performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

lyrics

hold up, back up, ok
do she love me, no way
brain get fucky, ok
they don't want me, ok

i had enough
oh i'm fucking up
ion love to lust
bitch i love to love


baby i'm psyco
killing fuckers wit my eyes closed
living a everyday cycle
i might go insane lil hoe
(i forgot??)

strapped yeah, they ain't coming for us
my glock horny, i think it's finna bust
sawed off ima shoot at his gut
sawed off ima blow out his guts

cop killer no i don't give a fuck
ima shoot at 12 for they shoot at us
bodies on the ground, make a mf bust
ima kill these pigs, that's a mf must

killer killer i'm misaki asano
drop a bag like i just hit the lotto 
body bag, need a bag 'em like pronto
killer killer like i'm tony soprano

killer killer

spotify

killer killer (kacie free)

Nd when everythings weird theres nothing weird no more

@3dssucks @ddertbAg

let's Go back (3d$ + ddertbAg)

@moodyriley
@prodgreentop
@prodsoma

its so bad, everytime i talk u get mad

bad w/ moodyriley (greentop x soma)

#Nickiminaj (prod.sserverock)

SPOTIFY
https://open.spotify.com/track/5Xx3C7NahN8rPhyiJ5vlEK?si=Y5duZxdIT1qAXocuUPoqDw

@mkne @176s

useless (prod. maknae x waifu)

prod me
s/o pitfall
the song has no layout it represents the confusion in my brain pain

LYRICS

talkin on da bros, u movin dangerous
french hoes sound like angelus
bonjour, oui oui!
thats him wowee
talkin on da bros, u movin dangerous
welsh hoes like im humpherous
bore da, shwd i chi? beth ti'n eisiau??
thats him wowee

welcome to da heavy rain
big money wid a heavy chain
u cud never make it hear u a fuckin lame
make me wana screa ea e a ea eam
sendin bullets at yo tea ea ea ea eam
fuck it ! ima do it anyway
beat u up like anyday
how u 40 and u still aint gettin pay
ima bea ea ea ea eat 
da fuck into your tee ee ee ee eeth

talkin on da bros, u movin dangerous
french hoes like im angelus
bonjour, oui oui!
thats him wowee
talkin on da bros, u movin dangerous
welsh hoes like im humpherous
bore da, shwd i chi? beth ti'n eisiau??
thats him wowee

i jus wana feel like someone takes and interest
feel like someone fuckin cares
but i sit here feelin worthless
feelin joy is gettin rare
and i know that i sound stupid 
and i know that i sound dumb
but this feelin is so constant
and it weighs a fucking ton

welcome to da heavy rain
big money wid a heavy chain
u cud never make it hear u a fuckin lame
make me wana screa ea e a ea eam
sendin bullets at yo tea ea ea ea eam
fuck it ! ima do it anyway
beat u up like anyday
how u 40 and u still aint gettin pay
ima bea ea ea ea eat 
da fuck into your tee ee ee ee eeth

rain

upload on matter bugged out so posting it here for ppl that wanna listen to it properly :)

SEBii - GOLDfiiSH (Delto remix)

OUT NOW ON SPOTIFY!! https://open.spotify.com/track/1mpZNL6W5ajGV1a47LzC07?si=cLV-sa2jRcuHYwatqeob7Q

@ericdoa
@glasear
prod. me x glasear



lyrics:
(Eric)
Yeah
If that boy he got a problem we won’t talk about it (nah)
Don’t know why they tryna test me like I’m not about it (ya)
This new record swear to god it got me out of body
Bad bitch and she dirty dancin inside of the party

If that boy he got a problem we won’t talk about it (nah)
Don’t know why they tryna test me like I’m not about it (ya)
This new record swear to god it got me out of body
Bad bitch and she dirty dancin inside of the party

(delto)
I’m with eric I’m with eric yea we fuckin shining
Don’t follow me it’s gonna get surprising
all these people tryna bring me down with their fuckin typing
but I don’t really give a fuck I just keep on smiling

All these people tryna get into our set i gotta hide
Send a text and then I ghost em like I motherfuckin died
Why can’t I just catch a breather please just leave my space
wanna catch up gotta run up bitch move up the pace

All these people tryna get into our set i gotta hide
Send a text and then I ghost em like I motherfuckin died
Why can’t I just catch a breather please just leave my space
wanna catch up gotta run up bitch move up the pace

Stream

Problem Ft. Ericdoa

produced by me and https://soundcloud.com/ogpichu
produced by me @scrufff and https://soundcloud.com/ogpichu
produced by me and https://soundcloud.com/ogpichu

mixed and mastered by me

//LYRICS:

didn't care about it in the first place
how do you look so good on your worst day
it's not fair at all, how I feel great
ion gotta care at all, how you antagonize me

i'm, so, done wit it all
gotta life, imma throw it away overall
it's like week, after week, i'm so done get it off
but eventually... you know we all go fall away
(that again)

nevermind, imma stop talking bout my time
got so much ice up on my wrist I can't get caught between the lines
i don't know you anymore so i don't know why you just try
it's cool, but i don't really even wanna die

it's cool, but i don't really even wanna try
are you ok, I don't really even wanna lie
stop acting, like it's not ok to cry
it doesn't really have to be ok to say goodbye
(that again)

thank you for listening!!!!

i'm so done

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-
(i don’t love you)
(lemme, lemme book your room [no dad] at a hotel for a [no, dad] couple of nights, why [dad, i] don’t we just go get some food, can you say goodbye at least? bye dad)

i don’t wanna see your texts on my phone anymore
you make me feel shit, that i can’t ignore
it’s not helping me, it’s not helping me at all
(oo yeah, oo yeah) it’s not helping me at all

you make me mad, you make me sad
i can’t stop it, i can’t stop it
you ruin my nights and you ruin my life
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it

and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop, stop, stop
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, stop it, stop
(i don’t love you)
you won’t stop
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, it, it
stop
stop it, it, it, it, it, it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) and you won’t stop it

see me
i wonder how they all see you
you’re not okay, okay me too
what will it take just to be you
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
my mind is racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy
i just hope that you can see me
i wonder how they all see you
you’re not okay, okay me too
what will it take just to be you
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
mom i’m just racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy

and you won’t stop-stop it-it-it-it
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop, stop, stop
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, stop it
stop, stop, stop
help me 
(help me)
stop it, it, it
stop
stop it, it, it, it, it, it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) and you won’t stop it

every road is a dead end and i can’t get out
cause i don’t want you to hurt yourself
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
my mind is racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy
(oo yeah, oo yeah) it’s not helping me at all

stop it, stop it-it

(can say goodbye at least? 
bye dad)