Half-Deserving

A little thing I wrote back in early november of this year. I want to thank my dear friend Pasta for the lovely voicemail you left me last year. I only just heard it the other day when I was clearing out my messages. This is the first song I'm releasing, but hopefully not the last! Best, Ellen

Song For An Afternoon (demo)

finally working on something other than the ep

i cant keep whatever isnt mine
you never listen, but its not like you even try
i can feel you turning away from me
like its nothing
ill try it again

like its nothing 
ill try it again

i cant keep whatever isnt mine
i make friends with the bottles
they hold me when i cry

and after all this time
im still losing my mind
over something ive lost to time

death by alcohol poisoning
death by alcohol poisoning

i cant keep whatever isnt mine
you never listen, but its not like you even try
i can feel you turning away from me
like its nothing
ill try it again

death by alcohol poisoning

alcohol poisoning (demo)

August 22 2024 never revised should get on that lots to do so little time

Anchor Me Automata  _Fell Off (The Pendulum)

Pray for rain v1

Hole in the wall

the lights surround the table where i lay
ive spent my entire life dreading this day
i fear ive lost my ways
you call it crazy but, i call it tame

i cant keep whatever isnt mine
you never listen, but its not like you even try
i can feel you turning away from me
like its nothing, ill try it again

and after all this time
im still losing my mind
over something ive lost to time
you stand around and watch as i cry

you stand around and watch as i cry
you stand around and watch as i cry

my mother warns me "youre brewing up a storm"
i like to drink until i cant feel it anymore
our dream links are only fading out
you call it crazy, i call it comfort sounds

i cant keep whatever isnt mine
i make friends with the bottles they hold me when i cry
and i can hear them making a fool of my name
and you do nothing, im crashing again

and after all this time
im still losing my mind
over something ive lost to time
you stand around and watch as i die

i cant keep whatever isnt mine
i try it once, give it up without a try
the rain falling onto my skin feels right
i feel nothing, nothings the same

death by alcohol poisonning

Drifter

I can’t teach you how to play guitar
But I can be your boy tonight 
I wouldn’t ever lie to those dark moon eyes
I’d ask you if you’re all mine
All mine

Half-Deserving

Denosoar

Related tracks