How I feel

For Paige - Variety is the spice of life

If I die I’ll take you with me

$lowed $uicide😵‍💫

$uicideboy$- all that glitters is not gold,but its still damn beautiful (slowed + reverb)

$UICIDEBOY$ - $LEEP WALK (slowed + reverb)

https://t.me/notsousualtaste
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$uicideboy$ - Bleach (Slowed + reverb)

GERA MXM - PRECIPICIO 2013
RAP DE GUANATOS

Gera MXM | Otro Día ft Aleman [Precipicio]

estragos trifulka-tanke one- Mundo Enfermo

Ghetto People (The Best Of Hip-Hop France) - Joey Starr (NTM), Weedy (Express.D), Moda, OGB (Mafia k'1 fry), Aketo (Sniper), Tunisiano (Sniper), Dragon Davy (Soundkail), Leeroy (Saian Supa Crew),.mp3

Track: Pues Que Pues.
Artista: Alemán.
Grupo: Doble Rima.
Año: 2015.

#Homegrown #JbEntertainment #TheCypherEffect #TCEMicCheck

Alemán - Pues Que Pues

attempt #58387

original: https://soundcloud.com/spookyblack/without-u-prod-greaf

@spookyblack
@greaf

spooky black - without u (hamry edit)

regonize

would do anything to hear her voice again.

thank you for 800 followers. means everything to me.

sample : xxxtentacion - teeth (interlude) / teensuicide - no, the moon

she used to talk to me

Rels B - Re·Member (Prod. IBS)

$UICIDEBOY$ - NEW CHAINS, SAME SHACKLES (Slowed)

Her.

Romeo & Juliet (Prod. dvyn)

Numb.

shedancedwiththedevil&hefellinlovewithher

Night Lovell - Light From The Car Slowed

takes pain to feel love. ft Isaiah

Suicideboys Behold A Pale Horse (slowed to perfection)

Spooky Black - Without You (Mt Eden Remix)

$uicideboy$ - LEAVE YOUR THINGS BEHIND II(slowed + reverb)

Pimpalation
Return of the trilla
Southside choppin
Muthafucka ima thrilla
He complacent
bland like vanilla
Pessimist irrelevant
Yeah he could never figure
How im the coldest
How im the illest
The realist muthafucka
In this shit i fuckin did it
Yeah fuck who told ya
Fuck how they feelin
Loser muthafucka
He be sour like a lemon
Yeah boody im the truth
They gon always lie to you
Bitter banter bout this & that
What they say they gonna do
They say they mad at you
They gon fuckin shoot at you
Trace ya fuckin IP address
Expose all the lies in you
They do the same shit
They from the same clique 
They suck the same dick
They'll never be shit
They really want it
He acting famous
He wanna fade me
Dont fucking play me
The boody man
Ill shut you muthafuckas up
Yeah I aint fuckin with these bitches

LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE (PROD.BY BOODY MANE)

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

sittin down right on my bedside
sleepless nights when i dont feel right
locked inside a dungeon cant you help me
isolated from my friends
swear this shit just never ends
feels like my body's growing colder
woke up in my own vomit last night
wish i was taken in my sleep, god help me
i never found myself and maybe thats for the best
just tell me to look up but youre never understanding the view
a world of liars they conspire on my every move
I got the flu
and im givin up
my stomach hurts and im a mess
lie to my face, then call it quits
my love for you wasn't adequate
existential, i'll never make it
trapped in infinity
we're so small in the face of god, so shut the fuck up and do your job
it dont matter anyway

*AFOURTEEN*

sometimes I wake up feeling impatient 
Loosing my head
Aye lemme think a minute 
You don’t motherfuckin motherfuckin see the vision uh
Yah yah lemme breathe a minute 
You ain’t gotta do the shit that you been doin to me fuck you
Yea I need to get my ass back home everytime I leave the house man I feel led  on 
Wassupp wit that cut from front to back
You don’t love me back no don’t act like that 
Come home drunk as shit jumping off the bridge fuck that break my wrist 
And I don’t wanna go back home tonight 
Cuz I don’t wanna right my wrongs tonight 
So I just like conversations mean what they mean I hold back all this hatred 
Inside my dreams 
And I’m so sick with you and your so sick of me 
I can’t even breathe 
Nananananana nanananana 

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

fall asleep inside your arms
kill anybody that means you harm
alcohol for breakfast lunch and dinner
downers just to numb the pain
drown all the voices inside my brain
toxic at our core, but we blame the world of course
im so sick of you
youre so sick of me

*TEENAGE DISASTER & AFOURTEEN*

i can’t even breathe 
I can’t even breathe 
Soooooo ohhhhh
I’m so sick of you
ive been singin sad songs since i was youngin
paint my nails black, then those bitches called me a faggot
now its cool to be sad, dope to be depressed
now im pissed off, straight up, blow my damn top off
lil spiders in the dark tellin me its alright
i got bullets for you motherfuckers tryna act tight
doin shows for a minute i can really say i did it

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

its a sick world we live in
and im not sure i want to stay at all
im done
i give up
and my mind comes toppling down when I think of
getting out of bed
and im so broken down, cannot be repaired
im so sick
im so tired
im so beaten down
i dont wanna go, but i think i have to.

*AFOURTEEN*

Why do we live like this 
And Why do we live like this 
I fell in love with your lips 
Their my worst enemy 
Their my worst enemy 
I fell in love at 17
I fell in love at 17
And now your opposite with me
Sit with me 
Take my arms watch me bleed
Take my eyes make me see
I am so incomplete 
I am so incomplete 
I am so

SOMNIPHOBIA (FT. TEENAGE DISASTER) (PROD. IMOTAPE)

Trash edits = Trash uploads
Song: $uicideboy$ - Either hated or ignored
Owner is: $uicideboy$
I don't own the song I just make them trashier...

$UICIDEBOY$ - Either Hated Or Ignored (KiLL Me Edition)

[VERSE I: Romeo da Black Rose]

Take me home
take me home
it's the one place I can rest in peace
turn off my phone
so many messages I wish I could just delete
questioning my existence
questioning my decisions
burning down all the bridges
dig a moat
now I'm finished
sorry don't want you to visit, no
one last pic and I'll be gone
make it count
put the flash on
never really felt like I belonged
so I'll be on my way
and I won't be long
I'll be dead by dawn
I'll be dead by dawn
I'll be dead by dawn

[VERSE II: Lil' Dark]

Scrolling through my texts
shit I left unread
never trying to deal with it
there's bliss up in my ignorance
10 dope dealers
ex want me to see her
can't trust her
don't believe her
reply turn into a needle
don't wanna do it again
got shit I'm not trying to relive
head fucked up and I'm sick
these old habits will kill me quick
quicker than I can blink
quicker than I can think
lift me up
don't want to sink
pour me up
I need a drink
what the fuck do I do when sabotage is all I know?
I done dug myself my own grave in this hole
Kill me slow, slow
curtains close low
fuck
I don't see what's the point of going on
no

...And to Those I Love, Thanks for Sticking Around

...AND TO THOSE I LOVE, THANKS FOR STICKING AROUND

$uicideboy$ – putrid pride (slowed + reverb)

$uicideboy$ - One Last Look At The Damage (Slowed + Reverb)

ALFREDO (PROD. CXRPSE)

(ALARM BEEPING)

MY HEADS NOT SCREWED ON STRAIGHT
AND THATS OKAY
ILL BE GONE BEFORE THE MORNING COMES

I HOPE THAT YOU ARE OKAY
CAUSE IM SURE NOT
CAUSE IM SURE NOT
(WAKE UP IN A BAD FUCKING MOOD AGAIN)

DEPRESSION!
FUCK THAT SHIT
I GOT NOT CASH SO I CANT SPEND IT
MY LIFES MOVING FAST BUT IM STUCK IN SLOW MOTION
SOMETIMES I WISH THAT I DIDNT FEEL EMOTIONS DAMN
AND I LOVE MY FRIENDS, BUT SOMETIMES I WISH THAT I COULD LOVE MYSELF
KISS ME ONCE AND I'LL FALL IN LOVE CAUSE
I GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO

IM CRAZY CANT YOU SEE?
AT LEAST THATS WHAT SHE TOLD ME, AND LEAST THATS WHAT SHE
IM SICK, IM TIRED, IM BURNT THE FUCK OUT
AND IM SO SICK OF MY SITUATION
SO PLEASE LET ME BE
LET ME REST FOR AWHILE

HAPPINESS NADA
THE TEST CAME BACK LOOKS LIKE YOURE THE FATHER
YOUR CAR BROKE DOWN AND YOUR BOSS IS A BITCH
H.E DOUBLE HOCKEY STICKS IS WHERE YOURE HEADED
THATS OKAY THOUGH
WERE ALL DYING ANYWAY
SO FUCK THAT SHIT
JUST LIVE A LITTLE
BE A SCREWBALL BITCH
BE JUST LIKE ME

MY HEADS NOT SCREWED ON STRAIGHT
AND THATS OKAY
ILL BE GONE BEFORE THE MORNING COMES

I HOPE THAT YOU ARE OKAY
CAUSE IM SURE NOT
CAUSE IM SURE NOT
(WAKE UP IN A BAD FUCKING MOOD AGAIN)*

$UICIDEBOY$ - Either Hated Or Ignored (KiLL Me Edition)

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