im putting these out as they get completed so fuck you

charmander!

Leave em in the past (yeah)
Boutta leave and pass
No I won't do that
No I won't do that
And I gotta- gotta blast 
Yeah I gotta go blast
And I gotta go fast (yeah)
Go hit the dash (yeah)

What isn't right
You gon do your own thing
Promise you gon do it 
And I stood on my calling

I was so angry
Had some problems
Had to face them out
And I got rid of it though 
And I'm just chilling out
Chilling out

Looking at stars
Look at the sky

(Yeah)

And a bright beam light
And I feel so nice (yeah)
Feels so nice (huh)

Don't wanna talk about life (huh)
Don't wanna talk about nights (huh)
Don't wanna talk about I- (huh)

Yeah I don’t wanna be that negativity (huh)
Not trying to be no lyrical just me (huh)

Just being me
Just- just being me (huh)
Yeah do your own thing
And you'll be okay (huh)
Yeah just me (huh)
That's just me (huh)
Why you say I'm different (huh)
That's just me 

Work out some problems
Now- now doing solve em (huh)
Still I got to solve em (huh)
Still I got to solve em (huh)

Solve (uh yeah)
I know
I know

You must be a better person
I said no (yeah)
That's my problem (huh)
That- that’s my problem (huh)
Don't like talking wrong (huh)
I just like showing up (yeah bro)

If it don't work out (work out)
Then it’s okay 
I'll find another way 
Just proud (huh)
Don't even pout
Don't even now

No you won't know (huh)
No you won't know (huh)

Gotta gotta blast (yeah)
Gotta go blast
And I don't think about past (huh)
Don't think about math (huh)
Don't think about all that (huh yeah)

Doing that (huh)
Remember all that (huh)
Now I got all that (huh)

That's uh cap (huh)
That's all cap (huh)
Look at the sky
Know it's gonna stay (huh)

How much beauty in that (huh)
All that beauty in that (huh)
How many you got
I don't even met

Nothing bother me
I'm calling on my friend (huh)
So much for my past
And I love the limit man

And I aint 
And I aint
And I hate
And I know 
And I know
They won't go
And I hated just show 

(Yeah) show

Sh- show

(Huh)
(Yeah)
(Uh go)
No show
Don’t call
And I gotta
Go slow
(Huh)

(Yeah yeah yeah)
(Yeah yeah yeah)

Gotta Blast

Side To Side

Pink Love

Blue/Honey

the tree outside my window.

this is how my brain feels at 1am

lyrics:

so I lie 

every night

and think about my life

a blink of an eye

it goes by

wondering when I’ll die

stop me from thinking

and so 

it goes

the same

each day

this game

we play

stop me from thinking

and the wolves come out to play

but my thoughts remain the same

and I dont know nothing

but I wish I knew something 

to make it all go away

dear diary 001: stop me from thinking

sunset blvd, golden hour

painting a picture in my head 

lyrics:

we’re counting the stars in the sky

and I still can not figure out why 

Why my head hurts when I think of you 

Got me saying shit that I’d never do 



shout outs my **** she was the best that I never had 

Just like the text that I left that she never read

and stop overthinking it she gonna write back any day

driving thru the sunset on the ride back yesterday 

i remember you used to call me 

i remember when we’d fight 

you’d remember my stories 

and you’d always be right 

i’d wonder if i was boring

but you’re too polite 

i think about that shit like every night 

while 

we’re counting the stars in the sky

and I still can not figure out why 

Why my head hurts when I think of you 

Got me saying shit that I’d never do 

and i’ll stare at the moon on my flight 

and i’d wonder if we’re matching sight

catch your eyes glistening through the moon 

got my hands swinging like my

fucking moods 



She’s not the one 

I’ve fucked it up once or twice

She’s got a gun 

Like cupid came to life 

She’s just for fun 

But i’m falling for her fucking eyes

she grabs my hand

now its creeping up her upper thigh

We’ll count the stars

no, i’ll trace them on your freckled neck 

I’m not a star yet

But we can just pretend 

I’m not in love 

so I put these feelings to rest

and these ain’t about you

I just write what sounds best

dear diary 002: starlet

close ur eyes n think of shooting stars

waiting by the window for ** ***  to come save me, age 9 


lyrics:

i’ll leave my heart by the door 

next to your mistakes 

tell me that you feel the same 

tell me that you’ll come my way 


when the silence is broken

just like my fucking heart

stand up at the dinner table 

run to my car

turn the key to ignition 

cause an argument broke out

might crash a night in a hotel

nearly crashing my car 

and i ain’t sleep in the weekends

missing your calls 

i just like act they’re pretend

and do you miss me at all 

i only saw you some weekends 

even then, you were drinking

dear dairy 009: commodore

city rat at night

first thing i've written since finishing EP yikes

lyrics:

it was the same weekend 

i was the same, weakened by 

all these thoughts that i think at night 

all these thoughts that just pass me by 

i don’t care if these lullaby’s that i write 

never make it from my heart to your eyes 

i’ll drink some more just to cover up all your lies 

i’ll drink some more to be by your side by your side 

if i close my eyes will i die

dear diary 012: if i close my eyes will i die

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dear diary 002: starlet

uhh ok