ISOLATION - Obzidion

I wrote this song back in August when I started to cut out a lot of people in my life. I realized that most of them were just using me and didn’t have my best interest. This song is my first drop after taking a year long hiatus from music. I hope yall enjoy 💜

Verse-
Solitude is my best friend 
I rather deal with loneliness 
Than deal with any of these imposters 
Too many syndromes and disorders 
Sorry my empathy is out of order 
For the moment 
I’m depleted 
out of patience 
Fuck your feelings 
(Fuck ur feelings) 

Don’t try to guilt me I ain’t guilty 
Ive been down this road already 
need a bottle of pills and a big ol bottle of henny 
Just to ease the anxiety 
Help me cope w society 
They say im out of my mind
I say these evils are eyeing me

Pre chorus- 

Spend my time alone
X2

Chorus- 
I spend all my time alone 
Dnd mode on my phone
I been Dodging all these calls
Just so I have some control 
Yk, I don’t trust a soul
Trust me I’m good all on my own 
200 hundred unread texts 
No exaggeration tho 
X2

Verse-
People took advantage 
Turned me savage 
I’ve been stranded 
Need a bandage for the damage 
Of always being abandoned 
By the ones I love most 
All my friends became ghosts 
The good ones die young 
So to them let’s have a toast 

Anybody I’ve let close has always hurt me
And I know that doesn’t mean that how it’s always gonna be 
But I need to keep my peace 
keep ppl distanced 6 feet
So give me a little space 
Cause I need to fucking breathe 

Pre chorus- 

Spend my time alone 
X2

Chorus- 
I spend all my time alone 
Dnd mode on my phone
I been Dodging all these calls
Just so I have some control 
Yk, I don’t trust a soul
Trust me I’m good all on my own 
200 hundred unread texts 
No exaggeration tho 
X2

ISOLATION

Revolted collective 
The Captain Of The Sea

Just a girl and her music, trying to do everything on her own. I like older rock, hard rock, and punk rock music, but maybe not so much typical heavy metal. I only like a few songs by the big metal bands Metallica and Iron Maiden, but of course I like a few of theirs too. My music is therefore more rock or punk than metal.
Thank you for all the PMs proposing DAWs to me!!! I have now everything including and USB-Audio-Interface to record a bit more professional. My musical story: after the winter holidays 2015/16 my teacher told us Motörhead ist dead, since the main person of it died. We children did not really understand it. But I always wanted to find out what Motorhead is. So a few years later 2020 or 21 I finally wanted to know it and tried listening to them - and I liked them. Actually I never liked Metal, but with Motörhead it is different. One of their songs is Ramones, well then I discoverd the Ramones wich I also liked! At the beginning of 2022, I wanted to play their songs and started to play guitar, bought a 2nd hand Epiphone and got an amp from my older brother who has a band. I played very much and soon discovered I needed to learn barre-chords to play Motorhead, which I did. The Ramones songs were also the right songs, usually only chords and vocals, not too difficult, just the right songs to play and sing for me. 
Actually my first expierence with music making was my brother's band. When I was 15 or 16 he needed a female voice and asked me, so i did 2 songs with them and had a lot of fun. A bit later I started playing the guitar. I am very sorry for my poor sound of my first 2 songs. I did not have an audio interface and a DAW at the time I recorded and uploaded them. The songs were played in one go and phone-recorded. Hope that some of you can ignore the sound and enjoy the music.

PROMOTING THE UNDERGROUND
@xtragangofficial @subatomixx

Cover art, Merch and other visuals. email me: abigaileldritchart@gmail.com

Making music that speaks to the soul. If you’re someone looking to connect thru music, my lyrical content comes from pain and experience. I seek to bring people a sense of understanding. You’re not alone, despite how crazy or catastrophic your life may seem. I enjoy experimenting and genre blending. Making music that is authentic to me and what I want to create 💜
IG @obzidixn

The Bomber jacket glisten like like a pomegranate seed my muisc sucks

Born in Hammond Louisiana left Louisiana in 1985, studied visual Design in Houston Texas, Left Houston in 1996, then lived abroad in many countries between 1999-2005 to experience more lessons in life amongst many different cultures mainly to study humanity mainly.
Artist, wanderer, explorer, Healer, Music Geek.