Стихи © Евгения Пушнова
Музыка © Катаев Владимир

Ах, не сыграть Любовь на бис,
Как мы не просим.
Роняет тополь желтый лист,
И это — осень.

Еще пленяет карнавал
Листвы осенней,
Но так недолог этот бал,
И нет спасенья.

Дождь непривычен,  но тягуч,
И ласки голод.
Переполняют слезы туч
Промозглый холод.

Берёт нас осень на испуг,
Не верить в это б,
Но зря надеяться, мой друг,
На  бабье лето.

Еще не вызрела беда,
А в сердце рана.
Уносят счастье поезда,
И нет стоп-крана.

Ах, не сыграть Любовь на бис - Стихи © Евгения Пушнова

A Rotting Love Intro (prod.miercoles)

When?

the tree outside my window.

this is how my brain feels at 1am

lyrics:

so I lie 

every night

and think about my life

a blink of an eye

it goes by

wondering when I’ll die

stop me from thinking

and so 

it goes

the same

each day

this game

we play

stop me from thinking

and the wolves come out to play

but my thoughts remain the same

and I dont know nothing

but I wish I knew something 

to make it all go away

dear diary 001: stop me from thinking

sitting in my dads car, 10 years old

I wonder if she'll know these are about her

lyrics:

love my father and my mother i don’t think about them too much

got me wondering if you loved me like you love yours or if you

gotta problem with your father like you got one with me too

it’s alright yeah i get it i don’t really know mine too

but i know you 

you’re kinda cool baby 

i like your shirts

they match your shoes

you’re something new

and i been thinking if you loved me like you do

cause i know that i’m gon get right 

might feel shit tonight

dancing in the moonlight 

turn off that phone light 

get drunk in the night 

something in my eye 

who the fuck is that guy 

he needs black a eye

dear diary 004: when i try to sleep you pass my mind

my generation record store 2015

taking too many drugs through adolescence, developing derealisation/heartbreak through movies

lyrics:

it seems a bit of my minds at ease 

and idk if it’s all for me 

today

so i throw away the key

hush 

shut your mouth cause it’s all too 

much

infatuation is such a 

rush

and i don’t know why i feel the way

the way i fucking do about you

about you

and so we’ll go to heaven

that’s where all good people go

and i’ll change the weather 

if you want i’ll make it snow 

and you can just laugh 

i’ll try not to cry

as long you don’t choke on your alibi

and i’ll fall in love 

and you’ll say goodbye 

i wonder if my whole life’s been a lie

dear diary 006: choker

city rat at night

first thing i've written since finishing EP yikes

lyrics:

it was the same weekend 

i was the same, weakened by 

all these thoughts that i think at night 

all these thoughts that just pass me by 

i don’t care if these lullaby’s that i write 

never make it from my heart to your eyes 

i’ll drink some more just to cover up all your lies 

i’ll drink some more to be by your side by your side 

if i close my eyes will i die

dear diary 012: if i close my eyes will i die

girl it’s true
yeah i’m in love with you
please let me stay with you
we’ll do what lovers do
oh baby let me lay with you
girl how I ache for you
why do you play with me
I wander aimlessly 
oh baby I just want to die
when you look in my eyes
and then I start to cry
inside my head

let me lay with you

Thankyou. <3 

(8D audio)

Mixed this in surround,  use headphone for best listening experience!!

444EVER

last time

Garden

@stupidrichkid

demo burner account
unfinished or throwaway ideas

soundshifter on the master sometimes
or i ran out of storage on main sc lol hi

dear diary 006: choker

uhh ok