such a journy thru sound looong emotions all at once 🛫🛫

4/28/22

Falling down
I held 
The door open
For you and i 

A secret shout under my brim
Closet ghost taught me to swim
I’m beneath all of my friends 
Like fuck it till the bitter end 
Do not hesitate to tell
Spread a message I’ll go to hell 
Rip a page full of my fears
Whisper like fire in my ear

Until it falls 
Heckle, my disgust, it’s so sharp & painful
I feel it burning
On the inside, a painless flame it’s dire
Motionless corpse
Crush me, and breath me in like dust
Still suffering
I can’t take it, a release is overdue 

Falling down
I held 
The door open
For you and i x2

There’s so much wrong
There’s so much wrong
What can I do to change it
For the good of me x2

Still Nothing

mixed by delcada + sadfem
mastered by sadfem

im tired / of feeling numb
just you / i crave your touch
flying / with wings of rust
lost i fall and fall and fall

flyyyyy / to the sun
i… / need your love
lightsssssss shine on me now
liiiiiiife will let me drown

numb like / all night
send me / to a dream
i know / that you’re the one
yet still / my heart remains

yet…. / my heart will remain
oh… / you’re the one i crave
light… / shines upon my face
you’re… / who i want to stay

i’m…. forever yours
pills… send me into dreams
wake….. i am not awake
thoughts of you / as i fall asleep

i’m tired of feeling numb
trust me / i need no trust
sunlight / upon me now
melt my wings i fall away

to the waves / consume me now
feel no pain / it takes me out
you’re the one… / my heartbeat shouts
you’re the one / the one / the one

numb like all night [prod. sadfem + weasel tears]

niessuh ft 2012 Shrugs Jmm

she just started singing like no one was there
its a long way home
no trains run at 3am
whyd you bring me in this room
just to make the same mistakes again
she just started singing like no one was there
i think she loves that i wear my heart on my sleeve
i think she loves that i sing when i need to speak
i think she loves that i go crazy
i think she knows she can never love me cuz im crazy
im trying to give up on the dream
you're dreaming too hard
and in my dream you're so clean
on my own time zone
i tried to fly out and see you but my phone died
it's not as it seems, it's too hard
i couldn't take it on my own time
i was seeing too far
and all this space just couldnt take it
you ordered me to pull the brakes
let's just see what happens
even if we end in flames
she just started singing like no one was there

she started singing like no one was there (rubbish + spill)

Feelz & L.O.V.E

❄️ cold feet ❄️ prod. dogeatdog

36,161′ ft nevaeh prod cn willy

nosgov - just a mess! [prod. sheel]

s/o 2 heavnthral, yung poncho, and sackboy for production
s/o 2 cura 4 doing the coverart
s/o 2 every1 who listens ily

numb like all night [prod. sadfem + weasel tears]

delcada

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