Lost 2

only me

(Verse 1)
The ghosts of my past invade my sleep, haunting visions in my dreams, my mind's a detriment to the future I once conceived, they say no rest for the wicked, that's what they always proclaim, it's no wonder I find no solace at the end of the day.

(Chorus)
Chasin' shadows in the static of a world that ain't what it seems, livin' on borrowed time with the wreckage of faded scenes, this grand charade is a killer, a slow and heavy fade, wish I could turn it all back to a simpler yesterday.

(Verse 2)
Is there any hope left in this world of shattered schemes, why am I just biding time with the faded pieces of what could've been, I won't just pander or play along with this great deception, 'cause life felt so simple in a bygone age.

(Chorus)
Still chasin' shadows in the static, a world that just ain't what it seems, barely holdin' on with the remnants of hollow dreams, this whole facade is a killer, a slow and heavy fade, just wanna rewind it all back to the way the game was played.

(Bridge)
The city lights bleed through the haze, just another blurry scene, tryin' to tell the difference between the memory and the dream, every face is a stranger, every voice a hollow sound, just spinn'in' my wheels on this burned out, broken ground.


(Chorus)
Lost chasin' shadows in the static, where nothing is what it seems, just livin' on borrowed time with the ashes of failed dreams, this twisted fraud is a killer, a slow and heavy fade, wish I could just turn back to the promises that were made.



Lyrics By: S.H. Sydness - Crunchy Creations - 2025


Chasin' Shadows

Produced by @MusicalityMusic

Mixed / Mastered by @K1YNG3

W H O  A R E  Y O U ?

Who Are You?

produced / mixed / mastered - @k1yng3

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rainfall

Produced - nymano x Pandrezz

Mixed - The Insomniac Lab

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fireworks.

SadBoyProlific - Myself (prod. 47Shots)

(REPOST) Sadboyprolific - Myself (prod. 47 Shots)

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</3 cover taken by @deslynnkardal on instagram

i hope we stay together even when we fall apart
when you tell me that you hate me its like a knife right through my heart
i dont know where i should start
maybe with apologies and pretty please dont leave
i see your back so much more commonly
im missing all our memories 
like road trips and conversations bout our future family
we could have lived so happily
but now im all alone
lost my purpose to survive
staring at the ceiling i dont even feel alive
anymore
i knew it would be hard but never did i want to lose you
i knew we had our stuggles but i never meant to use you
i understand im reckless, im selfish, and im sorry
i implanted in your heart a seed of pain and babe im sorry
never can i get the point across enough im sorry
as you move on with your life i pray to god you know im sorry

i told you i would change and baby girl i tried
but it never was enough to stop the darkness thats inside
i just wanted to be loved
and thats exactly what i got
when i had to give it back was like im running in one spot
tired of the yelling we are breaking i cant take it
i thought that i was good enough i guess i was mistaken
i wish you all the best because
thats what you deserve
ill learn from my mistakes, ill sit back and ill observe
now that youre not in my life i feel worthless
im hurting but you dont, no you dont deserve this
im all alone in my bed i feel worthless
im hurting and i do, yeah i do deserve this

i dont know if i can survive but
i know i dont want to die yeah
im all alone when i cry yeah
now that
youre not
in my
life

im sorry (feat. prodmac) (prod. slowet)

prod. bleach
mixed & mastered - the insomniac lab
in a world of my own... 🖤🌧

Time of Our Lives (W/ EMIYA)

prod. raspo
mixed & mastered - the insomniac lab
in a world of my own... 🖤💭

fireworks.

Dempsey