summer of 19

prod. neverfall

lost my mind, i cant seem to find it
lost some time, no i cant rewind it
everybody always telling me
that i should count my blessings

everything is just a memory 
long as i can remember always been the black sheep...
anti-social, might go postal
am i insane? guess its anecdotal...

im sorry if this comes off boastful
or if im unusually vocal
but im hella proud of 
what ive done...
never had any help form anyone...

never had any help...

dadada da da da x5

lost my mind, i cant seem to find it
lost some time, no i cant rewind it
everybody always telling me
that i should count my blessings

everything is just a memory 
long as i can remember always been the black sheep...
anti-social, might go postal
am i insane? guess its anecdotal...

anecdotal [+nevrfall]

I watched him swallow a bottle of vodka
Right before he said I'm sorry
I called my aunt on the phone
and i told her all that i saw she said sorry

death has its cold grips around my fathers neck
sucking in my pride and accepting what's next is hard..
to swallow a bottle of vodka right before he said I'm sorry
i called my aunt on the phone
and i told her all that i saw she said sorry

dad's a fish

Spotify/Apple Music

prod by mugizora

(casperrr)
i feel like u are hiding it from me
i feel like all the love i thought it was real was just sympathy
and baby i feel betrayed
and i feel like i'm going to break
my heart is going
my heart is going to break
my mind is slowly going insane
and everytime i think about you
i remember the days we had
(i remember the good time)

(casperrr + mugizora)
so don't you forget about me 
so don't forget about what we used to be
so don't dare to walk away
don't u dare to take the blame

(mugizora)
could you keep your promises for once
youve broken everything around you
and i cant stand on my own
knees of glass and a heart wide open
im yours for the taking

(casperrr + mugizora)
so don't you forget about me 
so don't forget about what we used to be
so don't dare to walk away
don't u dare to take the blame

don't u dare w/mugizora

I try to run thoughts consume me
running through me, vacant spot in my chest
I can't handle the stress
so I'm falling down
left right on the ground
rotting body found
seek no other help
lost inside myself
notion I will find
walk beyond the pines
comfort broken lines
I just gotta find
an answer to the questions lurking in my mind
~
and there she was standing bout 8 feet
could hold in my hands she embrace me
view dies and I cry can't erase that
I'm starting to question the impact
~
she had on me since 17
I just think inside my mind that this is make believe
and I wake up from this dream in a nightmare
this is not fair, I think i don't belong here
~
GLXSGXW
~
and there she was standing bout 8 feet
could hold in my hands she embrace me
view dies and I cry can't erase that
I'm starting to question the impact

Thoughts Consume Me W/ GLXSGXW [Prod. IOF]

Fibonacci Flow

Shout out to @scummusic for being so nice and hopping on this track with me. He makes amazing music go listen to him now!!

SuiSai: No self worth im selfish and worthless cant help this they think its fake cause they cant relate
watch the world go by, yeah ill just lag behind
look at these cold eyes and all that they despise oh oh

yeah dont know why they cannot hear me
are they choosing to just ignore and look away?
im used to that shit anyway oh oh
cause im screaming my lungs out
dreaming till the suns up
leave me in ash and dust ill see you again when its all done

Scum: I feel boring, not important
waste my time while yall are soaring
i dont wanna be the one to let you down no
feeling really hopeless you can watch me drown now
whys it gotta be like this people are so quick to switch
i just always moan and bitch i guess i had enough of it
yeah i guess i had enough of it
i hope time can heal
i hope time can heal

SuiSai: yeah dont know why they cannot hear me
are they choosing to just ignore and look away?
im used to that shit anyway oh oh
cause im screaming my lungs out
dreaming till the suns up
leave me in ash and dust ill see you again when its all done

it's all done ~ w/ scum [p. ocean]

i just wanna stop feeling so sick

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

blackheartemoji

spotify

characters

GXING THE DISTANCE

didn't feel right to do w/o the boy @guardinmusic , hope y'all get this stuck in your heads.

s/o to @ _ikiryo_art on insta for the pretty visual

lyrics:

[flowars]
Everything you do is so damn perfect
Even when you're killing me
I love the way you look with bloodstained lips, so sexy
You can suck me dry until I'm dead or dying I'm okay with either,
Only for the monster with my heart in hand will I ever suffer

I'll protect you fallen angel, and your demons too
I don't hate you for your nature, I'm a monster too
Tear my heart to pieces and I'll piece it back together
Just to keep the peace I'll suffer with you for forever

Happy will never matter as long as you get your way,
I'm happy just to have you but it's suicide to stay
Who am I today, who are you but sorrow?
Sometimes I dread tomorrow, I feel my life is borrowed
Sometimes my chest feels hollow, and that's just because she swallowed

My sweet temptress, evil empress, poison princess don't lose interest
I might distress, I get so depressed when you leave me; cold and bleeding

Everything you do is so damn perfect
Even when you're killing me
I love the way you look with bloodstained lips, so sexy
You can suck me dry until I'm dead or dying I'm okay with either,
Only for the monster with my heart in hand will I ever suffer

[guardin]
she likes the way my hands glide
up her hipbones in the moonlight
kiss my chest and 
leave an imprint
lost my mind again
girl don't trip it's
like whatever
my heart isn't together
my mind is in the sky with chance of cloudy weather
it's okay if i let her down she'll find someone better
if lying to myself is what it takes then imma let her drown
and i can drown too
these bottles in my bedroom
they comfort me in silence sippin' violently like you do
the corner of my lip is split from smoking like a damn fool
if words don't have a meaning why the fuck i got these tattoos?

[flowars]
I'm just food for you my love
Break my rib and suck my blood
I'm just food for you my love
Drink till you're drunk
Or I'm ash and dust

Don't gaze too deep in her eyes
There's a pain that she could never hide
You wear such a pretty disguise
Lure me and I'm so mesmerized

you're a blood sucking pest and I know
love is a test and I'll pass another go

bloodsucker (feat. guardin)

bloodsucker ft. guardin (prod. 8milotb)

Diaspora

Days Like This (feat. Khalid)

Long Live Mexico

Rockstar Ft. Nav

is this how it ends

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Listen on Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/01N45MOqOIZVnCzm6dJJGv?si=WXGQ199_RvGf7sjZAYJKSg
Instagram: www.instagram.com/slzzpa/
Art by: https://www.instagram.com/sunspitter/
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Sleepa X HKFiftyOne X Lucy Fer - Limbo (prod. Smokerose)

guardin - sayonara to my bubble wrap

Prod: https://soundcloud.com/metlast
Ekeon: https://soundcloud.com/ekeonkilledit

is this how it ends

demxntia 🌐🖤

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