the tree outside my window.

this is how my brain feels at 1am

lyrics:

so I lie 

every night

and think about my life

a blink of an eye

it goes by

wondering when I’ll die

stop me from thinking

and so 

it goes

the same

each day

this game

we play

stop me from thinking

and the wolves come out to play

but my thoughts remain the same

and I dont know nothing

but I wish I knew something 

to make it all go away

dear diary 001: stop me from thinking

sunset blvd, golden hour

painting a picture in my head 

lyrics:

we’re counting the stars in the sky

and I still can not figure out why 

Why my head hurts when I think of you 

Got me saying shit that I’d never do 



shout outs my **** she was the best that I never had 

Just like the text that I left that she never read

and stop overthinking it she gonna write back any day

driving thru the sunset on the ride back yesterday 

i remember you used to call me 

i remember when we’d fight 

you’d remember my stories 

and you’d always be right 

i’d wonder if i was boring

but you’re too polite 

i think about that shit like every night 

while 

we’re counting the stars in the sky

and I still can not figure out why 

Why my head hurts when I think of you 

Got me saying shit that I’d never do 

and i’ll stare at the moon on my flight 

and i’d wonder if we’re matching sight

catch your eyes glistening through the moon 

got my hands swinging like my

fucking moods 



She’s not the one 

I’ve fucked it up once or twice

She’s got a gun 

Like cupid came to life 

She’s just for fun 

But i’m falling for her fucking eyes

she grabs my hand

now its creeping up her upper thigh

We’ll count the stars

no, i’ll trace them on your freckled neck 

I’m not a star yet

But we can just pretend 

I’m not in love 

so I put these feelings to rest

and these ain’t about you

I just write what sounds best

dear diary 002: starlet

close ur eyes n think of shooting stars

waiting by the window for ** ***  to come save me, age 9 


lyrics:

i’ll leave my heart by the door 

next to your mistakes 

tell me that you feel the same 

tell me that you’ll come my way 


when the silence is broken

just like my fucking heart

stand up at the dinner table 

run to my car

turn the key to ignition 

cause an argument broke out

might crash a night in a hotel

nearly crashing my car 

and i ain’t sleep in the weekends

missing your calls 

i just like act they’re pretend

and do you miss me at all 

i only saw you some weekends 

even then, you were drinking

dear dairy 009: commodore

featuring Thorington

scrapped snippet of old demo

dear diary 016: time//anything (2017)

disconcerning

diffident 

lyrics:

to you am i a pretty face 

acne scars on my neck 

and i hate this place 

that i’m stuck here in

i can’t help but feel ill

and when the lights turn off 

it’s just me and you

i know i talk too much 

to tell you the truth 

that i feel i 

need to realise 

i need to spend time 

by myself by myself

dear diary 017: plastic

half baked ditties found in my voice memos of things felt in high school (ruined with garageband) some thoughts are valid, some just fit the meter

from grades 10/11

hung up

Someone else

written, recorded and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

lyrics:
i am alone
and i’m okay, although you don’t think so
i don’t wanna be
your friend if you’re mean to me

i know it’s hard when i forget
and call you when i’m looking for some love
and i know i’m looking in the wrong places
and you hate that when i push you its more like a shove
i’m not making it any easier

all the money i would spend
all the letters i would send
you condescend, you’ve been through this
while i’m holdin’ on till the bitter end
swore our love was a godsend
but yell when i can’t comprehend
i wanna let go and amend 
if i lost you my world would end

take a swim and wonder why i’m wet,
i’m not you’re little pet
this time i won’t forget, 
only thing i still regret
take time so that it doesn’t hurt
and i know you’re an introvert now
while you’re in my t-shirt 
you’re in my t-shirt

you owe me sorries,
owe me apologies.
you should be on your knees,
you should be begging please.
i know that i’m wrong, too,
but i’ve been good to you.
and if you care at all
you’ll tear down the wall
you built between us

looking in the wrong places

fourfivetwenty

Go Kill Mode!!!!!!!!!

i changed my major and then made this demo(?)

wait

@stupidrichkid

demo burner account
unfinished or throwaway ideas

soundshifter on the master sometimes
or i ran out of storage on main sc lol hi

dear dairy 009: commodore

uhh ok