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🤍halo🤍

Thrre

If ?

i will find you in every place i look

i don't like looking in the mirror because i'm afraid i'll summon bloody mary

We'll Never Have Sex

lyrics inspired by an english translation found on youtube.
most were rewritten by me though. wanted 2 make this, because i found many of the english covers to have incredibly awkward pacing and this song is so good so it needed a proper cover me thinks.

lyrics:
I just cannot talk to anyone now
I really have no clue how
Am I dumb?

Again I'm all alone on the road to home
I can't even say goodbye to anyone
waiting around will not help me after all
THAT'S IT!
This is only the start!

Cooped up in my room, lifes easier online
It's been a while since I spoke to anyone *cough cough*
Sunshine or rain shower, everythings the same
THAT'S IT!
It's definitely not my fault!

So what if I'm wasting time?
So what if I'm all alone?
If I take this seriously...
I will be popular!!

Hey Mirror mirror on the wall, do you enjoy seeing me cry?
Please do not! Please just stop! i dont like you!
Hey Mirror mirror on the wall, you’re way too honest, can’t you lie?
Just pretend you don't hear it!
Why can’t you show the inner beauty that is beating in my chest?
In your head, that's just all, in your head 
What i see reflected in you just cannot be my true self
Get a life and LIVE IT

Tomorrow will be just like yesterday
why? what for? I dont know!
Guess I'm dumb

Talking to myself, talking to myself, talking to myself
It has to stop one day
But who can i who can i who can i even talk to anyways
on my own on my own i am laughing by myself
i guess i should just go to bed

being on my own being on my own being on my own
I’ve gotten good at that
But who can i, who can i, who can i even blame for where i am?
on my own on my own i am laughing by myself
thats it! its definitely not my fault!

the unnoticed bug of sadness.. wakens as a butterfly
if i get more serious, i will be popular!

oh heaven heaven up above, can i be beautiful enough?
i dont know, please just stop, i dont like you
oh sunny weather up above, can you shine sunlight on me yet?
it won’t make any difference

tomorrow i’ll be better than right now
or is this all just a dream after all?

i cannot talk to people anymore
(and no one cares, they’re not listening)
but i can talk to the mirror on my wall
(mirror, mirror, listen up)
tomorrow i’ll be better than before
(unnoticed bug.. will always go unnoticed)
tomorrow i’ll be better than right now
right? right?

Hey Mirror mirror on the wall, do you enjoy seeing me cry?
Please do not! Please just stop! i dont like you!
Hey Mirror mirror on the wall, you’re way too honest, can’t you lie?
Just pretend you don't hear it!
Why can’t you show the inner beauty that is beating in my chest?
In your head, that's just all, in your head 
what i see reflected in you just cannot be  my  true self
Get a life and LIVE IT
Tomorrow will be just likee yesterday
why? what for? i dont know!
Guess I'm dumb

Watamote Ending (English Cover)

heya, its jen/matt! i havent been posting lately bcs of online school yk homework,notes and all that stuff? but im back, for now.. but hows it going? i know i cant see ur face but u look beautiful! its OKAY to have acne!! after all some of us are going trough puberty yk? but u look absolutely beautiful, dont let ANYONE make u feel sad ok? thats it, have a nice day/afternoon/night!
the song is made by radiohead!
i got the image from tumblr but idk whats the name of the figure, sorry! :(

☆ no surprises - radiohead [sped up] ☆

twenty eight alone,
and i feel the blows
and i heal the blows

everybody shows,
some kind of smile
the truth below

twenty eight to life 
okay with me
its okay for me
just treat me right.

keep me on your mind
if you do leave
you said you might
you said you might tonight

but tonight ill make you your own song
but tonight ill make you your own song


Twenty Eight. (hidden EP song)

3 Plus Megha Satori

agoraphobia (feat. lucy)

i couldn't sleep and i made this from 11:44pm onwards until i went to sleep

whenever ur in luv

Lyrics:

You are a useless, useless, useless child
The most useless child in this world.

Lalala...

Lalala, you’re useless at studies, exercise and speaking
You’re just a destitute, dense and dirty child
Yet I fell in love with that sobbing, which came from that mouth
That couldn’t even say your own name

Drool in snot, dandruff, shit and piss
Germy, cry baby, scaredy-cat, just ignore it, ignore it all
Come, come, I’ll protect you. Together, together, stay together with me

Lala, a lullaby, good night
Let’s sing a duet that will let us. Sleep at ease, sing it, sing it
Sing it with me!
Lonely child, child.

You’re a useless, useless, useless child
You’re the most useless child in the world.
You’re a useless, useless, useless child
A child who’d been dead if it wasn’t for me
You’re a useless, useless, useless child
A sad, sad good-for-nothing
You’re a useless, useless, useless child
I’ll be the one to save you

lalala...

lalala
Monster, ghost, invisible human
The flower vase in the urinal, skipping school
With seared lips, a small voice springs forth slander
Let’s listen to the monotone shriek

Nevertheless, time continues to continue and continue in tedium
You’re a child with not enough time nor brains
Now it’s too late, you’re mentally retarded;
A cute child, a good child, you belong to me

Lala, a lullaby, sleep tight,
With a feeling of falling asleep,
Dance with me, dance, dance, let’s dance forever! Lonely child, child, Child, Child

You’re a useless, useless, useless child
You’re the world’s most useless child
You’re a lonely, lonely, lonely child
Since I’ll protect you forever

Even so, that child is a leery child
And ran away from my side
And before I realized it that child was covered in wounds
Even so, that child left me. Child child, child child

I’m a useless, useless, useless kid
I’m useless – that child is no more
I’m a useless, useless, useless kid
Nobody will save me
I’m a lonely, lonely, lonely kid
I’m lonely – that child is no more
I’m a lonely, lonely, lonely kid
If only I could revert time then..

lalala...


Hatsune Miku - You're A Useless Child

track 10 from "i will never learn"
cover: Madge Yang 
guitar, vocals, music, and lyrics: Justin Cheromiah(High Sunn) 
drums: Tristin Souvannarath 

i never had it all 
until you showed it off 
i couldn't breath 
you made my heart weak 
so i sat down 
while my head was around 
i couldn't keep pace 
you should've seen my face 

calm me down 
calm me down 
calm me down 
calm me down 

i never had it all 
until you showed it off 
i couldn't breath 
you made my heart weak 
so i sat down 
while my head was around 
i couldn't keep pace 
you should've seen my face 

calm me down 
calm me down 
calm me down 
calm me down

i will never learn

i felt something that really wasn't there

i waited for you summertime, i waited for you my sunshine. well its not like a sunny day is gonna make me feel in a better way. itsa bad things that make you feel good and the small things that make you feel mad. not always i am away, you only talk to me when u have nothing else on that day. don't talk to me like I'm younger than you. dont talk to me like you've always got something to prove. you're not that nice anyway.

youre not that nice anyway

off of teardrop party: https://highsunn.bandcamp.com/album/teardrop-party-2

how was it?

New album 'Heavy Heavy', released 03 February 2023 on Ninja Tune: https://youngfathers.lnk.to/heavySo

I (don’t) want to exist

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