Jesus what a blessing brotha, keep going 🔥💯

B I G  V I B E  6

BLACK_WAVE

fly away

ripped out my lungs so i could breathe

right before we die

pushing, pulling

deer death

Needle

Bones (feat. Yuronono & Grimzlee)

Euphoria

ruiner

lyrics:

Everything feels so unreal
Maybe you’re bound to my soul
It’s almost like I've been here
Before, why can't I keep control?

My thoughts are yours forever
Think we belong together

If only you
Could crawl under my skin
Would you adore all of my sins?

Numb all over my face
My mind feels like a maze
I buried your faith
With me into this grave

My thoughts are yours forever
Think we belong together

If only you
Could crawl under my skin
Would you adore all of my sins?

crawl

flail

DRIVE

CRAVE (PROD.ANTICØN)

crying

[Verse 1]  
Blackouts, memory gaps  
You said you never noticed, but I'm fading fast  
Where am I? Who was I?  
Staring back at myself, can't recognize the lie  

[Pre-Chorus]  
Emptiness, who am I supposed to be?  
Switch the visuals, gravity pulling me  

[Chorus] (Heavy riffs with screamed vocals)  
Lost in agoraphobia!  
Hope I escape the blur!  
Entranced by the symptoms, soul empty in fear  
Panic lake drowning me, get the hell away!  
I don't wanna leave my home, abandonment's my cage!  

[Verse 2] (Rap-infused nu metal flow)  
Heartbeat spikes, involuntary pain in my chest  
World leaking out my skin, what am I supposed to do next?  
No light in my eyes, pills do nothing to my mind  
Mixed in the sands of time, leaving it all behind  

[Pre-Chorus]  
Emptiness, who am I supposed to be?  
Switch the visuals, gravity crushing me  

[Chorus] (Heavy riffs with screamed vocals)  
Lost in agoraphobia!  
Hope I escape the blur!  
Entranced by the symptoms, soul empty in fear  
Panic lake drowning me, get the hell away!  
I don't wanna leave my home, abandonment's my cage!  

[Bridge] (Atmospheric goth synths building to breakdown)  
I'm diagnosed with the void, fears flooding in  
Turn the hourglass, let the darkness win  
No more reflection, just shadows and sin  

[Breakdown] (Nu metal drop with growls)  
Blackouts! Gaps!  
Lost! Trapped!  
Agoraphobia! Panic! Escape!  

[Final Chorus] (Full band intensity, layered vocals)  
Lost in agoraphobia!  
Hope I escape the blur!  
Entranced by the symptoms, soul empty in fear  
Panic lake drowning me, get the hell away!  
I don't wanna leave my home, abandonment's my cage!  
(Fade out with echoing whispers: "Who am I... who am I...")

Lost In Agoraphobia

Looking in your eyes when
Walking through the door
Looking at me you said
Are you doing ok my husband 
Holding back inside frozen in dread 
I must confess there's nothing wrong dear
I hope you will understand 
That I love you no matter what might be said
Looking in your eyes
Are the nights I want to die
I feel so fucking dead
When the nights I want to die are constantly devouring me alive 
I hope you understand
These thoughts just creep inside my head 
I don't remember the last time I've felt safe looking ahead 
Everytime
I lie 
I die inside
So I don't have to see you cry every night 
Worrying if I'll be alive in the morning light
When bleeding through the window 
Ready for the next mornings fight to survive 
I can't stand my mind 
I don't lash out 
Hiding in the decay 
Holding my
Self hate
Fucking shame
Memories of all the people that walked away
The deaths of friend who I talked to everyday 
Rotting next to the bone 
I hide behind a smile 
But inside I'm at the mouth foaming blood 
Just to say I'm fine 
I just want to lay with you tonight
Everytime I lie 
I die inside
So I don't have to see you cry every night 
Worrying if I'll be alive in the morning light
When bleeding through the window 
Ready for the next mornings fight to survive
This is why I lie to you every time we go to sleep at night
Every time I lie 
Looking in your eyes
Are the nights I want to die
I feel dead
When the nights I want to die
Creep inside my head 
Everytime I lie I die inside
So I don't have to see you crying at night worrying 
If I'll be alive in the morning light
When you see I've lost hope 
To even keep trying there's nothing to hold me up
Life's just cut short
When life feels like there's nothing left work towards 
I can't do this anymore 
I just can't lie to you my love
Sensing
my soul
Shaking
Shattering
Look at me dead in my eyes
I see your eyes start to look the color of blood
I see tears building in your eyes
As you pull me close and hold me tight 
I'm so sorry
I love you so much but I'm a mess I hide every waking sight
Emotionally wrecked
I'm fucking dead inside
So spent
The endless dull
Walking dead man just trying to survive
Hitting the wall I don't think there's anymore time 
I'm ready to leave this life I have no energy to keep up the fight
I lost all the light from my eyes
But I don't want to leave your side
At least not tonight
Everything's just alright
How are you doing 
Everything's fine
You look beautiful 
When the last time you smiled 
I don't remember 
Because I've been watching you for months now
You just don't have the same light I tied in the union light
Don't give up this fight 
You got me by your side
Please just stay alive 
I just can't live this life without you by my side
Tracing every line 
From the years that we cried
When I just wanted to let go 
I wish I could fly where the wind might blow
I wish I could tell you everything is alright
I wish I could tell you that instead 
I wish I didn't feel so embarrassed to tell you 
When life is misery entrenched 
I tried so hard held on by your light
You make me feel inside 
I'm so petrified 
Every time I lie 
Looking in your eyes
Are the nights I want to die
When I'm so petrified 
I wish I could just believe 

Everytime I Lie

Grayscale Halo

pushing, pulling

deer death

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