Well, this day or the next I will close a old "friendship" and this song is making my decision simple, it s not just relateble, it s a good answer. I waited so much to found a good answer and after so f long I found one.

No matter how many times i listen to this song i could never get tired of it 💙💯

Saw this on yt a bit back, more of this would be fuckin dope ngl

Follow Demxntia here : https://soundcloud.com/demxntia

Lyrics:

Art by Grimdos

Verse one- Xtra
I Guess you got what you paid for 
Don’t even know what you came for 
We Stay in different buildings on the same floor
We on the same team, what you playing for? 

 I don’t want to know but I need to 
Don’t want you to know that I need you 
And fuck I hope that when it comes
You gon’ hit me with that slug 
 Roll it up And hit that blunt while I bleed through 

Yeah, I been getting faded but it’s not a celebration 
I’ve been trying get right, but my demons dedicated 
Yeah I Tried to stay and fight, but my bravery was waning 
I’m a mile down the line as your train leaves the station

You got a problem you should say something
Cycle ends and I’m back now to day one 
This world makes us sick, so we play dumb
If we kill each other now then we stay young 

If I die now will I stay young?

And When I die will you miss me?


- Verse 2, Demxtia -

when i die will 
you miss me at all?
i apologize i'm always 
missing your calls

yeah i stay up in my bedroom
singin i don't need you
lying to myself
so i hope it doesn't bleed thru

and at night 
times moving so slow
i never know
which way im tryna go

staring at my phone
while i'm counting the days
wishing i could just fade away

or maybe i just need a change
(maybe i just need to change)

oh baby if i found a way
think i found a way, no

if i die now will i stay young?
and when i die will you miss me?

Lil Xtra X Demxntia - When I Die Will You Miss Me - Prod Kado

lyrics <3

Verse 1]
I'm tryna run away
but I just can't seem to get my feet off the ground
I'm stressin so much
I keep seein my weight drop pound after pound
I found a blonde angel
with her wings out wide
and she holds me down
but im so afraid 
I might run her away from the-

[Chorus]
voices in my head
glued inside my bed
love is just a chemical
and it'll leave me dead
take me to my grave
no I'm not a saint
But hopefully when I die
My God'll finally know my name
How long can I deal with this pain?
Every day just feels like the same
I can't seem to shake off this shame
bury me with all of my faith
maybe one day this all will change

[Verse 2]
My anxiety leaks in my dreams 
every night I know the reaper comes to sit on my sheets
He's just waitin for my time
it's sooner than it may seem
But I've already made my bed in heaven
so I'm really ready, let's leave
I don't even like earth
Nah, this place ain't my home
I can be around people but I still feel alone
when I die, I can't decide
Is it ashes or bones?
I don't care, I just want to lose the-

[Chorus]
voices in my head
glued inside my bed
love is just a chemical
and it'll leave me dead
take me to my grave
no I'm not a saint
but hopefully when I die
my God'll finally know my name
how long can I deal with this pain?
every day just feels like the same
I can't seem to shake off this shame
bury me with all of my faith
maybe one day this all will change

follow clxd blxxd!

everyday feels the same (prod. cxld blxxd)

Lil Xtra - Fearless

been mad stressed lately so this is just a way for me to get it all off my chest. hope yall still fw it uwu <3

sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-Hi-YQ2tOE

i just wanna know 
where my mind is at
it's somewhere in between 
being happy and sad
i wish that i could take away 
the pain for my friends
but everybody knows 
that it never ends man
i can barely help myself
forget everyone else
givin out advice
i barely follow myself
i just wanna disappear
fuck heaven or hell
6 o' clock in the morning
eyes glued to my cell
bloodshot red 
got a pain in my head
i can never sleep
i'm making music instead
lookin in the mirror
think i'm halfway dead
or almost there
ion even think i care but
mom's gettin worried
at the habits i have
i apologize
for everything in the past
doin fuck shit everyday
skippin all of my classes
but i'm glad it's workin out
lemme pay you back

every time i drop a song
people ask if it's sad
and everybody spam my shit
only for a collab
but ion fuck wit anybody
unless ur one of my brothers
and if i barely work w/ them
then why the fuck should i bother with u
and im gettin tired
of all of this bullshit
that comes wit the 
things that i do
fuck up my voice
just to make
a new song everyday so this 
dream comes true
but honestly 
forget all that
i can buy the shit i want 
bc i'll make it back
replace the pain
w/ y-3's in the triple black
call it 1st degree murder
when i kill this track
crescent moon on my wrist
im alive in the night
if the reaper tryna take me
ima put up a fight
everybody's sus
so i keep my circle tight
don't pretend to be my friend
get the fuck out my sight

bloodshot freestyle

9tails - never change

Innocence feat. Powfu, Dalt (prod. Sketchmyname)

I won't let, I won't let this break me.
cus I know that I'm better than that,
and she said, everything I hate about me,
it's ok, at least I'm aware.. no no no..
(x2)

staring up at the top of the ceiling,
with my wrists, their cut, I cannot stop the bleeding,
staring up at the top of the ceiling,
with my wrists, their cut, I cannot stop the bleeding,
(x2)

Staring at the Ceiling

i made this song not bc i found love or anything, but bc i love each and every1 of my fans that take a listen :)<3

s/o nova garden for hopping on this track w me
and to losemygrip and taurusmoon for mixing and mastering 
+ a lil extra for dealing w our bullshit lol

[LYRICS]

look in my eyes and i know what u want 
can’t see a thing jus the clouds from my bong 
i just want a day where we are not wasted 
maybe then i could see why ur my baby
changing 
ik that we are not changing 
all i know is that we are chasing 
all of the dreams and the signs 
it’ll come true when our hearts intertwined 

i told u this all before
on the phone from 8pm to 4

looking so cute like u doing them poses
on my tl u be talking and boasting 
bout all the dates we be having together 
6hr call, there is nothing better 

best way to spend my time
is u inside my arms
would hate to see u cry
let’s slow dance in the dark

u telling me this and that
i do it despite the fact
i know u want it bad
so let’s do it till we pass out

I got a lil’, got a lil’ crush on you
And I was wonderin’ if maybe you could help my wish come true
Cause I believe in love and I believe in fairies too!
So maybe we could marry cause I think you’re pretty cool

Like oh-
I’ve got so much more left to say
If only I’d get out my way-
These butterflies are clogging up inside my throat, 
So baby please wait-
There’s so many things left to say
Let’s not let our heart’s fall astray
Just hold my hand, let’s fall in love today

So baby unfold
Let’s let our feelings unfold
Like a river- it ebbs and it flows
My Honest Apollo
I’m sorry my thoughts are so scattered
My mind is so shattered, so I’ll 
Let my true colors show!

Let’s let our feelings unfold
Like papier-mâché marigolds
I’ll swallow all of them whole
So that way when we feel the embers you’ll scarcely remember the coals
When your heart beat had froze

My heart skipped two beats and it never went back to normal
Like Owl City, if my heart was a house you’d be home

look in my eyes and i know what u want 
can’t see a thing jus the clouds from my bong 
i just want a day where we are not wasted 
maybe then i could see why ur my baby
changing 
ik that we are not changing 
all i know is that we are chasing 
all of the dreams and the signs 
it’ll come true when our hearts intertwined

i guess ur my other half (feat. nova garden) (prod. mixtape seoul)

big shoutout powfu and remghost for making this with me <3 https://soundcloud.com/powfu
@remghost
coverart by @seejayxo

fall in love (w/ powfu) (prod. remghost)

Like a bird she flys at dawn,
And All I do is sing these songs,
We could fly if I had my wings,
I don’t even wanna live that long,

I told her you’re the girl of my dreams
And I’m not ready to leave-
Cos people need me,
I guess that I’ll just wait on my wings

Wake up pop another pill,
I’m sad but that’s jus the deal now,
And I don’t wanna have to die- don’t kill-
And I can’t ever even tell what’s real now,

Fallen of Athens, all I wanted was your kiss
Pretend it ain’t happen, but I know that you still miss me x2


Like a bird she flys at dawn,
And All I do is sing these songs,
We could fly if I had my wings,
I don’t even wanna live that long,

I told her you’re the girl of my dreams
And I’m not ready to leave-
Cos people need me,
I guess that I’ll just wait on my wings

Girl of my Dreams

thank you so much

lyrics:

they say its all in your head
its all in yr mind
we keep thinkin that we're broken we could change on a dime

and i ain't ever felt the same unless i'm rollin it up
i spark the J then take the L because i'm missin yr touch

and i keep wishing on the stars
i can't see 'em are there any left?
portland's real polluted 
or i'm dreaming, or i'm really dead

i turn the lights down low when i'm thinking of her
i'm thinkin wishin on the stars can't hurt

i was, chillin, waiting for you to call back
dbz on the flatscreen all that

and you know just what you mean to me
every time i wake i'm down to give you all my energy

people sayin that i'm next up
i just passed these rappers autopilot in my tesla

and i get real low when the sun don't shine
so you know that ima get real high

and i could rap
till my heart collapse
i won't ever heal
i keep drinking writing songs so i can see if i can feel

i remember how your silhouette danced in the moonlight
fireflies and love in the air by the poolside

yeah i'm a lover not a cool guy
i miss kissin in the mood light
i think the whiskey had us tipsy
would you text me if you miss me girl i'll love you till my heart dies

they say its all in your head
its all in yr mind
we keep thinkin that we're broken we could change on a dime

and i ain't ever felt the same unless i'm rollin it up
i spark the J then take the L because i'm missin yr touch

and i keep wishing on the stars
i can't see 'em are there any left?
portland's real polluted 
or i'm dreaming, or i'm really dead

i turn the lights down low when i'm thinking of her
i'm thinkin wishin on the stars can't hurt

bloodshot freestyle

demxntia 🌐🖤

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