Wrote this song 3 years ago after a series of unfortunate events including a bad break up led to me ending up in the hospital. This song is about battling suicidal ideation and self deprecation 

Lyrics:

I’m falling out of love with myself 
I fucked up 
Nothing can fix the mistakes that I’ve done 
I’m tired of living 
All I do is feel like shit 
I wish this awful life 
I could just quit 
But I can’t 
Because that would be giving up
I gotta prove to myself that I am enough 
But it’s exhausting 
Cause everyone wants me but nobody wants all the problems that haunt me 

I’m tired 
Of having to explain myself 
What’s the point in trying 
When no one wants to help 
It’s not my fucking fault that I got bad mental health 
I do try my best 
But I don’t feel like myself 

I wish someone would see me for me
And not for the demon that haunts my every dream
I just lay in bed, I don’t even sleep
Cause with my eyes closed I’m still not at peace 


Everywhere I go I feel like I’m 
Falling out of love 
Falling out of love 

Everyone I see I feel like I’m 
Falling out of love 
Falling out of love 

Everywhere  I turn I feel like I’m
Falling out of love 
Falling out of love 

Even in the mirror I feel like I’m 
Falling out of love
Falling out of love 

I’m falling out of love with this world 
There’s no use
The best kinds of people get lives filled w abuse 
It isn’t fair
But there’s nothing I can do
I might as well buy the rope n tie off the noose 
I’m sorry that I wasn’t enough for you
No matter what I did, It always fell through 
You said you’d stay forever but that wasn’t true 
Now I’m screaming you name but there’s nothing you can do

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Making music that speaks to the soul. If you’re someone looking to connect thru music, my lyrical content comes from pain and experience. I seek to bring people a sense of understanding. You’re not alone, despite how crazy or catastrophic your life may seem. I enjoy experimenting and genre blending. Making music that is authentic to me and what I want to create 💜
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