R.I.P.E. (Rest In Peace Eternally)   
Darling, I still can feel your subtle breaths puffing on my chest as I lay my head on my pillow; night after night, on and on, even two years after your passing.   The simple, yet such complex sentiment that my emotions undergo just from your soft, ghostly exhales alone; is quite baffling to me.  See.... normally, as you know, that sort of subject matter petrifies the fuck out of me... but, only because I know it's you, it doesn't. ___  It's you, darling.  And you know exactly how to be the sweet, remnant energy amidst my dark air. Selflessly, you leave me reminiscent over the memories of our ever kept past. I love you for you, everything you were and all that you still are. ___ You have your way of letting me know I've got a guardian, my very own 'third party' angel; and I will never question it, or be scared of it. Something tells me you do what you do for the sole purpose of furthering my happiness because, yes, it had been torn and uprooted from my way of life, oh so suddenly as you passed.  Each time I sleep, my dear, I am with you.  Your melodic, and rhythmic pattern of breathing is just the smooth and soothing sound I need to be able to sleep. ___  I know you are watching these words as they make their way onto this tiny screen so please, do as I say when I ask you to never stop your breathing.   You can say that I've become an addict for your presence in that way; in all ways, really.. but to know that you are still alive has become a fiendish expectancy for me in a way.   I never want to stop feeling the high that you give me.     
(I've been asked before, "How do you know it's her?"  and...  in return, my only reply has ever been...
"When you love someone like I had, and still do.. and then they end up passing; it is nothing one can even really interpret themselves, especially when sensing their afterlife is your 'third party'. When it happens, you'll know. Just like how I know beyond question that her celestial being is with me always and forever, undoubtedly" 

My Fault In The Stars (A Star In The Sky)

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