11/09/24 - 28/03/25
2/11

Want2 is sorta about being queer and wanting to be straight, or normal, but just knowing that you can't. Maybe it relates to Wind with the theme of not really liking who you are but still accepting it. It's from the perspective of wanting to be with a woman, but knowing that no matter how hard you try it just wouldn't work out, and that kind of awkward aprehensive sort of tone comes from that.

I always wanted to make a garage pop song, and this was like my hundredth attempt haha. Anyway I was just sending some drafts in a groupchat to get some thoughts and Eva seemed to really take to the idea and asked to jump on it. I adore Eva and their work so it was a no brainer and she transformed the track overnight pretty much, completely rearranging it and pretty much laying out a whole song, it was wild. We went from there and eventually got it done!

you can find Eva and her work here!:
https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5u2g7SyRhKga7Cf8MUvKsM?si=9yhIDqs3SPaNixKBb3NSbQ
https://twitter.com/evangelinestuff
https://instagram.com/evangelinestuff
https://evangeline.info/

[LYRICS]
(to want)

I want to want you, but I don't.
And I need to tell you, but I won't

And if I tell you what I want
would you take it down to heart?
If I tell you what I want?

'cuz I want
I want

'cuz I want to want you
And I know, you just wanna be alone sometimes, you just wanna be alone
but I don't wanna be alone (sometimes)
(sometimes)

But I don't wanna be alone
If I'm forward, backward, reverse it down alone
lah lah bah bah dah dah dah

I wish I never met you in the first place
I know, you wish you never met me in the first place
I don't know what I want, what I want

Want2 (w/Evangeline)

venturing - i love my friends cover

guitar by me

Even when they lie, I love my friends (cause I know they have to)
Even when they leave, I love my friends (cause I know they have to)
Even when they forget, I love my friends (cause I know they have to)
Even when they neglect, I love my friends (cause I know they have to)

He gave me hope, I fell in love (and I thought I was the only one)
I wiped my tears and drank the blood (and I thought I was the only one)
The summer's brutal in Arizona (and I thought I was the only one)
And I’m fine with burning as long as I got to know you (and I thought I was the only one)

(he gave me hope, i fell in love)
(even when they lie, i love my friends)
(i wiped my tears and drank the blood)
(even when they leave, i love my friends)
(the summer's brutal in Arizona) 
(even when they forget, i love my friends)
(and i'm fine with burning as long as i got to know you)
(even when they neglect, i love my friends)

get it here !

face it!

HELLO NEW TRACK
PLS LISTEN 


THANKS TO SCULPTURED FOR INVITING ME TO PARTiCiPATE IN THE THIS BEAUTIFUL COMPILATION


also its my birthday



so i was born 16 years ago
this is where it all started
at the age of 11 i discovered fl studio and started making ass music 
fast foward to 5 years later i am the man today #sundayvibes

i am zuya.

plastic bag

Write down
The things that she feels somehow
She waits out
To see who is real now
They're too loud
She knows she can't heal in the crowd
Get out

It takes time
To come out of her shell
She wastes life
Living in her own hell
Her mind
Isn't doing too well
Oh well

Your secret's safe
Cause you're never letting it go
You're feeling hate
But you're never letting it show
I don't know
Why she stays at home
You feel awake
But you're laying in bed all alone
They say your name
But it says something else on your phone
I don't know
How she stays afloat

Is living so hard?
Is living so hard?
Is living so hard?
Is living so hard?

Erased
All the things that she wrote this time
Locks all her emotions inside
Escape 
To the books that she reads at night
Tries to hide

But they watch her
Fall down to sleep
They all haunt her
But she can't weep

She dreams of afar
And to be who we are
Is it in the stars?
Or is it in her heart?
Is living so hard?
(All I see)
It tears her apart
(I can't be me) 
Is it in the stars?
(Or in my dream)
Or is it in her heart?

Your secret's safe
Cause you're never letting it go
You're feeling hate
But you're never letting it show
I don't know
Why she stays at home
You feel awake
But you're laying in bed all alone
They say your name
But it says something else on your phone
I don't know
How she stays afloat

Is living so hard?
Is living so hard?
Is living so hard?
Is living so hard?

Afloat

EVERYTHING FAVORITE! [恵]

u•r the only one to show them what ur wearing out
ur innervision is the only thing ur airing out
u line it up and take a picture with ur wherabouts
u are the only one they care about
and right before u go to bed ur gonna check to see who likes it

u•r (x 100)
u are the only one they care about

ur so talented but u dont have no time to daydream
so can u not get filled with dread this life is urs until ur dead

u•r the only one to cover up that hole in ur heart
new clothes, new era, new cleanser aloe vera
u make the most of every penny new aesthetic is dark
ur light is showing thru u anyway
and right before u go to bed ur gonna check to see who likes it
when will you get it thru ur head u only want it to show all ur friends
whew

u•r (x 100)
u are the only one they care about

ur so talented but u dont have no time to daydream
so can u not get filled with dread this life is urs until ur dead

so go ahead and show us everything we see in ourselves
u got us waiting stayin up until the hour is twelve
u show proficiency in breaking up the pattern of hell
u are the only one we care about

u•r (x 100)
u are the only one we care about

u•r

Track 2 of 11. 

Written and produced from August 2024 through September 2025.

Move differently

@viznode
vocals by - @pookikitty

this song was algorithmically generated entirely in *patcher*

INTERMISSION
INTERMISSION
INTERMISSION
INTERMISSION
INTERMISSION

script

https://shopkeeperzz.bandcamp.com/track/ghosts

GHOSTS

4WDORV (Al Perry) 
AI cover
song ©Al Perry
image from Meta AI
music production by Suno AI

4WDORV (Al Perry) (AI cover)

Got me a 4-W-D O-R-V
I'm driving around in the land of the free
My four-wheel drive off-road vehicle
You know when I'm behind the wheel I can drive anywhere I can conquer the world

On weekends I like to conquest
Get away from the wife and kids
Grab me a case of Coors and head out to them for hills
In my Land Ranger's four by two drive the rocky desert chew and skull and being cool
Escape from my track on modern day pioneer
Saving my money for a coast to place so I can lay the lane

4-W-D O-R-V
I'm driving around in the land of the free
My four-wheel drive off-road vehicle
You know when I'm behind the wheel I can drive anywhere I can conquer the world

Go to that mud bog Saturday night
Maybe I'll get into a fight
Watch the race and drink some Bud
Then it's my turn to drive through the mud
Drive that bucket through that bog
Hope my six-pack don't get clogged
If I win I'll get a big trophy and get to be the coolest cowboy

4-W-D O-R-V
I'm driving around in the land of the free
My four-wheel drive off-road vehicle
You know when I'm behind the wheel I can drive anywhere I can conquer the world

Got my hat, got my gun, choose a war just for fun
I'm gonna clear the brush with my big tires and maybe stop to take a piss
Hell, I don't care about no landscape
I'm just an American good old boy trying to have fun in my

4-W-D O-R-V
I'm driving around in the land of the free
My four-wheel drive off-road vehicle
Baby, you know when I'm behind the wheel I can drive anywhere I can conquer that world


Move differently

defsharp