this beat is from "white iverson" by post malone

I'll Nvr Let U Go

chris agony & delcada - fnaf 2 cyph w/ satiso

[verse 1 - sh0p7ift]
i dont know what to do, i cant think clear
dissociating daily, ur face full of tears
i dont know myself if im being sincere
i guess being happy is my biggest fear
avoiding touch, but i crave your love 
ima fuck up, aint u had enough of?
i dont really know what keeps u here
i dont really know what keeps u here

[verse 2 - delcada]
what could keep you waiting for me
all my vices they all adore me
blood of my foes still adorns me
i will perish like those before me
hang my necklace from the cieling
300 mg zero feelings
silver jesus that i won't wear
i've been praying but i won't go there

SH0P7IFT & DELCADA - WHAT KEEPS U HERE (PROD. CLONA!)

@moodybluezzzz
prod milord
art by living2kms

moody & delcada - In My Zone [prod. milord]

nothing in my heart feat. nosgov (prod dogeatdog)

i cant even tell whos a foe and whose a friend
i dont want u now but i rly want u then
i dont kno myself but i still can play pretend
do u wana call me all on my ios

yea i wish i wasnt here, ya i wish i was a ghost—
yeah my shawty rly bad so im never letting go
got me waiting for the end, got me waitin in the cold
i dont wana kno, medicine my throat

i miss how it was then, my life was like a dream
i was off the dxm and also hrt
i miss how it was then, my life was like a dream
i was off the dxm and also hrt

i was off the benadryl and it felt like a dream
i was mixin drugs dph ya OTC   
back in summertime, ya like back in mtc
i lost all your trust thru my lies and my deceit

i was calling your phone but i lost all  your trust
but it was like three weeks, i stare into the sun
i was in the psych ward and it felt like a month
i dont wana kno, all the things ive done

wish i wasn’t myself, but my story is sung
numbing it like all night, i hate who i’ve become
we were off the tabs then, ya back when we were young
i been staying golden, i had you really numb

texting me like all night but i can not respond
call me on my iphone and i wish i was gone
call me on my cell but im never gona feel
fucking with my life, yea i wish i wasnt real

she still hit me up, but i wish that i was dead
but now i don’t even want that, and i can not pretend
i was sippin on this mud, now im trippin out again
sippin otc now im waiting at the end

yea i wish i wasnt here, ya i wish i was a ghost
yeah my shawty rly bad so im never letting go
got me waiting for the end, got me waitin in the cold
i dont wana kno, medicine my throat

ᴍᴇᴅɪᴄɪɴᴇ prod blackwinterwells

spend it all [prod. b.blessed beats]

some rare unreleased shit
featuring @57f
this song is very special to me

Now I Fall (prod. tenoji + lov3ly)

[delcada]
you already know drippin like its coke
i was sippin dex and i was chilling with my bros
i dont give a fuck money on my grave
shawty rly bad but no i can not be saved
i just went insane money on my grave
look me in my eyes you can see that im afraid
she was all i want i was in the club
i was bouta drown yeah tha waters rising up
these celebrities floating face down
i was at the bar yeah i drink until i drown
see his face smile then he shut his eyes
i dont give a fuck its apocalypse tonight

[nosgov]
walk in to the store
we got bag galore
i dont wanna know
what u think of me, its gone
delcada & nosgov we back to 2k n 9
i been had this drip
bitches know im hella nice
i just sit back and relax
pop a pill im off the tracks
dont go where im at
it get lonely at the top
how are u this cold?
i go crazy on these songs
bitch lower ur tone
if u feel me get it done
duh

walk alone in the night
ever since shit touched the tripes
u can put how u want
keyboard warrior get em gone

go goo ggooooo go goo yeah yeah go go og ogog o

[delcada]
i just went insane money on my grave
look me in my eyes you can see that im afraid
she was all i want i was in the club
i was bouta drown yeah tha waters rising up
these celebrities floating face down
i was at the bar yeah i drink until i drown
see his face smile then he shut his eyes
i dont give a fuck its apocalypse tonight

apocalypse tonight ft. nosgov (prod nyck)

[delcada]
she left the party i can't follow then
my heart is broken it will never mend
you saw me fallin yeah i'm fucked up
so shawty lean on me until i'm really numb

it's all i want / i can not feel
without you here i can not heal now
without you here i lost my mind
i lost myself i'm out of time

i don't wana dance if i don't got u in my arms
i was ridin in the porsche now i'm forever torn
3am pullin up but i can't find u here
i'm at the party but you're gone yeah did u disappear?

blow a kiss fire a gun
i been needin someone to lean on
blow a kiss fire a gun
i been needin someone to lean on
someone to lean on

[ljp2900]
she wanna lean on me right now
she trynna hit the club tonight yea
need sum to sip lean on right now yea
yea right now yea
i dont wanna feel alone need some more lean again
all these pills straight to the dome i cant remember it
baby please dont let me go i need you here for this
all these pills straight to the dome i cant remember it
i need someone to lean on
i need someone to lean on
i need someone to lean on
i need someone to lean on

[delcada]
she left the party i can't follow then
my heart is broken it will never mend
you saw me fallin yeah i'm fucked up
so shawty lean on me until i'm really numb

i don't wana dance if i don't got u in my arms
i was ridin in the porsche now i'm forever torn
3am pullin up but i can't find u here
i'm at the party but you're gone yeah did u disappear?

it's all i want / i can not feel
without you here i can not heal now
without you here i lost my mind
i lost myself i'm out of time

lean on ft. ljp2900 (prod nyck)

only want u there now im feelin froze
gotu in my arms ya i hold u close
talkin 2 myself i dont have a soul
tell me if its me have i lost control

yea i want u rly bad but now i feel like ive been falling
paranoid im being followed keep at bay ya i been stalling
and inside i kno theres poison but i feel like i can solve it
cut this off cuz im infected and u kno i cant resolve it

when i see u in the light ya ur beautiful
fallin in the night death’ll soon approach
want u for forever wrapped around my throat
tell me if it’s me or it’s just a ghost

wana be with u we can party all night
i don’t kno myself i’ma fall from the sky
question everything is it real or a lie
tell me what i am cuz im feeling not alive

only want u there now im feelin froze
gotu in my arms ya i hold u close
talkin 2 myself i dont have a soul
tell me if its me have i lost control

light’s been shinin down on me
who am i? i start to freeze
callin to u ur all i need
lying to myself i feel so weak

infections that flow thru me
brain so gone i self defeat
what am i and who are we
so fucked up i just repeat

only want u there now im feelin froze
gotu in my arms ya i hold u close
talkin 2 myself i dont have a soul
tell me if its me have i lost control

let her go (prod nyck)

i’m at the edge u kno i can’t stop now
u want me better but i just fall out
u wana talk to me / i can’t be found
i’m on the inside yea it all goes south

shawty perfection / but she got me fucked up
i wasn’t rlly here i just been so numb
she really beautiful but i act so fucked
my heart is broken so now i just can’t trust

infect me / and flow into my head
rust my scars / and dig into my flesh
trust myself / but i don’t let this end
hate myself / i fucked it up again

fucked up / can not trust
so false / what i was

now i want u bad / i really want u here
and now i just can’t feel / and i can’t face my fears
i should give up

i was in the halls / looking so lost
now youre on my mind / and it cannot stop
take my heart and then conceal my dreams
lost all sight of wat i can conceive

i’m at the edge (prod nyck)

cold lights / i feel it in my bones
so far gone / twilight inside my soul
all these nights / this vanilla sky
fucked up bad / but now its still alright

demons here / in my mind / i lost myself
and now ill never get it back
reaching out for any contact / while
my lights just fades to black

i was searching / for the exit
and yet still im losing track
i been losing all my comfort
but i still went far off track

cold lights, inside the sky,
this vanilla sky again
twilight thats overhead
i just pray that this would end

i fell, i fell so far now / 
sacrifice for all the pain
these skies have left me hopeless
storm clouds yet still pouring rain

antipsychs / in my body
fell so far / just keep going
city of owls / i feel like i grow wings
need her light but now the skies just sing
ah ya eeya eeya eeya

vanilla sky (prod nyck)

[mckel]
you're beautiful 
you're beautiful
you're beautiful ahh
you're beautiful 
you're beautiful 
you're beautiful ahh

you're beautiful
and im feeling dead now
and im feeling trapped now 
and im feeling tapped out
and im feeling trapped now
and im feeling trapped now
and im feeling tapped out
and im feeling trapped now

you're beautiful 
you're beautiful
you're beautiful ahh
you're beautiful 
you're beautiful 
you're beautiful ahh

[delcada]
im in the light / i search for you
wait outside my heart is true
i want u bad / i see the stars
mind is gone i cant restart

i lost the light / it turns to flames
with u here / i cant be saved
my heart is warm / its all for you
taste my blood / and see the truth

but if u want / ill leave today
lost myself / inside the rain
these tears they fall / upon my hands
feel the time / flow thru like sand

you’re the truth / i’ll never find
if u want i’ll leave tonight /
my hands are cold ^around my wrist
one moar final chance for bliss

and i swear ur beautiful
wash the blood til waters flow
never knew where i should go
feel u here, ur beautiful

you’re beautiful ft. mckel (prod nyck)

[delcada]
she don't even know about me now
i was falling out in the clouds
hit me up my soul bring it out
she look just like rei yeah she down

and you can watch me fall through the clouds
and i had it all then now i'm out
find me in the grass when i'm gone
bury me out back in the lawn

yeah they tryna get me killed tonight
and she was on my phone now she not in sight
and i was really down yeah like down for life
and were you really down yeah like down to ride

were you really down baby were you down to ride
when you come around swear that you're all on my mind
yeah she bad yeah she bad she never lacking
gota keep my eyes open yeah no lacking

i gota keep my eyes sober so no lacking
i gota keep my mind right for the passion
i was in the sunlight yeah just basking
gota keep my mind sober so no lacking-

[julemind]
???

[delcada]
and you can watch me fall through the clouds
and i had it all then now i'm out
find me in the grass when i'm gone
bury me out back in the lawn

yeah they tryna get me killed tonight
and she was on my phone now she not in sight
and i was really down yeah like down for life
and were you really down yeah like down to ride

AKA cult
yeaaaaaa

clouds (ft. julemind) [prod. moonveil]

[~prod by me~]

*full version now available*

runnin up that hill (Kate Bush cover)

i don't think that it was meant to be
now i'm living in a fantasy
don't approach because i'll make you bleed
if i'm gone then that's okay with me
and if i'm gone then that's okay i'll tell you
and my reality was never really true
i'm sinking further now there's nothing you can do
i can't feel your touch but i wana be with you

yeah i wana be with you now
200mg i passed out
i can't control myself i'm falling down
i'm calling to you but you're not around
in the flames you know i've fallen baby
it's okay you never call me lately
i'm so high that now the stars can't save me
i was never right / walk into the light

i don't think that it was meant to be
now i'm living in a fantasy
don't approach because i'll make you bleed
if i'm gone then that's okay with me
and if i'm gone then that's okay i'll tell you
and my reality was never really true
i'm sinking further now there's nothing you can do
i can't feel your touch but i wana be with you

stars cant save me [prod. sadfem + heartshapedbed]

featuring my friend @dg_loolyy
artwork by me!!

[delcada]
i just walk up in the club i swear i'm fucking up again
shawty all up on my phone i swear to god i wish i'm dead
yeah my lady really find i'm smoking dope to deal with stress
you could stab me in the throat yeah you could slit my fucking neck
ay- yeah dg looly and delcada
100k racks we gettin paper
i been fallin out i'll see you later
she all on my phone but i can't save her
ay- you wana see me but i'm fallin out again
and you could tell that i been really fucking stressed
and i'm a creep i swear to god i don't fear death
i'm in the night yeah we could see the moon again
it's all i want it got me numbed out
i swear to god i'm fallin back down
she really fine so i can't back out
they want me dead i'm fallin back down

[dg looly]
???

2k (ft. dg looly) [prod. specialgloryops x sif]

prod @amenphoenix
featuring @ljp2900

[delcada]
ohhh / lost now
i swear to God i'll never come down
you're really beautiful i just drown
and you could find me in the dusk now
ohhh / longing all night
i had these feelingz that i can't fight
i'm fucking up but now it's alright
and you could see me after midnight

baby if you really wana see and know
i was in my fantasy until it froze
and i was out in mtc but now it's closed
remember when we hit the mall that shit was dope
and now it's looking like i'm falling all alone
i swear to god now no one's calling on my phone
i'm in the dusk and now i swear i'm losing hope
250mg take that shit to cope

[ljp2900]
???

[delcada]
baby if you really wana see and know
i was in my fantasy until it froze
and i was out in mtc but now it's closed
remember when we hit the mall that shit was dope
and now it's looking like i'm falling all alone
i swear to god now no one's calling on my phone
i'm in the dusk and now i swear i'm losing hope
250mg take that shit to cope

falling all allone (ft. ljp2900) [prod. attackishere]

i can't feel the pain feel insane ohhh
i don't think i'll change still i pray ohhh
who am i today? cut my face ohhh
feel like Little Chandler sippin drank ohhh

feelin like i'm Heathcliff you can see me in the moors
felt like you're the one now i don't know who i'm for
don't know who i'm for, you can see me in the skies
i'ma disappear, swear that you could take my life
i know that i'm vain but i still could feel love
i been in the rain yeah that shit it got me numb
swear you were the one now my heart is lost
you were by my side, now i want me gone

i can't feel the pain feel insane ohhh
i don't think i'll change still i pray ohhh
who am i today? cut my face ohhh
feel like Little Chandler sippin drank ohhh
i can't feel the pain feel insane ohhh
i don't think i'll change still i pray ohhh
who am i today? cut my face ohhh
feel like Little Chandler sippin drank ohhh

feelin like i'm out in Dublin swear i'm up to something
swear that she could love me but i just feel nothing
swear that you could slash me but i just feel bloodless
ever since i lost her swear i don't feel nothing
swear i don't feel nothing
swear i don't feel nothing
swear i don't feel nothing
swear i don't feel nothing

i can't feel the pain feel insane ohhh
i don't think i'll change still i pray ohhh
who am i today? cut my face ohhh
feel like Little Chandler sippin drank ohhh
i can't feel the pain feel insane ohhh
i don't think i'll change still i pray ohhh
who am i today? cut my face ohhh
feel like Little Chandler sippin drank ohhh

i don't think i'm prayed up
i don't think they'll save us
i don't think you'll save me
fight until we break up
you could feel me falling feeling like i'm ina death race
she could hear me calling regret all of my mistakes
i don't feel the pain still i pray ohhh
i don't think i'll change not today ohhh
you were there with me spare my fate ohhh
words all on my page i can't say ohhh
i don't feel the pain feel insane ohhh
you were here with me i can't stay ohhh
i will love you still til i'm dead ohhh
hold on to this pain in my chest ohhh
all i feel is pain still i pray ohhh
i look up to God through the rain ohhh
pain inside of my chest i can't rest ohhh
blood inside of my heart, you depart ohhh

feel insane [prod. attackishere]

produced by @amenphoenix and @benecoda

in the night now i know that you want me
embrace now i'm feeling your heartbeat
last chance swear to god that my heart true
search still til the day that i found you
in the night now i know that you want me
embrace now i'm feeling your heartbeat
last chance swear to god that my heart true
search still til the day that i found you

on God i could swear that i need that
you could see me in the rain once again
i had all of these beliefs but i dreamed that
swear to God that i can not comprehend
swear to God that if i fall it'll erase me
i been tryna read the text but it's unclear
swear to God that i been watiing for the last light
i been tiptoeing swear that i don't know fear

in the night now i know that you want me
embrace now i'm feeling your heartbeat
last chance swear to god that my heart true
search still til the day that i found you
in the night now i know that you want me
embrace now i'm feeling your heartbeat
last chance swear to god that my heart true
search still til the day that i found you

if you really wana see me fall...
i been in my room with the lights down low
sirens in my brain i hear tha call
i been in the frost yeah you know i stay froze

in the night now i know that you want me
embrace now i'm feeling your heartbeat
last chance swear to god that my heart true
search still til the day that i found you
in the night now i know that you want me
embrace now i'm feeling your heartbeat
last chance swear to god that my heart true
search still til the day that i found you

kno that u want me [prod. attackishere x benecoda]

[delcada]
tired of looking for you i'ma fall
but i never knew you ever not at all
still i get this feeling once again
i get this fuzzy kinda feeling in my head
every moment here with you is bliss
but i know it's been my tendency to slip
i could listen to you for a life
or i'll fuck it up again like how i tried

i could sense the moments that i'm here
have only been a test for what i fear
i could sense that any day's the end
free me from this cycle once again

i could sense the moments that i'm here
have only been a test for what i fear
i could sense that any day's the end
free me from this cycle once again
you are all i need leave it alone
any day i swear i'm going home
i don't know a thing and still i slip
listen to your voice and then it's bliss

[5daysaslave]
???

heart of glass (ft. 5daysaslave) [prod. 5daysaslave]

produced by @b4gr1m

i swear to God that i'll never come around
you're searching far but i'm nowhere to be found
i'm in the snow i'm sippin medicine right now
she really bad i swear that she could hold me down
but i'm cursed and famous
my euphoria still been draining
and she could seek for my replacement
never could afford the payment

last night, i was searching, steady burning
calling so far 'cause i swear that last night
when i was hurting, steady yearning
for you last night, all night
for you- i've been descending
my life is ending
i'm still pretending, all night
last night- i'm tryna run now
i'm tryna fall now, i'm tryna run now, run now

i swear to God that i'll never come around
you're searching far but i'm nowhere to be found
i'm in the snow i'm sippin medicine right now
she really bad i swear that she could hold me down
but i'm cursed and famous
my euphoria still been draining
and she could seek for my replacement
never could afford the payment

so dazed, i swear she want me
she doesn't know me, she can't control me
hold me- fold up
and now i'm driving, and i been crying
i'm searching for you, fly in-
fly there, i'll come and see them
i'm never free then
the burden's burning, i'm falling, i'm fucked up
they didn't know me, they'll never know me
they'll never find me, find me-

i swear to God that i'll never come around
you're searching far but i'm nowhere to be found
i'm in the snow i'm sippin medicine right now
she really bad i swear that she could hold me down
but i'm cursed and famous
my euphoria still been draining
and she could seek for my replacement
never could afford the payment

the last night [prod. before grim]

im still feelin sick im runnin now from smthn
right or wrong my heart responds n i dnt function
but my ceiling fan resolves under starlight
im still feelin what u call sick on long nights

it’s the year when i been runnin runnin runnin
im so numb that i forget who i wasnt
i still rly want u there, yea beside me
i still rly want u there, yea beside me

i been rottin / i been fallin
i dont have no cards to play but im all in
cant recall it / smthng wrong man
is it rly right or wrong when im all in
(in this calling)

sickness… used to want it all the time
twisted // watching from the sidelines
soullllll / used to feel u hide it
chokeee / whistle when u ride it

it’s the right thing tell me it’s the wrong thing
i was so lost / dreaming so disgusting
if you’re all in / tell me if im all in
i was fallin / into fucking darkness

so the ending was occurring to me nowww
when i show up they look at me like a clownnn
so just tell me if ull rly hold me down
all this money but im never goin outtt

ceiling fan [prod. wintertears x luvnote]

i know it’s never tha same
this love it can’t be replaced
i fall until i just break
they know my heart keeps your pace
it’s all i feel in my bones
i want this never let go
i slit myself into two
i tie my neck in your noose
i been steady tryna count racks up
i been sinning but i feel god’s love
you can see me in the night counting cash
she was w/ me then you knowin that she bad
she was with me and i’m seeing her again
you can feel it like a circle in the end
everything is coming back i swear it’s true
angels on me but i’m only wanting you

never tha same (prod. ambival3nc3)

^____^

[delcada]
i was lost in ur fantasy
you kno the waves start to crash on me
im callin out so just let me in
i had ur voice in my head again
and it’s the same as it was for real
and now it’s cool if i lost myself 
u see me fall we could play pretend
i had ur voice in my head again
and i dont think i could decide here
and i dont know if this is my year
and i been over every sight here
waking up alone witchu right there
i cant give a fuck my heart is what u rly tear
got me fucking up i rly couldnt even care
got me fallin out im rollin fallin thru the air
waking up alone witchu right there
reachin out my head u mirage me
i had all this ice drippin off me
stare into my eyes it’s upon me
waking up alone when u on me

[karahia]
i bet you were confident i'd stay
i hate your confidence in me
i want it all to go my way
i want you all to go away
but you're nothing much to brag i'm in the grave
need to get back in a week i'll misbehave
i can't think about the fact i'm so afraid
can't escape from the monster i became
ima run my self today
i got nothin left i'll say
i don't wanna miss you
i don't wanna miss you
i'ma leave myself quick
i can't do too much of it
i don't wanna miss you
i don't wanna miss you

[delcada]
reachin out my head u mirage me
i had all this ice drippin off me
stare into my eyes it’s upon me
waking up alone when u on me

lost in your fantasy (ft. karahia) [prod. 6ard]

she looks so bad we will meet in my dreams
longing for her yeah for her sweet release
lost now im longing search for you all night
isolation literally eating me inside~

you’ll seal my fate / seal it yourself
i’m in the wild… / i’m so low on health
got my regrets / playing in my head
this loneliness steady festers cant rest

thinking of the distance
and still i cant dismiss this
wanted you like so bad
im lonely yet persistent

i dont want to wake up
but i know im so blessed
i can see she craves lust
but i feel the pain in my chest
search hard i swear that i try to feel hope
everytime i see you these words are all in my throat

everytime i want you i kno that youre far gone
i was in the rain then i know that ima lost cause
search hard for for you / sift thru my dreams
shapes coalesce / tween you and me

i dont want to love if ill lose you
i could never hate but they choose to

falling im frozen you know that im out
one final stand for the crowd take a bow…
fucked up and numbed out you know that ima dead man
miss her so dearly but i can not retread man

i can not retread this / path that leaves me so sick
when i had you with me i wish it was the longest
longest time i could spend / im waiting for my new friends
but i have like no friends /
you’ll see how i’ve been cold then

frozen so gone~ want u, til midnighttt
hopeless / move on// crush me, under ice

delcada

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