my first and only friend
born on the fall solstice
i’m putty in her hands
and her fingertips

i want your eyes and lips
i miss your chapstick kiss
i want your legs and hips
i miss your chapstick kiss
you know i do (you know i do)

my first and only love
the one i grew up with
oh, when in loneliness
is it me you miss?

i want your eyes and lips
i miss your chapstick kiss
i want your legs and hips
i miss your chapstick kiss
you know i do

(jinxy meow)

written, recorded, performed, mixed, & mastered by Steven Pryce JR.

chapstick kiss

beat prod by: cxrter x wisssery
written and performed by: @reject333 x @darkfurei

ouu im rlly sorry + @darkfurei (p. cxrter x wisssery)

Breaking Up (Ft. Jupiluxe) [Prod. Pekarot]

make no sense w/ popularreject

prod. @splashgvng and @babieyummo

Mixed and mastered by @Holt-Stairs

dallas (prod. splashgvng x babieyummo)

sometimes i feel like a ghost in a crowd
its purgatory and i wont make it out
im not alive and i dont really know how
i got no voice youll never hear if i shout

i know im dead to you, but i got unfinished business that i gotta do like
tell you that i love you still,
even if i never made enough to pay the bills

im working hard in death
got so much on my plate i never catch my breath
i swear it helps to know that im already dead

sometimes i feel like im a ghost

like im dead, like my coffin is my bed
i want to finally rest, but your voice is in my head
ive haunted this whole town, but im still left feeling down
youre the only one i want
i cant have you, i cant touch you,
im a ghost

i know you wont look my way
its done this time i know itll stay
each day act my part in the play
i know youre gonna say, that i just need to pray

i need to find something that makes me feel magic
i guess thats weed and alcohol makes me manic
i try to be okay now but its too tragic

sometimes i feel like im a ghost

like im dead, like my coffin is my bed
i want to finally rest, but your voice is in my head
ive haunted this whole town, but im still left feeling down
youre the only one i want
i cant have you, i cant touch you,
im a 
ghost

Ghost (Unplugged)

ghost (unplugged version)

produced by cxrter & mackk
📸: hannah elkins

lyrics:
(mackk)
tell me now is this what you wanted
leaving it all behind 
couldn't ever see it before now 
i know
wanna try letting my guard down
whatever it takes
you know I'd give up my life
if you say so 

want you to be happy 
cause believe me that's what I want to
but time moves on & so do people you love
i know you had to 
come in & turn off the light now
this time just do not feel right now
consequence lead me to bleed so
this ain't that something we need no

tell me now is this what you wanted
leaving it all behind 
couldn't ever see it before now 
i know
wanna try letting my guard down
whatever it takes
you know I'd give up my life
if you say so 

(notahero)
i already dealt with too much bullshit 
don’t get me started
if i pull up and there’s nothing to drink then hero’s departed
in the back and i’m carsick
don’t speak to me i’m nauseous
i’m not toxic i’m honest
i’m not stupid it’s just that i’m modest
i will not save u i’m notahero
pulled up 4 deep singing limbo
lately i’ve been losing my mind
i’m just tryna do what’s right
i would give u my life
i would give u my heart if i had one
catch me in the photo in the background
i’m off the walls n i’m never finna come down
imma see u this sunday hit u like touchdown
and she warm like summer
eyes like sundown
all she wanna do is see me blow on soundcloud
and that’s all i could ask for
just open the back door
i keep ashing it cuz i’m nervous there’s nothing left on this cigarette
i’m tryna find my purpose

cxrter, mackk, & notahero - aurora (prod. cxrter x mackk)

I’ve been running a muck
Fucking it up again
I say that i won’t
But I just keep falling in
My head
in My head
I just wish they would stop
they don’t even make much sense
I punish myself
For not being perfect, in
My head
in My head

round and around and around and around they go
there's a brief moment of silence
'till I hurt myself again
round and around and around and around I run
I keep looking for an answer
But sometimes there isn't one

I’ve been running a muck
Fucking it up again
I say that i won’t
But I just keep falling in
My head
in My head
I just wish they would stop
they don’t even make much sense
I punish myself
For not being perfect, in
My head
in My head

When you’re sad about nothing
nothing makes it any better
I displace all my feelings
You must be the reason I’m bitter
I’m always looking for something
my feelings pull me along
They take my hand and they guide me
Reassure me that everything’s wrong

I’ve been running a muck
Fucking it up again
I say that i won’t
But I just keep falling in
My head
in My head
I just wish they would stop
they don’t even make much sense
I punish myself
For not being perfect, in
My head
in My head

my head

my head (prod. Irby)

i dont want you to see my face
i dont want to feel this pain
i just want to go away
want to leave, im forced to stay
honestly my soul is aching
theres no hell, you'd be mistaken
you dont see the bones im breaking
im so tired i cannot take it

stepping through the stones in the valley of death
did all i could do, i gave it all of my breath
breaking all the promises that i ever kept
falling to the floor, and then the heavens, they wept

letter

letter (prod steezy prime x blocktane x nate2timez)

Lyrics:

I’d give my all for you Whatever you want me to just say the word and I’ll give you control You fill the void that’s inside of my soul I’d give my all for you Whatever you want me to just say the word and I’ll give you control You fill the void that’s inside of my soul I’ve been okay Life’s been a wreck since you got in my way All my decisions revolve around you When I close my eyes all I see is your face I see your face You’re all I need Nothing else matters when you’re next to me All my decisions revolve around you I don’t need blood if you’re my family it all comes back to you it all comes back to you I’d give my all for you Whatever you want me to just say the word and I’ll give you control You fill the void that’s inside of my soul I’d give my all for you Whatever you want me to just say the word and I’ll give you control You fill the void that’s inside of my soul let go, let go all of the secrets you always said I wouldn’t hold I know, I know Every single thing that led us deep into a hole you never will change, too hard to maintain I do the same thing, check back in the mainframe too many pieces, too many reasons, just another regret I couldn’t keep it but it all goes back to you follow the trail and that’s what I’ll do eaten alive, didn’t want it to it’s just the end of the line, and that’s all I knew I’d give my all for you Whatever you want me to just say the word and I’ll give you control You fill the void that’s inside of my soul I’d give my all for you Whatever you want me to just say the word and I’ll give you control You fill the void that’s inside of my soul

all for you

all for you w/ Two:22 (prod. demxntia x imjustjoey)

Recorded in Holt Stairs Studio
Produced, Mixed, and Mastered by @Holt-Stairs
Feature by @adam47
Cover Art by Kill Xero

I Don't Remember That (feat. Adamn Killa)(prod. Holt Stairs)

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