Thank you for this song, amazing creation 🕊💯💀🔥☄️

the song is good but the lyrics make you and the other sad ppls get into it and wanna die. The profile of that blood should change. one of my friends want to die and rn I can't contact him. I wish he is ok 🙏

“Someday hey! I will die high.. but thats alright... it was a goo-ood life..” thats what i hear.

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AR-A Moment

https://theyhatewewin.com

Prod. @killedmyself

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ANHEDONIA

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anhedonia [Prod. killedmyself]

ｆｏｃｕｓ ｏｎ ｗｈａｔ＇ｓ ｒｅａｌ

this song hurts a lot for me, but i hope you guys can find something beautiful in it.

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well I've got a ghost
running through my head
that used to be a girl
laying in my bed

don't want the ones that want me
and the ones I want 
leave my heart a mess

so I'm all alone
feeling cold as hell
asking why oh why
I do this to myself

I just wan feel something
but if feels like I don't have much left

I've got a mind full of bad things
but good intentions like an angel with some bat wings

and I'm fine if you ask me
but I'm still running from my problems like a track meet

and I don't know why
I don't want you
or why I want her 
when she don't want me to

and they say love hurts
I guess that much true
cause now we both choked up
lips are turning blue

tell me what is coming next
I can't handle all this stress
got me always second guess - in

what's been running through your head
all I know is your upset
from the tension when we texting

I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in, I can never rest in
x2

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r.i.p

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Produced by: cruiser

Kam Michael:
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Kam Michael - Should've, Would've (ft. SadBoyProlific) [Prod. cruiser]

I didn't make this
Original Song :
YT : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMSMMUmTdas
SoundCloud : https://soundcloud.com/lilricefield/trapanese

Lil Ricefield - TRAPANESE Ft. Seiji Oda (AUDIO)

Deep, emotional, real. 
I love each and everyone of y’all who support me! All love.
Been wanting to work with Lil 9 and Kyle Otto (producer) for a long time so this song means a lot to me. 

Hope y’all enjoy <3

Instagram: realwolfmusic

Love Myself (ft. Lil 9 & Shiloh Dynasty)

crazy how this life can be so wild
in denial 
i stay saying i don’t want you but id walk a thousand miles

just to see those ocean eyes 
Girl you be moving the skys
saying we friends why we telling these lies
wearing these masks i don’t wanna disguise 

cause i wanna say that i love you 
i wanna tell you the truth 
sleeping is all that i do 
Cause i am dreaming of you 

reaching to pick up the phone 
start sweating i get in that zone 
fear taking over I’m losing control
better without me you better alone 

why would you want me when nobody does
I’m just a coward not worthy of trust
heart has been broken craving for love 
i was an addict  fixed it with drugs

I’m never enough 
never enough 
tired of love 

Living in a clouded dream
Searching for the quiet that you need to breath
Gave up on your sanity to hide behind your shadow
While you tried to take the sun down 
Hearts don’t ever change to gold
Out there thinking that you in the world alone
No one ever told that you have to fight something 
Or you’ll never learn to balance 

i guess imma have to fight time to take this shit battle 
throw my pride right to the side 
need a princess in my castle 

If i open up my heart will you come fill it with some hope 
break me down then tie my down ill provide the rope
forever illl be empty less i let you have my soul
i see a future bright ahead it’s me you and we old 

you remember that night when we sat and watch the stars 
told me bout your heart and i told you about my scars
never felt this open when I’m talking to a girl 
stayed up late then went sleep you had me wanting more 

i have never felt like this 
thief you stole my heart thats what you did 
a year  i spent i never love my ex
more love for you a week can’t wait for next 

i can’t wait for next
i can’t wait for next
i can’t wait for next

Living in a clouded dream
Searching for the quiet that you need to breath
Gave up on your sanity to hide behind your shadow
While you tried to take the sun down 
Hearts don’t ever change to gold
Out there thinking that you in the world alone
No one ever told that you have to fight something 
Or you’ll never learn to balance

clouded dreams [prod. kado]

【﻿Ｈｏｐｅｆｕｌｌｙ Ｓｏｍｅｄａｙ】

Kam Michael - letter to death (R.I.P) (ft. Nicole Dollanganger)

Hold me down you stay around i haven’t been the same 
Haven’t gone insane 
Take away my pain 

Your prescene make me change 
To heights i cannot aim 
These feelings i explain 
Oh i feel em night and day 

If you’re week ill be strong 
Confess my love in songs 
Just know I’m holding on 
If you leave then I’m gone 

If i say it then i mean it 
I’m not feeling incomplete
Let me treat you like you know that you are loved 

If i pack up say I’m leaving 
Only taking what is needing
Grab your hand we running off into the sun 

I Waste time 
On my own 
In love (In love)

Don’t you leave then come right back to me 
Then just turn round right again 

You’re so special 
Why’d i make you settle 
Got me acting funny 
Angel with a devil 

Foot right to the pedal 
Take you to my level 
Do you need somebody 
I can be your rebel 

We been running round the damn place 
Tryna get our head straight 
I was cruising solo 
Swerving through my own lane 
Couldn’t love my family 
Never had a plan b 
Learning love from seeing you 
I know you not meaning not 

I Waste time 
On my own 
In love (In love)

I see when I stare in her eyes
Her souls keeps me moving 
When I have been losing 
Her energy giving me life 
I ain’t be living it right 

Filling my heart and soul 
Diamonds of carrots in gold 
Brining back all of my love now
When I’m with you I’m not coming down 

When I’m with you I’m not coming down
No where to go I’m not running out 
You hear me call and I’m calling now

i waste time

i waste time [ Prod. Kado ]

Lyrics:
Honestly I’m too scared right now
Got a lot to do
I don’t care right now
Yeah I’ve been the lid to the cup 
How I bottle it all up 
But I got a lot to share right now
I’ve been thinking that 
Life might be better without me
I try to do better
But I always doubt me
I wanna be happy
My head won’t allow me
Who put all this water inside of my room
Bruh I feel like drowning 
I’ve been staying in my head too much
I’ve been in my bed 
Feeling dead too much
Haven’t had a good day 
Its been two months
Man I’m losing motivation 
And I cannot take this
It’s way too much 
Bro where is home?
Got friends 
But I’m so alone
I know God’s tryna call
I can hear the phone
But I’ve been hitting decline
And my heart is cold
God I’m sorry I’ve been gone 
But I need you close
Oh yeah I’ve been tripping
I say that I’m a Christian 
I say that I’m Godly 
But acting so different 
I’m needing repentance 
Got lost in my living 
I know that He’s risen 
It’s time that I listen 
I’ve been afraid
Deep in the waves
Deep in my guilt
Now I’m feeling ashamed
I need some prayer
To heal all the pain
Fixing my heart
While He’s breaking the chains

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket 

I feel like I’m buried alive
I don’t got nowhere to hide
I fill up my mental with lies
And all of the time
They tell me I’m fine
Or they just tell me to quit
Tell me I suck, and I start giving in
Rip all the pages I wrote with this pen
My doubt builds a casket
And throws me within
Running away from all the pain
I can never escape
No matter the pace
The place 
I can never erase 
Running circles around myself
But never winning the race
Instead running from my pain 
I probably need to go pray
Why am I breathing?
I feel like a demon
I know I’m alive
But I don’t know the reason
I’ve been overthinking 
And God you’ve been telling me
That you’re enough
And I finally believe it

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket

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closed casket (prod. raspo)

@sadboyprolific
@le_play

lyrics:

SadBoyProlific:

i hate when im left on my own again
im just a broken kid hoping for someone to hold em quick
lost in emotions and potions this 
is me reaching and you cant even notice it 
you took my heart and then froze it quick
locked up the door and my chest and regret that i opened it 
vision is slow and cant focus i feel like my head is exploding 
shits getting old and my time is approaching 
this is a mindset i think that my minds fuckin broken 
just look at the way that im coping 
ounce nothing less what im smoking
this is the life that ive chosen 
and ive had regrets every step of the way 
puffed up my chest as i left through the flame 
left you for dead and in my head im insane
dead for a red as i bled out in pain

Le Play:
what do you want from me 
this is just honesty cuz honestly ill fall asleep
before it gets hard to breathe 
ill constantly just fall to piece 
you know its hard for me but still you pry so modernly
this is a tragedy or more just like a comedy
keep playing the victim i know all of the lies your tryna sell
im stuck in this room thats full of these mirros all i got is myself
you know i live for the pain 
you know im stuck in the rain 
i do it again and again and again 
and everythings broken and always in vein

【ＨｏｐｅｆｕｌｌｙＳｏｍｅｄａｙ】

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