Crawl to me, put your fire out, I cannot stand the flame
Washed in black, the UV light is out, we can see your stains 
Come to me, I can make you clean, I'll show you the way...

CRAWLING

"Change" Mix 1
Lyrics:
I can’t keep waiting.. for my life to change 
I'm always caught in a web of thought
I always get caught
I can’t keep hating myself 
Cause nothing will change 
Just a thought remember what you got
Keep this in your heart 

Still I try, I don’t know why 
A part of me wants to end my time here
 
I’ve been alone so long I don’t know how to have fun 
I’ve never been so wrong 
So hard to fix what I’ve done 

Still I try, I don't know why
The good part of me wants to survive
Why would I fight? I'm broken inside
The bad part of me wants to end my time here

I’m still here waiting
Like a dead man, bursting at the seam 
Smoke some pot, remember what you got 
Am I in your thoughts?

Still I try, I don't know why
The good part of me wants to survive
Why would I fight? I'm broken inside
The bad part of me wants to end my time here

All Music and Lyrics By: Alec Patrick Townsend

Change

"In The Moment" Mix 1

Lyrics:

I never know what to say in the moment 
It gets to hard to explain how I'm feeling
(Sometimes I wanna be more like you)
I need more room to express what I'm seeing 
How I'm feeling
I never know how to act in the moment

And that's ok
There's always another way
Lots of people feel the same way
They seem to be doing ok
The don't seem to be afraid

I don't care how long this takes
Gotta stop if I wanna relate
Break away from my barricade
Afraid to lose what I don't want to change

And that's ok
There's always another way
Lots of people feel the same way
They seem to be doing ok
I want to feel same way
At least for one day

I always seem to refrain in the moment
Am I broken?
It gets so hard to explain my emotions
(Sometimes I'm not good at speaking the truth)
I don't know how to arrange what I'm thinking
Or these feelings
I never seem to react in the moment

And that's ok
There's always another way
Lots of people feel the same way
They seem to be doing ok
I want to feel the same way
At least for one day
I promise to behave
I'll break away my barricade
Try not to be afraid
I know I'll get there some day

All Music and Lyrics By: Alec Patrick Townsend

In The Moment

"Skip The Track" Mix 1
Lyrics:

Half past assed out
Wondering, what’s left to do?
One more drink
I got nothing better to do
I don’t care for tomorrow 
I don’t care for today 

I just want things to fuckin change 
I need to try a new something

Just get me out of this place 

I can’t stop thinking that I
Need to find a way to escape 
There’s gotta be a better way 
Just get me far away from this place 

The problem is it’s stuck inside of me
I’m always the last to see 
What’s going on with me 
(Does that make me look crazy?)
What the fuck is wrong with me?

I just wish things would fuckin change 
Why is every day the same?
I’m so sick of trying new things 

I wish that I could take it back 
If I could hit rewind or skip the track
Erase my life, run away from the past 

The problem is in me 
I need some help to shine some light 
To reveal what is hidden underneath 

Every day I start over again 
I need to learn to be a better man 

If I take away the past 
I’ll forget what I’ve learned 
And I...
I’ll have to start this all over again 

All Music and Lyrics By: Alec Patrick Townsend

Skip The Track

"Who's Gonna Miss Me When I'm Gone" Mix 1

Lyrics:

Who’s gonna miss me when I’m gone? 

The fire inside is burning out 
I’m finding comfort in the dark 
This doesn’t feel like my home 
I hate being alone 

My travels so far have been filled with doubt 
Take a break... just take a break and work it out
The road less traveled 
fills my head with all I’m without 

I don’t know how to reach out to you 
Self medicating seems like the only thing to do 
I know it’s wrong, but it feels so right 
It’s the only way I’ll sleep tonight 

I used to think that one day I could change
And live my life a different way
I’ve never been so wrong 
Who’s gonna miss me when I’m gone? 

All Music and Lyrics By: Alec Patrick Townsend

Who's Gonna Miss Me When I'm Gone

"Hide What’s Inside" Mix 1 

Lyrics:

What’s so wrong with
Keeping to myself 
No one watches over me 
It’s hard for me to see 
I’m the only one that hides everything 

I watch another day pass me by
I don’t realize 
I don’t see the lies 
I get enough of nothing 
And not enough of something
Hide what’s inside 
To the outside 

Some people never change with age
I don’t want to be the same 
One day things will change
No time left to waste 

What’s so wrong with
Never being seen 
No one ever notices me 
As far as eyes can see 
I’m the only one that hides everything

All Music and Lyrics By: Alec Patrick Townsend

Hide Whats Inside

"Astri(d)nomical" Mix 1

Lyrics:
I push aside my feelings
I wonder.. what’s the meaning?
Is it worth it in the end?
I guess I’ll start all over again

I can’t keep living like this
And you always never understand
That this love left holes in my heart
In the shape of your hand
You will never understand

You will never understand me
You will never understand
why I do this to myself

I don’t want to live like this
And you seem to pretend to understand
My heart is gone
Because of your hands
You will never understand
You could never understand

I can’t keep living like this
It’s like I don’t exist

All Music and Lyrics By: Alec Patrick Townsend

Astri(d)nomical

"Definitely Maybe" Mix 1

Lyrics:

I let it get the best of me
Contradicting my beliefs
It makes me feel crazy
Definitely maybe

I always beat the shit out of me
Why don’t I believe myself?
I break down all the beauty
And keep what is left of me.. for me

I always seem to get lost in everything
I never see
The good parts of me

I let it get the best of me
Definitely maybe

I let it get the best of me

All Music and Lyrics By: Alec Patrick Townsend

CRAWLING

Demon Clean

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