If I Die

If I Die (feat. Julia Alexa)

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In My Bones (feat. SadBoyProlific & Yung Van)

Trapped

im not suicidal

Lyrics:

I dont know how to do this anymore
but baby i can do the best I can
so tell me why you want to be alone
cause baby i just dont understand
 
we took it slow, one hell of a ride
I guess that im just better off on the side.
try to tell you that im doing alright
but you dont know just what im feeling inside
you see in my eyes its just a facade
i wish that I could be someone im not
pain in my heart I wish it could stop
so take a minute and just give it a thought
see
i gave my soul
you took my breath
you come and go
i lay in bed
give me hope that ill be holding you
and this crazy dream will be over soon
just give me something
yeah give me something

I dont know how to do this anymore
but baby i can do the best I can
so tell me why you want to be alone
cause baby i just dont understand

Baby I don't understand where to go now
I ain't think this how we'd go out
Heart so broke, froze, from your fake love your words
So cold
I don't know
What even would have been the difference if I was to stay, right here with you
Feel like its power you want over me, my love and my time have been misused
You used to let out your anger on me, and now that i’m pressing the issue
It seems that you don’t wanna listen, look from my position I don’t wanna argue
Girl, 

I dont know how to do this anymore
but baby i can do the best I can
so tell me why you want to be alone
cause baby i just dont understand

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Understand [feat. Rey-Infinite] (prod. river beats)

A brand new track by Vaboh and Powfu.

Engineered by Eon Zero
Produced by riddiman

(Feat. Powfu) you left me alone with my nightmares

Lyrics:
Honestly I’m too scared right now
Got a lot to do
I don’t care right now
Yeah I’ve been the lid to the cup 
How I bottle it all up 
But I got a lot to share right now
I’ve been thinking that 
Life might be better without me
I try to do better
But I always doubt me
I wanna be happy
My head won’t allow me
Who put all this water inside of my room
Bruh I feel like drowning 
I’ve been staying in my head too much
I’ve been in my bed 
Feeling dead too much
Haven’t had a good day 
Its been two months
Man I’m losing motivation 
And I cannot take this
It’s way too much 
Bro where is home?
Got friends 
But I’m so alone
I know God’s tryna call
I can hear the phone
But I’ve been hitting decline
And my heart is cold
God I’m sorry I’ve been gone 
But I need you close
Oh yeah I’ve been tripping
I say that I’m a Christian 
I say that I’m Godly 
But acting so different 
I’m needing repentance 
Got lost in my living 
I know that He’s risen 
It’s time that I listen 
I’ve been afraid
Deep in the waves
Deep in my guilt
Now I’m feeling ashamed
I need some prayer
To heal all the pain
Fixing my heart
While He’s breaking the chains

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket 

I feel like I’m buried alive
I don’t got nowhere to hide
I fill up my mental with lies
And all of the time
They tell me I’m fine
Or they just tell me to quit
Tell me I suck, and I start giving in
Rip all the pages I wrote with this pen
My doubt builds a casket
And throws me within
Running away from all the pain
I can never escape
No matter the pace
The place 
I can never erase 
Running circles around myself
But never winning the race
Instead running from my pain 
I probably need to go pray
Why am I breathing?
I feel like a demon
I know I’m alive
But I don’t know the reason
I’ve been overthinking 
And God you’ve been telling me
That you’re enough
And I finally believe it

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket

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closed casket (prod. raspo)

Produced by Coyboca
Artwork by David Kiernan

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closed casket (prod. raspo)

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