back in business

produced by elavy

lyrics: 

tell me what you think about when you're laying in bed
tell me all the things you ever wish you could've said
tell me everything you'd like to do before you're dead
tell me that instead
tell me your regrets

tell me what's on your mind
tell me your biggest fears
tell me what you think of when no one else is here
tell me what you would say if no one else could hear
there's not a single soul besides us my dear
x2

tell me what you want
what would you do for it?
something that you lost but now you're used to it
no matter the cost
just tell me what it is
get anything you want, if you got life to give
I'm stuck and I can't get out
can't remember my way in now
the ceilings caving down
can't remember when I last heard a sound
too late for saving now but I'd rather swim than drown
my heart is pacing now
be quick cuz I'm fading out

tell me would you self yourself for some cash flow
a little dinero, you don't gotta say no
you want it, just say so
no need to aim low
don't worry bout a halo baby
you're not an angel

tell me your regrets
don't hold 'em back
tell me what you wish you said
no strings attached
searching for something you need, something you lack
I think I understand why you still can't relax

tell me what's on your mind
tell me your biggest fears
tell me what you think of when no one else is here
tell me what you would say if no one else could hear
there's not a single soul besides us my dear
x2

tell me your regrets

lyrics:

I don’t really like to say what’s on mind
feel like my hands and tongue are tied when I’m with you
when I’m with you
(x2)


you said “talk to me when you need it”
what’s the point if you don’t mean it?
too many missed calls
give me a reason
you don’t listen when I’m grieving 

I’ve been looking left and right for a reason
get excited when you’re leaving for the weekend
ima make a couple bands off the feeling
I just need a pen and paper, I don’t need them

tell me where you at when I’m hurting?
I can’t say a word without feeling like a burden

(yeah yeah yeah)

always feeling uncertain
gotta cut em off, close the blinds and the curtains

you don’t know what you do to me
fuck round with my head like you can’t believe 
I’m fine, I’ll be better when you fucking leave

(yeah yeah yeah)

I don’t really like to say what’s on mind
feel like my hands and tongue are tied when I’m with you
when I’m with you
(x2)

tongue tied

produced by redmosk

lyrics:

It’s been so long since I woke up not feeling like this
I try my best just to ignore it but I can’t hold it in
I try my best just to be honest, don’t know where to begin
I’d put my pride down for me not to feel this again
(x2)

I’d put my pride down
Set it aside now
And fantasize bout 
how it would be better if I said the way I felt
Instead of something else
I’ll tell you everything until I’m nothing but a shell of myself
Cuz I’m nothing without my thoughts
All the things that cause my brain to rot
I can’t help it
I feel helpless
I hate that I felt this way and there’s me to blame

It’s been so long since I woke up not feeling like this
I try my best just to ignore it but I can’t hold it in
I try my best just to be honest, don’t know where to begin
I’d put my pride down for me not to feel this again
(x2)

pride

otuka - alive (scrapped extended demo)

𝐈𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥 !

𝑺𝒉𝒆𝑳𝒖𝒗𝑹𝒐𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒙𝒙 (𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐝. 𝐃𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐲 𝐀𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐢𝐳𝐞) (𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥)

𝑪𝒂𝒍𝒎𝑫𝒂𝒚𝒛 (𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐝. 𝐃𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐲 𝐀𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐢𝐳𝐞) (𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥)

𝑺𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝑺𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒛 (𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐝. 𝐃𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐲 𝐀𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐢𝐳𝐞) (𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥)

𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥 !

𝑰𝒈𝒏𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒅𝑪𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒛 (𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐝. 𝐃𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐲 𝐀𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐢𝐳𝐞) (𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥)

# EVD . ZORA
# AOS . ZORA
# Deeply Apologize . >>

𝑪𝒂𝒍𝒎𝑫𝒂𝒚𝒛 (𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐝. 𝐃𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐲 𝐀𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐢𝐳𝐞) (𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥)

DEEPLY UR SO STUPID .