Don't Look Me In The Eyes

cushion tape final

tell me

the tree outside my window.

this is how my brain feels at 1am

lyrics:

so I lie 

every night

and think about my life

a blink of an eye

it goes by

wondering when I’ll die

stop me from thinking

and so 

it goes

the same

each day

this game

we play

stop me from thinking

and the wolves come out to play

but my thoughts remain the same

and I dont know nothing

but I wish I knew something 

to make it all go away

dear diary 001: stop me from thinking

sitting in my dads car, 10 years old

I wonder if she'll know these are about her

lyrics:

love my father and my mother i don’t think about them too much

got me wondering if you loved me like you love yours or if you

gotta problem with your father like you got one with me too

it’s alright yeah i get it i don’t really know mine too

but i know you 

you’re kinda cool baby 

i like your shirts

they match your shoes

you’re something new

and i been thinking if you loved me like you do

cause i know that i’m gon get right 

might feel shit tonight

dancing in the moonlight 

turn off that phone light 

get drunk in the night 

something in my eye 

who the fuck is that guy 

he needs black a eye

dear diary 004: when i try to sleep you pass my mind

inside my head a few years ago

the best love song/lyrics i've ever written no cap, wrote this 2016
thank u george

lyrics:
take your heels off, girl 
you've been running through my mind

travel across the sea 
we can do it any time

if you'd like to see the beach 
i'll take you there
for this love affair

cause i'd like to keep you safe by my side

with you in my arms 
is all i can think of
let's turn off all of these lights
and watch the stars out at night 
they twinkle under the moonlight

you turn to me scared
you've never slept in another bed but yours
and that's okay
you'll be fine if you stay with me

you never thought you'd be this happy all the time
i'll take you out on a date
pick you up just after 5

and if you plan on leaving me
well darling that's just fine
i will take you out tonight and i think you'll change your mind

with you in my arms 
is all i can think of
let's turn off all of these lights
and watch the stars out at night 
they twinkle under the moonlight

you turn to me scared
you've never slept in another bed but yours
and that's okay
you'll be fine if you stay with me

cause you are the one
the one i sing to 
we dance to elvis in your room
i pick roses when they bloom 
just for you 
because i adore you

and if you don't know by now that's fine 
i'll still make you happy all of the time

buy you things on my card, wedding rings, take my heart
just for you, i love you, what must i do to win

your passion and admiration
a vacation or conversation
it's all yours if you'd like it to be

dear diary 005: hopeless romance

original demo I sent to @yukithedogman for verse ideas etc.

lyrics:

cause you’ve been on my mind for a minute now

crying in the shower got me feeling down 

i used to catch the bus now I run the town 

but it aint been the same 

and i’m the one to blame

i used to catch the fucking 955 to your house on a Sunday

with the sun out 

and i’d lie lie lie to your face 

about where i been 

where my head 

cause i’m losing it

like i’m losing you

but i gotta calm down 

do i have to kill this shit to make you fucking proud

and we’ll ride til we die on this suicide tide

on the carpet in my car or my stained glass eye

and i’m driving really fast i don’t really know why 

imma shut my fucking my fucking cause i’m boutta tell a lie

oh my god *solo* (2018)

half baked ditties found in my voice memos of things felt in high school (ruined with garageband) some thoughts are valid, some just fit the meter

from grades 10/11

hung up

I like sunsets, on top of the car with you
oh we do
Is it okay?
If I spend my day with you..
I only want to be with you..

Let me know, 
If you, feel this way
I need a coke..
just to stay awake

I like sunsets..
On top of the car with you..
Oh we do..

sunset baby

girl it’s true
yeah i’m in love with you
please let me stay with you
we’ll do what lovers do
oh baby let me lay with you
girl how I ache for you
why do you play with me
I wander aimlessly 
oh baby I just want to die
when you look in my eyes
and then I start to cry
inside my head

let me lay with you

Someone else

Sit Down It's Time for Dinner (ft. Hannah Jadagu)

@stupidrichkid

demo burner account
unfinished or throwaway ideas

soundshifter on the master sometimes
or i ran out of storage on main sc lol hi

dear diary 001: stop me from thinking

uhh ok