handle me

2021
used the same instrumental as a tropes song, original pitch

twikipedia - take yourself too serious

i like it (102)

Teen Week

homeswitcher

homeswitcher ft kmoe

uploaded because i couldn't find anything on soundcloud

DOUGIE TUTORIAL

‮@tropes777 @nicopatty

"this song sucks i made it when i was 17" - tropes
"originally a 2nd account drop but i realized it's too important" - tropes

ugh, it's kinda hard to explain
all these things i wanna say
so i'll say 'em all today right now
i wish i had a reason to live right now
i'm just waiting and waiting, and it will never come around
just tell me what i did wrong
i promise i'm not still the same one
they tell me self-love comes before the love of another
but i disagree, i hate myself until you don't

i need someone else to let me know my worth
and i know that it sounds selfish, but every day, it gets worse
yeah, i just wanna feel better, i wanna make you feel better
yeah, you deserve it more than me, but i'm a feel catcher
and my stupid brain works in weird ways that i don't get
i don't get these social cues and i don't go to these events

so i don't make any friends
and i love the ones i have, but we never make any plans
and i finally meet someone and we make like hella plans
and then everyone gets bored of me
everyone means more to me than i mean to them
like f***, what did i do wrong?
did i get some bad luck back when i was young?
and i'm losing time
finally thought i won, just for f***ing once
but i can't have sh** i guess
now i just been mad depressed in my room
sitting all alone talking to no one
hiding all this hair inside a hat that i don't f***ing want
if i don't show anyone this song, i'm talking to a wall
someone send me hearts or send me love, or send emoticons
yeah, i just need some reassurance or know i have a purpose
at this point, i just wanna shove myself inside a furnace
i'm not a happy person and i don't make you happy either
wish i could be worth it, so stop f***ing lying in my ears

i can tell that at least
i know when you're unhappy, i know when you're at ease
and i'm running from my dreams
and i'm only mean to people that deserve it, i ain't mean
i want someone to like me
and i lose it all and it's sad i know
and i wasted all this time and now i gotta go
and it's not even my fault, i was unlucky from the start
dawg, i hate my f***ing life, i want you to rip me apart...

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