Name: Parka by defsharp
Duration: 1 min 58 s
Description: parka

Will you ever release the full live performance you did at SoundOff? I would love to see or hear all of those songs live

new pants era

song from 2021

never finished
kinda cool

alina (2021)

https://ffm.to/bhredblueandgreenlights

A light show of colors, the screen is my window to her sight

32723

w/ @saoirsedream

co-prod by @charliemakesmusic

lyrics
Wonder what you want from me
I thought I made it clear, don't say that it's my fault cause
You know what you meant to me
We're running out of time now
Can you feel the sunset?
Can you feel the-

I might just run it up
Did I run out of luck?
Am I about to fall backwards back to the last time, yea
That you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you-

I wanna write a song for you
I got stuck on the attack
Every word I say to you
You just repeat it back
It's not like I believe in you less
I'm not keeping score and I don't need you to guess
What I'm thinking all the time
Imma just keep it to myself
Never confide don't need no help
Never confide don't need no help
Baby kiss me thru the phone
JK's that's a stupid joke
Hope I laugh so hard I choke
Hope I laugh so hard I-

Wonder what you want from me
I thought I made it clear, don't say that it's my fault cause
You know what you meant to me
We're running out of time now
Can you feel the sunset?
Can you feel the-

I might just run it up
Did I run out of luck?
Am I about to fall backwards back to the last time, yea
That you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you-

Baby you help me
Baby you help me
Baby you help me
Baby you help me

And so I put my mind away
I'll figure it out anyway (Baby you help me)
Do you even know who I am?
Do you even care? Do you even care?

red blue and green lights (w/ saoirse dream)

Bloodshot

Parka

One time he said
"I wish I could say that I love myself"
He watched as he sat on the bench by himself
For hours now
He heard that he's wed 
And he never cared about how she felt
It gets in his head that he's loved but oh well
Is that really sound?

All the rumors 
But he says that he's fine can't you tell
You don't know anything 
But you can't seem to help yourself
He's helped you through it
I don't think that it's love it's something else
Is it really something else?

He left town though
One day he'll call my phone I hope
He's the best he's found though
I'll wait for you to come back home
Three years have gone by
You appear by my side and pretend
It hasn't been years since you left in the end

All the rumors
But he says that he's mine can't you tell
You're learning everything 
But you can't seem to help yourself
You'll help him through it 
‘Cause I know that it's love, nothing else
Is it really something else?

Stranger

https://fanlink.tv/ifyourewithme

originally made for FORM's 'All Nighter 9'


miocene memorial garden
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visuals by @gethosyne, @suji_scared @viznode & https://x.com/_exaflares


I hide the words again from myself
Knowing no one else is there, to tell
And always fighting, to understand you

And I get dizzy
Just staring out there
So if you're with me
Could you just give me a sign
Cause it's been ages and I
(I'm still alive)
Haven't really been fine

Wait
Feeling lost, can you say we're bound to fate?
Scared of losing everything along the way
I can't change
Chasing a ghost that won't show face
Pile up these dirty leaves
Pointless things ah yeah
Convenient that
There's things I have to tell you

And I get dizzy
Just staring out there
So if you're with me
Could you just give me a sign
Cause it's been ages and I
Haven't really been fine
You took all the time from me
Just passing me by
Show me some life

I keep us tied to each other
Your face in all the places I've been
Still stuck around all the corners
Staring out there

Hide your words
Obscure my face
An empty place
It doesn't even matter
I throw it all away
To escape your face
It fills me with dread
Cause it doesn't even matter

Tell me now
What if we couldn't take —
Call it out
Feeling of echoes
No one knows

listen to me
How did it go
when it fell
out of my reach
Reach out to me
Hopelessly waiting
Wandering out sight

Didn't waste my time
Watering all these dead flowers

Don't go chasing this
Don't go chasing this
Cause I wanted you to know
There's a fire outside your door
Engulfing everything

Just for now
Just for now
It wouldn't matter anymore
Until the dust settles clear

Just for now
Just for a moment

So fingers crossed
Left behind

IF YOU'RE WITH ME

JUST FOR NOW
https://ffm.to/jfn

miocene memorial garden
@cash-official @acloudyskye @viznode @suji_scared @ejtheloser @shameless_wav @jhlofficixl @gethosyne @envyline

As days
gone by 
I see your shadow walking
Surrounding my mind
In a dream  I cried
Beneath the star you cherish
Fading over time

(can't let go)
Just for now

(of hope)

Just for now


When I saw you with her
It felt like a volatile powder keg in the dark
When I saw you with her
You didn't dare to say that there was nothing wrong


Could I be your savior?
Swoopin' in and save you from hurt
Until then  I can't save you
Just for now

Just for now  just for now
Feeling like you're  feeling like you're gonna riot
Just for now  for now
How long can you hold out the pain?
Just for now


As I trace the line
Will we find our place in time?
As we say goodbye
In the silence  our hearts confined
Are we out of time?
As we're losing touch
Our love is fading
(Fading) 




I can tell you're not happy
After everything you told me
Standing helpless
How can I face everything
How could you bring me between
How could you?
(I don't blame you)


When I saw you with her
It felt like a volatile powder keg in the dark
When I saw you with her
I didn't dare to say that there was nothing wrong


I can't be your savior
Coming in to save you
Watching from afar I know you've had it rough
But it's not my fault that you gave up
I can't be your savior
Coming in to save you
You're not the only one around that's had enough
It's not my fault I've given up

JUST FOR NOW

gonna finish this for my album <3

[Verse 1]
Inside my eyes are years of knowing nothing but the blues (Infinity, infinity)
When I look a little closer, I find visions of the truth (Infinity, infinity)
And pulling myself back reveals a mouth of the askew (Infinity, infinity)
A tongue so long and winding, and it asks me, "Who are you?" (Infinity, infinity)

[Chorus]
My kaleidoscopic self, split apart into however many truths there are today
Eyes so dark, tied directly to my mind and heart and a mouth tied to the stage
Because I say what needs to be said
Nothing more, nothing less in the presence of you
But alone, I shift back, forth, and back again
Into a new interpretation of the truth
Huh

[Verse 2]
My nose sniffs out the angels and sorts them into groups of two (Infinity, infinity)
Those who have the power of God in them and those that have their youth (Infinity, infinity)
My teeth bite down on the hand that used to feed (Infinity, infinity)
Now it gives me nothing, but the pain of how to be (Infinity, infinity)

[Chorus]
My kaleidoscopic self, split apart into however many truths there are today
Eyes so dark, tied directly to my mind and heart and a mouth tied to the stage
Because I say what needs to be said
Nothing more, nothing less in the presence of you
But alone, I shift back, forth, and back again
Into a new interpretation of the truth

[Bridge]
And what are lies today but a lashing of the tongue against oneself?
A consequence laid out in front of you to build your very own road to hell
A guaranteed beating into routine
A slap across the cheek
A look into the mind of the powers that be
A biting winter freeze

[Chorus]
My kaleidoscopic self, split apart into however many truths there are today
Eyes so dark, tied directly to my mind and heart and a mouth tied to the stage
Because I say what needs to be said
Nothing more, nothing less in the presence of you
But alone, I shift back, forth, and back again
Into a new interpretation of the truth

Parka

defsharp

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