Somehow (Prod. SeanT)

Lyrics: 
3 years fucking past
And i still haven’t found myself 
Told u id take meds 
So i wouldnt kill myself
Sick of all this fighting i just wish that you would hear me out
Put my phone on vibrate cuz i fucking hate the sound
Of clicks
Fucking texts
Im upset
Thoughts better left unsaid

Im so sorry mom
I just pop another seal
They say it numbs ur pain
So i popped another pill
If thats the fucking case
Then what the fuck i feel
Im tired of the anger
And all the fucking chills


Im depressed 
Im upset 
Thoughts better left unsaid

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rooftop freestyle (prod kareo)

yea I’m stressed out
fuck I’m stressed out
got this feeling in my chest 
Imma pass out 
popped a xan and I’m staying locked up in the house
Got no texts, hit my line, please just hear me out 

Flowers for you: 
Yeah I’m stressed out
Try to leave you in the past and I’m still sad now
You said to never hit your line
Now what was that about
Guess there’s nothing left to do but get this cash now
Running up a check I hit the gas and tap out
You never wanted this
And you’re right that we’ve both had enough of it
So I stay inside and try to deal with it
Try to numb this pain so I can’t feel shit

And if I’m being honest 
I wish I never lost it
Waking up I’m screaming stop this
Your love was always toxic

Gxlke: 
just hear me out 
I’ll let it out 
I’ll tell you all the things that fuckin stress me out 
you stress me out 
off the addy and the xan 
Im droppin out 
I’m focused now 
so I write these lyrics 
get you feelin down 
I’m feelin like a motherfuckin let down 

you still haunt me like a ghost that always sticks around 
you don’t even wanna see me when I pass through town 
I could use another shot, just bring the knife back out 
cut me open let the bleeding fucking take me down 
im stressed out 
without you 
You’re always on my mind 

I bleed black 
I’m dark blue 
you’re still painted in the sky 
I know 
that you’re through 
wish that I could call you mine 
Sadboy aesthetic
I’m always faded every night

stress me out (Feat. Flowers For You) (prod. Afterlife X Irby)

Prod. Kado


I don’t feel a thing when I’m with you 
Not so often i even feel human 
I know you don’t think the way I do 
I don’t think I like the way we’re moving 

Feel myself collapse 
Feel that weight inside me, splitting me
In half 

I always try to think about 
The way my words effect you 
You say I’m always distant 
Like I’m never even there 
Because you don’t really think about 
The way your words effect me 
I dont really think 
You really care

You don’t feel a thing when you’re with me 
I don’t really mind you’re only human 
It’s been a while since you could say 
You felt like waking up today 
Never could outgrow your disillusion 

Feel yourself collapse
Feel your body breaking down it’s only simple math  

I always try to think about 
The way my words effect you 
You say I’m always distant 
Like I’m never even there 
Because you don’t really think about 
The way your words effect me 
I dont really think 
You really care

Human

<3

@laelandd - https://open.spotify.com/artist/1X6AU9VgQPke2P4ES0EhJ3?si=ywePPvekT0iIuOUHg28Bpg

@victmolina - https://open.spotify.com/artist/57A8a9CoP4Bu1NZNvx0eeJ?si=ybFbdk88QtWY1_mpeCxAeg

why are we still falling? (w/ laeland & vict molina)

music video:
https://youtu.be/Ck4vV7So2TY

carhartt jeans and levi boxers
i know that she still want me 
i miss my old nissan frontier
i don't miss you baby

i don't think i'm brave enough for this
i'm not used to paranoia
you couldn't pay me nothin' to stick around for this
what the fuck do you even take me for
i don't think i can stand my ground for this
pour one out 'cause my love is dead and gone
i'm in the land of the free and the home of the brave
but you make both harder when you come around

i don't think i'm brave enough for this 
i'm not used to anything anymore
you can't pay me to stay around for this
i don't know what you even take me for
ain't no way i'm getting down with this
bury my heart six feet it's dead and gone
i'm in the land of the free and the home of the brave
but i don't feel either one anymore

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land of the free (p. jonah + hannah read)

Mask My Pain

Starsturck

Gift And A Curse

part of a new series of 'one takes' i'm doing for a few of my songs over the next few months x

stay tuned for more <3

~ beside me (one take: acoustic)

Tonight’s the night, I swear I’m gonna do it
Nothings right, and all I’m doing is losing
Tables turn, always knew we’d crash and burn
But it’s well deserved, we could never learn

Breaking the promises you couldn’t keep
Wasting my time, and I never can sleep
Won’t hear you talking not even a peep
Won’t hear you crying not even a weep

Escaping to places that you couldn’t reach
I was the Mario you were my peach
Chasing through evil, the things that I mean
There’s not a level that I couldn’t beat

I wanna be every little thing, that you need, and you see

Tonight’s the night, I swear I’m gonna do it
Nothings right, and I can’t keep going through it
Tables turn, always knew we’d crash and burn
But it’s well deserved, we could never learn

Depth of the moments which carry our weight
Never escaping the loop of their fate
Wait until everything is over, it’s freezing to colder for breeding the walls of the hate

Reaching a point where there’s no turning back
Happiness faded I’ll never retract
Noise in my head has been driving me mad
Will you remember the times that we had

Just see, I’m trying, surviving, I’m trying

Tonight’s the night, I swear I’m gonna do it
Nothings right, I can’t keep going through it
Tables turn, always knew we’d crash and burn
But it’s well deserved, we could never learn

Gift And A Curse

Deep13

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