constant-running demo project of pitched down throwaway or unfinished ideas

dear diary

Leave em in the past (yeah)
Boutta leave and pass
No I won't do that
No I won't do that
And I gotta- gotta blast 
Yeah I gotta go blast
And I gotta go fast (yeah)
Go hit the dash (yeah)

What isn't right
You gon do your own thing
Promise you gon do it 
And I stood on my calling

I was so angry
Had some problems
Had to face them out
And I got rid of it though 
And I'm just chilling out
Chilling out

Looking at stars
Look at the sky

(Yeah)

And a bright beam light
And I feel so nice (yeah)
Feels so nice (huh)

Don't wanna talk about life (huh)
Don't wanna talk about nights (huh)
Don't wanna talk about I- (huh)

Yeah I don’t wanna be that negativity (huh)
Not trying to be no lyrical just me (huh)

Just being me
Just- just being me (huh)
Yeah do your own thing
And you'll be okay (huh)
Yeah just me (huh)
That's just me (huh)
Why you say I'm different (huh)
That's just me 

Work out some problems
Now- now doing solve em (huh)
Still I got to solve em (huh)
Still I got to solve em (huh)

Solve (uh yeah)
I know
I know

You must be a better person
I said no (yeah)
That's my problem (huh)
That- that’s my problem (huh)
Don't like talking wrong (huh)
I just like showing up (yeah bro)

If it don't work out (work out)
Then it’s okay 
I'll find another way 
Just proud (huh)
Don't even pout
Don't even now

No you won't know (huh)
No you won't know (huh)

Gotta gotta blast (yeah)
Gotta go blast
And I don't think about past (huh)
Don't think about math (huh)
Don't think about all that (huh yeah)

Doing that (huh)
Remember all that (huh)
Now I got all that (huh)

That's uh cap (huh)
That's all cap (huh)
Look at the sky
Know it's gonna stay (huh)

How much beauty in that (huh)
All that beauty in that (huh)
How many you got
I don't even met

Nothing bother me
I'm calling on my friend (huh)
So much for my past
And I love the limit man

And I aint 
And I aint
And I hate
And I know 
And I know
They won't go
And I hated just show 

(Yeah) show

Sh- show

(Huh)
(Yeah)
(Uh go)
No show
Don’t call
And I gotta
Go slow
(Huh)

(Yeah yeah yeah)
(Yeah yeah yeah)

Gotta Blast

BUY BEAT

PAGES TURN SLOW | J Cole Type Beat

Niggas always sweating when I'm sitting in the room
Your bitch is at my door and we flying to the moon
we flying to the moon we ain't ever coming back
but I'm making all this paper and it's not a short stack
It's not a short stack nigga what you think
Are you hungry are you tired do you just need a drink
your dog is musty and that shit just stink
better bathe it better wash it better do something clean
I don't got time to be Mr. Meanie 
but when it come to the money nigga you just all greedy
yeah you want all these bills but you can't just take shit
now I'm rapping with the old me nigga I'm the shit

greedyyy freestyle prod by ash58

Just Because

auckland city, rainy

conflicted about a girly 

lyrics:

u the type of girl that loves to talk about you 

brown hair short temper mini skirt ya fucking freckles 

i know 

you love yourself 

texting other guys as well

so do you care for me 

do i regret it

or will it hurt too much 

true adolescent 

a touch of fluorescent light 

ya kinda pretty and u doin it right but

a couple girls that wanna put up a fight

so dont u go

n you'd never know 

so dont u go

n you'd never know 

x

dear diary 003: rain rain go away come again another day

the tree outside my window.

this is how my brain feels at 1am

lyrics:

so I lie 

every night

and think about my life

a blink of an eye

it goes by

wondering when I’ll die

stop me from thinking

and so 

it goes

the same

each day

this game

we play

stop me from thinking

and the wolves come out to play

but my thoughts remain the same

and I dont know nothing

but I wish I knew something 

to make it all go away

dear diary 001: stop me from thinking

sunset blvd, golden hour

painting a picture in my head 

lyrics:

we’re counting the stars in the sky

and I still can not figure out why 

Why my head hurts when I think of you 

Got me saying shit that I’d never do 



shout outs my **** she was the best that I never had 

Just like the text that I left that she never read

and stop overthinking it she gonna write back any day

driving thru the sunset on the ride back yesterday 

i remember you used to call me 

i remember when we’d fight 

you’d remember my stories 

and you’d always be right 

i’d wonder if i was boring

but you’re too polite 

i think about that shit like every night 

while 

we’re counting the stars in the sky

and I still can not figure out why 

Why my head hurts when I think of you 

Got me saying shit that I’d never do 

and i’ll stare at the moon on my flight 

and i’d wonder if we’re matching sight

catch your eyes glistening through the moon 

got my hands swinging like my

fucking moods 



She’s not the one 

I’ve fucked it up once or twice

She’s got a gun 

Like cupid came to life 

She’s just for fun 

But i’m falling for her fucking eyes

she grabs my hand

now its creeping up her upper thigh

We’ll count the stars

no, i’ll trace them on your freckled neck 

I’m not a star yet

But we can just pretend 

I’m not in love 

so I put these feelings to rest

and these ain’t about you

I just write what sounds best

dear diary 002: starlet

sitting in my dads car, 10 years old

I wonder if she'll know these are about her

lyrics:

love my father and my mother i don’t think about them too much

got me wondering if you loved me like you love yours or if you

gotta problem with your father like you got one with me too

it’s alright yeah i get it i don’t really know mine too

but i know you 

you’re kinda cool baby 

i like your shirts

they match your shoes

you’re something new

and i been thinking if you loved me like you do

cause i know that i’m gon get right 

might feel shit tonight

dancing in the moonlight 

turn off that phone light 

get drunk in the night 

something in my eye 

who the fuck is that guy 

he needs black a eye

dear diary 004: when i try to sleep you pass my mind

inside my head a few years ago

the best love song/lyrics i've ever written no cap, wrote this 2016
thank u george

lyrics:
take your heels off, girl 
you've been running through my mind

travel across the sea 
we can do it any time

if you'd like to see the beach 
i'll take you there
for this love affair

cause i'd like to keep you safe by my side

with you in my arms 
is all i can think of
let's turn off all of these lights
and watch the stars out at night 
they twinkle under the moonlight

you turn to me scared
you've never slept in another bed but yours
and that's okay
you'll be fine if you stay with me

you never thought you'd be this happy all the time
i'll take you out on a date
pick you up just after 5

and if you plan on leaving me
well darling that's just fine
i will take you out tonight and i think you'll change your mind

with you in my arms 
is all i can think of
let's turn off all of these lights
and watch the stars out at night 
they twinkle under the moonlight

you turn to me scared
you've never slept in another bed but yours
and that's okay
you'll be fine if you stay with me

cause you are the one
the one i sing to 
we dance to elvis in your room
i pick roses when they bloom 
just for you 
because i adore you

and if you don't know by now that's fine 
i'll still make you happy all of the time

buy you things on my card, wedding rings, take my heart
just for you, i love you, what must i do to win

your passion and admiration
a vacation or conversation
it's all yours if you'd like it to be

dear diary 005: hopeless romance

featuring Thorington

scrapped snippet of old demo

dear diary 016: time//anything (2017)

Someone else

Thankyou. <3 

(8D audio)

Mixed this in surround,  use headphone for best listening experience!!

444EVER

your room

@stupidrichkid

demo burner account
unfinished or throwaway ideas

soundshifter on the master sometimes
or i ran out of storage on main sc lol hi

dear diary 002: starlet

uhh ok

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