Стихи © Евгения Пушнова
Музыка © Катаев Владимир

Ах, не сыграть Любовь на бис,
Как мы не просим.
Роняет тополь желтый лист,
И это — осень.

Еще пленяет карнавал
Листвы осенней,
Но так недолог этот бал,
И нет спасенья.

Дождь непривычен,  но тягуч,
И ласки голод.
Переполняют слезы туч
Промозглый холод.

Берёт нас осень на испуг,
Не верить в это б,
Но зря надеяться, мой друг,
На  бабье лето.

Еще не вызрела беда,
А в сердце рана.
Уносят счастье поезда,
И нет стоп-крана.

Ах, не сыграть Любовь на бис - Стихи © Евгения Пушнова

Musica sentimental,    tava mesmo com saudade dela.  Por mais que eu cobrasse minha presença , depois de ficar de cara.  Meu pensamento ia longe, buscava lembranças , momentos, conexões . 

Outra Noite

Quanta Solidão

She sat by the door to the church every day
Praying that someone would care. 
All the fine ladies and gents came to pray, heard her prayer.

She sat at the table, her nose in a book,
Trying to hide in plain sight.
Did anyone notice? Did they even look -  offer a bite? 

Don’t straighten the line, follow the curve, trust in supply and demand.
Adore the Divine, then have the nerve to say you want a Christian land.

The question was simple, “Can you spare a dime?”
I’ve got a family to feed.
Look straight ahead, it’s not a crime, you’ve got your needs. 

Don’t straighten the line, follow the curve, trust in supply and demand.
Adore the Divine, then have the nerve to say you want a Christian land.

Feed the hungry, find the lost. Don’t complain how much it costs.
Love the ones no one else will, love your neighbor.
Heal the sick and offer hope, give the fallen ones a rope.
Do the things he told you to.


Living Simply

dear diary 011: N/A

reference i did before recording final version of nicotine

pitched it down becos i cannot sing well :(

listen to the actual one it's better ahh: https://soundcloud.com/stupidrichkid/nicotine

nicotine, acoustic (demo)

pretty guitar part I like 

me freestyling melody ideas over it

lyrics:

un-decipherable

dear diary 015: me mumbling nonsense over pretty guitar loop i made in 2 mins

original demo I sent to @yukithedogman for verse ideas etc.

lyrics:

cause you’ve been on my mind for a minute now

crying in the shower got me feeling down 

i used to catch the bus now I run the town 

but it aint been the same 

and i’m the one to blame

i used to catch the fucking 955 to your house on a Sunday

with the sun out 

and i’d lie lie lie to your face 

about where i been 

where my head 

cause i’m losing it

like i’m losing you

but i gotta calm down 

do i have to kill this shit to make you fucking proud

and we’ll ride til we die on this suicide tide

on the carpet in my car or my stained glass eye

and i’m driving really fast i don’t really know why 

imma shut my fucking my fucking cause i’m boutta tell a lie

oh my god *solo* (2018)

girl it’s true
yeah i’m in love with you
please let me stay with you
we’ll do what lovers do
oh baby let me lay with you
girl how I ache for you
why do you play with me
I wander aimlessly 
oh baby I just want to die
when you look in my eyes
and then I start to cry
inside my head

let me lay with you

make it, tonight

written, recorded and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

lyrics:
i am alone
and i’m okay, although you don’t think so
i don’t wanna be
your friend if you’re mean to me

i know it’s hard when i forget
and call you when i’m looking for some love
and i know i’m looking in the wrong places
and you hate that when i push you its more like a shove
i’m not making it any easier

all the money i would spend
all the letters i would send
you condescend, you’ve been through this
while i’m holdin’ on till the bitter end
swore our love was a godsend
but yell when i can’t comprehend
i wanna let go and amend 
if i lost you my world would end

take a swim and wonder why i’m wet,
i’m not you’re little pet
this time i won’t forget, 
only thing i still regret
take time so that it doesn’t hurt
and i know you’re an introvert now
while you’re in my t-shirt 
you’re in my t-shirt

you owe me sorries,
owe me apologies.
you should be on your knees,
you should be begging please.
i know that i’m wrong, too,
but i’ve been good to you.
and if you care at all
you’ll tear down the wall
you built between us

looking in the wrong places

sharkkymarky - being dead is still better than being alive (cover)

@stupidrichkid

demo burner account
unfinished or throwaway ideas

soundshifter on the master sometimes
or i ran out of storage on main sc lol hi

dear diary 015: me mumbling nonsense over pretty guitar loop i made in 2 mins

uhh ok