I absolutely love this song. I think we have all been there. You want to know something, the strongest people survive and dont give up no matter how hard it is. Its badass that your working through it, and making music to help souls like mine.

I see how much better your ability to make music is becoming-Beautiful stuff Dejection

nothing mttrz

MAKE YOU SICK w/ BDDLY - (PROD. SHABAFABLYA)

BREAK (prod. ERLAX)

flowerbed 🌸 (prod. alicestickly)

SPLIT YO SHIT LIKE SUKUNA BITFCH  OFFA 80 DRANK INME FEELIN SLUMP

BRAINSPLIT/YO-HO (PROD. VILEX X NIBXL)

instagram : @chanvose @954.eddison @prod.jed_

Dimmsdale [feat. eddison] prod. JED!

Im so fucking tired of how i feel everynight
I feel like im wasting my life 
i fucking hate how i write.
Just know that i tried,
To make it all feel alright.
Justt know that i tried, 
To make it all feel alright.
Tell myself i have to let go..
I cant do this..
My hearts so low..
You cut through me..
I cant feel none now..
That im without you now
That im without you now 
(How do i forget you now?
How do i stay alone now?
Ill never let go im so down
Now that i stay alone now)

I cant pretend
Im so damn tired,
Fed up with this shit ive dealt with..
Never  feel im relevant i dont care.
Let me rest ill end it.
Let me rest ill end it.
I dont give a fuck if i am relevant.
Bitch i fucking hate this planet,
I never asked to be on this planet..
I dont need help 
but im lying
i hate myself 
Wont stop crying
Feel i want to go back in time
Please stop asking if im fine…
All of this dont mean shit 
Because one day we’ll just die…
Through all this hell, i tell myself its alright..
Through all this hell, i tell myself its alright..
Through all this hell i tell myself that im fine..
Through all this hell im still alive,
Through all this hell ill be alright…

i tell myself i never cared to ease my anxieties. i never cared of how anyone else perceives me when i realized i exist for now, and thats good enough for me.  these feelings i describe are far too real than id ever like them to be sometimes. the best way i can describe this project is the small yet painful range of emotions i have been constantly struggling with, love and hate, anger and sadness. living for the inbetween. im trying my best every day but i feel like i am still falling apart. i always feel an urge to make more. ive been continuously seeking the help i need that i had convinced myself over and over that i didnt (because i already been through it.) im trying my best and i know you can too. relapse is okay. dont struggle in silence. through all of this hell i tell myself its alright. i love you all, ill still keep trying, ill still keep doing this art until i die. 
dedicated to meeks. rip meek meek 2023. i love you forever.

alright (prod.sillycybeats)

DAP MY DOG - Afourteen & Teenage Disaster

10GUNS [PROD. STINNN] ||NEJMIN AB X  MVRGVLLO||

SUPRGLAZERRR

debut lp
recorded, mixed, and mastered by Tyler Gutleben

Brand New Shoes

i wish i was invisible

Inside Out

skuzgod - back me up (prod. ecksem)

24 (prod qazers)

Beat Maker: Henwy
Vocalist: FVI$
Original Copyright: Dean Blunt, TYSON

RINSED (Remix)

lyrics
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i fell asleep in the backseat
with my eyes wide shut bumpin backstreet
we arrived on time to the crash scene
i just stared as i saw my body pass me
could’ve swore that this shit happened last week
got a hunch it’s a reoccurring bad dream
had a bunch last year when they asked me
what is it that you fear in your passing?

what is it that you fear in your passing?
maybe death but it’s more so in the crashing
do i feel everything as it’s flashing?
do i care? does it hurt? yeah i’m asking
cause i don’t have a clue how to feel
why do all of these dreams seem so real?
would it change if i just took the wheel?
i don’t know till all four tires squeal

i’m stuck in a nightmare
scared by where my eyes stare
no clipping through my car door
my body will just lie there
reaching towards the skies stairs
you won’t make it i swear
the current is pulling me
i’m hoping i don’t die here
(x2)

floating to the surface
i guess life is worth it
beat the fuck out of myself
tell me that i deserve it
anxious is a person
for that i am certain
i embody all my fears
and wear them like a curtain

cuba lake

1 day ill just be gone forever. 
this is only to cope through art.
mental health matters.
im always going through something.
i love you all.
i dont wanna die as much as i want to be happy again.
i write all my lyrics and edit my songs, beats are made by various producers tagged in each track. hope you enjoy and can find something to relate to or be entertained by.
my mental state is decaying.
 [dejection i.n.c]
no ones gonna read this anyways haha

alright (prod.sillycybeats)

dejection.inc

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