3/3

YOOOOOOO HERE IT IS!!! really hope you all like this one! i had so much fun working on this one lol

https://linktr.ee/defsharp

lyrics:


whats the point in talking about it
its not like its gonna change anything
so why am i so hung up about it
all these hieroglyphics man what do they mean?

(you are) a different kind of confusing
(you are) another person that im fine with losing

but why do i even care
it’s just a matter time till it all falls down again
just let me be clear
i might as well tell you here 
what’s the matter with you?

and i need to let go of all this shit
cuz i am losing myself tryna make it right
i never meant to help you
i never meant to tell you that

whats the point in waiting for nothing
it’s not like im gonna waste my time
and when am i one to lie?
im not up for talkin i just want to go to sleep 

(you are) a different kind of confusing
(you are) another person that im fine with losing

but why do i even care
it’s just a matter time till it all falls down again
just let me be clear
i might as well tell you here 
what’s the matter with you?

and i need to let go of all this shit
cuz i am losing myself tryna make it right
i never meant to help you
i never meant to tell you that

and i need to let go of all this shit
cuz i am losing myself tryna make it right
and it was just a matter of time till it all fell down again

what's the matter with you?

1/3

after months of work, i can finally present "tides" !

fanlink.to/tidesEP
https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/album/tides

linktr.ee/defsharp

moon phases

STREAM / BUY

common courtesy

'passage' (where do i go)
track 2 of 5
9/28/21

where do i go from here?
where do i go from here?
where do i go from here?
where do i go from here?

isn't it hard to imagine
who i can be next year
i can find a new fashion
to make me feel more sincere
feel stuck in my house can't move forward without waiting it out now
can't be stuck in the wrong crowd the distance grows farther since i've figured myself out
still lost in the shadows a marionette dressed in very old clothes
i just wanna be real though i dont understand what they mean "just be you" so
come to life, it's a miracle, who knew this would hurt when i feel low
it gets worse and my eyes glow, give me time to be who i want no

where do i go from here
where do i go from here
where do i go from here
where do i go from here

passage

https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/album/tides-b-sides
https://defsharp.fanlink.to/tidesB

jaded - 2th one

sinkholes

https://soundcloud.com/wishlane https://soundcloud.com/imjacobgeoffrey https://soundcloud.com/defsharp

1,000 unique artists. 24 hours. On August 6th, 2022, the FORM community came together to make the most ambitious All Nighter yet. With tracks ranging from metal, to neuro funk, to acoustic and heartstring-pulling tunes, there is something for absolutely everyone across these 44 tracks. The hard work and groundbreaking ideas of the FORM community never cease to amaze.

One thing remains true: All Nighter is a testament to our ability to be unapologetically creative. Despite the sleep deprivation, render errors, and tirelessly waiting for your collaborator to wake up and submit the finished product, the process and the result are equally worth it. To create something out of scratch in a single day-- to create at all-- is an enormous feat. You simply have to get started.

All proceeds from All Nighter, Vol. 7 will be going to COPE, a charity dedicated to eliminating health disparities for the Navajo Nation.

COPE: https://www.copeprogram.org
FORM: https://artbyform.com/

Buy/Stream for Charity

wishlane, jacob geoffrey & defsharp - daisy chain

some strings layers from @phritzmusic

Lyrics:
And at the end
I will know
Why I’ve been sinking
From all you stole
You’ll be nothing
When I am through
And I would do just
What you’d want me to
And at the end
This wound will show
Time will run out
But you won’t be close
You will not know
How long it took
I've tried to reach you
But I never could

And at the end
This wound will heal
I will sink down, into an open field
So won't you lay down, as I appeared
Just to wait for, the end that's near

Falling out
I gave in
And all that's loved
Is taken from us

Thief!

@ohthatkazuki @defsharp @slyleaf

On the bright and early morning of August 12th, 2023, over 1,000 creatives began their 24-hour work session that resulted in 558 unique songs and 66 album covers. Musicians bounced out stems for each other and shared samples, visual artists scoured the Internet for fonts and graphics, and everyone excitedly buzzed about what would come of it all. The final result? 45 of the most outstanding, creative, and genuine tracks our corner of the digital world has to offer—with an equally beautiful album cover to match.

The real enrichment lies in the act of creation. A piece of art does not have to be forward-thinking or never-seen-before, nor does it have to be better than the last; it simply has to be. To create something without worry of what others might think, to have fun with your work, is one of the greatest things this world has to offer—digital or otherwise.

All proceeds from All Nighter Vol. 8 will be going to Out & Equal, an organization dedicated to workplace equality for LGBTQ+ individuals.

// Find out more about the charity
https://outandequal.org/

// Album art by Gosmow & Tim Jordan
https://www.instagram.com/gosmowdesign/
https://www.instagram.com/timjordan.png/

Kazukii, defsharp & slyleaf - for all that it's worth

"i have all the problems i need right here !"

(featuring @bhproducer & @singin-in-the-rain)

written and produced by self discovery, bh & stormkloud
mixed and mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

[bh]
i'm feeling like i'm spinning right back uh
i'm sorry if i'm losing my track but
i'm escaping all these places
i am mentally trapped in my head and it's killing me
everybody knows where i'm at uh
oversharing, that's my bad
i hope that i don't fall behind the race
i'm going at my pace i'm going at my pace

there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home

[self discovery]
put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

[stormkloud]
how do i fix myself and
how do i call for help
i'm scared
all familiar but i feel it
i know this has to quit
so how do i pump the brakes
yeah we could just sit and wait
right here
so i wonder if there's time for me
to stop and realize
it's not really something i can change
and i'm sick of wasting all my range
when new places get old
and old faces i told
to watch out for greatness
oh, how bold !
i think i'm better off
sticking to what i know

[self discovery]
there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home
but i'm scared i'll be the last one left
to share my story
i'll bite my tongue
it's for the lore
should i be wary
of whom i've shared my side
prepared to be the last one left
in purgatory
i'll hold my tongue
it's for my story
it's fair to say that
guilt has been my guide !

put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

spawnpoint ! (feat. bh & StormKloud)

lets start :3c

Suroki, halfTrue, EyesAndArrows, maringen

Lyrics

----VERSE 1----

[WHAT'S THIS ?]

They say your body loves you so unconditionally (That's right !)
But when i break mine i hope i'm forgiven (Of course :D)
I used to think together we could be anything

But i'm not an idiot, yeh

Keep getting closer to some people i'll never meet
But still won't talk to those i've known since like 17
I'm feeling nauseous when somebody is nice to me

I must be an idiot

ARE YOU ?

----CHOR----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT

WHAT'S THIS ?

----VERSE 2----

Someone said they want my hands for themselves
I couldn't comprehend the things that they felt
It's not that i don't like the way that they're held , I think i'd like
It more, as somebody else

[AAAH]

Can't fake the feeling that you'll never be home again
Ashamed to say but i've forgotten just what it meant
You're nothing now, and we know who it should've been

Cos i'm just an idiot

ARE YOU ?

----CHOR----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT 
ARE YOU ?

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT

[OH NO !]

----POSTCHOR----

I never change
I'll never change
I can't decide
I'll think about it
It's always been
just like you said

You wanna live ? then start !

I wanna to change
I wanna to change
Can't be this way
forever but I
Don't wanna be
Don't wanna be
(Somebody else)

----PRECHOR----

She's got nowhere to go
He didn't even notice
I thought we'd be prettier
We must not be ready yet

ARE YOU ?

----CHORBUILD----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDI - 
[OH NO !]

ARE YOU ?

----FINAL CHOR----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT

I WANNA LIVE

[WHAT'S THIS ?]

AND I CAN'T LET THIS GO ON     
PROMISE YOU DON'T HAVE TO WAIT
WHEN WE CAN'T BE WHAT YOU WANT
I'll STILL LOVE YOU ANYWAY

I WANNA LIVE

let's start. 


