Sally (a lil demo)

evite olhar pra minha cara
vc me tratou como ngm 
como se eu n valesse nada
lembra das flores que eu te deixei?
todas elas foram caras
mas eu nao falo sobre $$$
eu te dei uma parte de mim x2

meus pedaços 
somos frageis
apenas sistema nervoso
um cerebro tosco 
ambulante
eu joguei os remedios na pia
e me cortei com as cordas do violão 
eu odeio voltar pra casa
e saber que essa merda eh um looping
nem os loucos te entendem

pq o pastor me disse que infelizmente meus olhos nao brilham?
pq eu sei diferenciar a sua ação de bondade da sua malicia!
as vezes eu rezo pra paimon,,
preciso da sabedoria...
pq mesmo depois de ir embora eh a unica coisa que eu levo comigo.

nao levo ossos nao levo minha pele 
seu sangue é azul pq é como tinta
artificialmente de todos os modos e jeitos de todas as linguas
me enterre na gaveta 
ou nas rochas
eremita
uma arvore na minha cabeça
o segredo da floresta maldita

te dei uma parte de mim remix

pitched down, but didn't want it to be a dear diary

made in like half an hour idk y but i love it sm 

*new actual music eventually*

LYRICS:

who do you trust 

am i enough for you 

cause i don’t care about anyone 

the more i think about you 

it hurts to think about you 

i know that you’ll still be here 

and if there’s been a time 

that i’ve felt anything 

more than now 

i’d tell you everything 

you know that much 

you don’t say much 

but you still get by 

and i’ve finally realised that 

all i can do is try 

but is all this time spent 

worth it in the end 

i need to get back 

kissing feels pretend

are your eyes just disguised lies 

telling me pretty things 

all those things you say with your lips sewn away 

but it’s fine

uknowthatmuch

catch. (4/5)

It’s gotta be flattering at least, right?
You know you pull the whole soiree
I caught myself staring at your mouth again
Your friends just laugh the night away
I feel myself lose control
I’m spilling drinks onto my guts
I step back, you’re walking home
You didn’t dream about me
I wish I could say the same
But I spent all morning playing catch with your name

(Swing for the fence but I missed the old me,
Crash my car on Bloomdale street
Raging away all the Rushmore weeks
Down for the count, now I’m crushing on me, yeah)

I spent all morning playing catch with your name

1000 Backyard Pools - EP

STREAM

catch.

this shit so rough idk what to do with it 

made it months ago, made my head hurt

don't feel like this anymore and haven't touched it since lol

feels like such a dear diary

lyrics:

just take your shoes off 

cause you’re running through my mind

and i can’t help myself 

i think of you all the time 

and am i wasting my life 

chasing a girl 

who i’ll lose in time 

says she loves me now

hope she’s love me then

i ain’t felt this way 

since 2010 

barely remember back then 

used to see my dad and my mum back then

used to cry over shit i didn’t have back then 

like a group of fucking friends 

but i have you now 

and why would i wanna lose that

the reason i get out of bed 

when i hate everything except you 

yeah you light up my mood 

but just take off your shoes for me 

*undefinable screeching*

dear diary 018: nobody ever talks about twenty ten.

Limbo

ode to my brain

this is a reference for when I play it live :)

the most bullshit cover of teenage dirtbag

don’t look back
wasting nights over half of a drag 
in my hometown 
is this where i belong now
all these other kids with nothing to do 
so much to say with nothing to lose
kinda like that 
the best part of the weeks such a nightmare 
hope everything burns downs
pray that i can pick my cards 
hope this shitty town is ours

i felt like making shoegaze today so here's 50 seconds of shoegaze

love to Adele 

prod saw and dub

paf rec center 

iwtfrm

Ramen Rain

@stupidrichkid

demo burner account
unfinished or throwaway ideas

soundshifter on the master sometimes
or i ran out of storage on main sc lol hi

dear diary 018: nobody ever talks about twenty ten.

uhh ok