry but I ain't sorry
(I'm sorry but I ain't sorry)
Cuz' we ain't gonna live forever are we

I'm Sorry But...

Be Afraid

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Peace In Knowing

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