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Per Silvia.

Midi Generators Prepared Pianos Percussions

120 BPM

SYLVAE

2021-04-06

silhouette 2

The Kiss - Italian Job Remix

no matter how far, i'll see it through 
where, would we part 
might need you 
tell me, how much do you sigh when
i need you
held, my thoughts to the side 
to feel you 
said, it's hard to decide 
i chose you 
fell right beside 
we're humid room 
am i suffocating?
we're old for saving?
are we sunbathing
pores are fading 
are you still waiting 
i need your  help 
am i still waiting 
for you to check 

no matter how far, i'll see it through 
where, would we part 
might need you 
tell me, how much do you sigh when
i need you
held, my thoughts to the side 
to feel you 
you said, it's hard to decide 
i chose you 
fell right beside 
we're humid room
where, would we part 
might need you 
tell me, how much do you sigh when
i need you
held, my thoughts to the side 
to feel you 
said, it's hard to decide 
i chose you

sunbathing. (Prod. 08saul)

My second collaboration with Jimena and Chris Kinsey.  The song began with a few chords played on a midi keyboard using ‘silky string selection’ in Logic to work out the structure.  I added Guitars, Bass and Drums and asked Chris to add some ‘Kinseyfication’ on Piano and Organ, then, it was over to Jimena to write the lyrics and record her amazing vocal tracks. Once I had all the constituent parts, I set about the final mix and mastering; this is the result.
A huge, huge thanks to Chris and Jimena for their outstanding contributions which have elevated the song to another level.

Credits:-
Jimena:- Lead and backing vocals, lyrics, vocal composition. https://soundcloud.com/jimenaarroyo
Chris Kinsey:- Pianos, Organ, musical composition. https://soundcloud.com/chriskinsey1
Dairv Dubbleyew:- Guitars, Bass, Drums, String Synth, musical composition, production.


Mind Maze

Caught in a nightmare
From which I can’t escape
I gulp in foul air
And mortal dread takes shape

No recollection
Of joyful memories
Sheer desolation
No more victories

The throes of delusion engulf me and swallow me 
It’s getting too hard to wake up from this dream
And all the confusion that toys with my sanity
Invites me to let out a blood-curdling scream

Someone please save me
There’s no way out of this mind maze
My heart betrayed me
And now I’m all lost in this mind maze
Mind maze

Running blind in the wilderness
Chased by unfounded fears
I’m fleeing from the emptiness
That threatens to feed on me

The throes of a nightmare engulf me and swallow me 
Although I’m awake as can possibly be
And all the despair that consumes me and blinds me
Makes me wanna cry, makes me wanna scream

Someone please save me
There’s no way out of this mind maze
(No way out of here)
My heart betrayed me
And now I’m all lost in this mind maze
No way out of here

In these blurry surroundings my mind plays tricks on me
If give in to madness, will my worries disappear?
Oh, if I succumb to the darkness, will you find me in my sleep?
Please don’t take an eternity to come and rescue me
Rescue me

I succumb to this wasteland
Can’t fight this pantomime
As I sink deep in quicksand 
I reach out to you one last time

Someone please save me
There’s no way out of this mind maze
(No way out of here, no way out of here)
My heart betrayed me
And now I’m all lost in this mind maze
(No way out of here)
No way out of here

Save me
Save me from myself

Mind Maze - (Jimena - Chris Kinsey - Dairv Dubbleyew)

I wrote this song about a holiday in the summer of '83, the words really sum up the memories, my kid sister had this beloved ball that she took everywhere with her, and then good old Billy Ray here lost it to the tide. Not sure she's actually forgiven me yet lol. Greetings to all, many thanks indeed to everyone supporting us, much appreciated as always! This track is the end track from our new album "Insomniacs Dreams", which will be available online soon.

INSOMNIACS DREAMS (16/3/18)

Lost At Sea

I Pray For You

the moisturizer

The path from breakdown back to balance is long and hard, with many a back-breaking night staring into ceiling and countless days self-incarcerated via the tangle of bedsheets. 

But don't give up, because you CAN reach your destination, no matter how scary the road.

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LYRICS
Just Go -- 
Walk my troubles astray
Please mask the strain
Find myself new ways to pass the day
Life 'Lix, a stone for all-chemical brain

How can hours be so hard to while away
When you feel the drag, this constant drain

Lately 
I 
Seem 
More ebb than flow, 
The swell inflames The pain 
The pain too easy stains
The will and why not while away 
Stay in Bed, 
Why not just stay in Bed, 
Why not just stay in Bed, 
Why not just stay in Bed, and sleep away

***

Another night, mind eye wide agape
Don't know what was sleep, 
What was food for thought, 
What part was pray
Can't be sure my moral gray
still points where self-care books escape
If the wicked weren't meant to rest, 
Then what cards are left to play?

I am trying so goddamn hard this time
I won't let myself give up, drop out, fall down... slip away

Hard Day-Life's Journey, Nuit Blanche

New melodic metal track from Demembration

DememBratioN - Instant Evil

Dutch Metal band DemembratioN, consists of former members of Ominous (RIP), Currish (RIP) and Turbulence (RIP).
After more than 2 decades of playing music, several band member changes and musical directions Drummer Eric, Guitarist Wouter and Vocal / Guitarist Ruud rejoined with Turbulence bassist Danny.
With a focus on a more mature sound with every band member participating in the creative process of writing music and lyrics.
All recording, Mixing and Mastering by Ruud

DememBratioN - Instant Evil

DemembratioN (NL)