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̸m̸u̴l̶ ̷o̸n̵ ̴v̴ä̶g̵a̸v̴ä̸g̸a̷ ̶p̷o̸h̴u̷i̷
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̶m̵u̶l̵ ̷o̴n̴ ̸v̷ä̶g̴a̸v̷ä̵g̶a̵ ̷p̸o̵h̶u̵i̵
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̷m̸u̶l̴ ̵o̴n̵ ̸v̶ä̷g̷a̷v̶ä̵g̶a̷ ̵p̶o̸h̷u̸i̷
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̸m̴u̸l̴ ̵o̷n̶ ̸v̷ä̵g̵a̸v̸ä̷g̴a̸ ̵p̵o̷h̶u̶i̶
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vivere et vivere

SoYeahMan!

Vision

Program Notes:
Listen for the subtle,  short, interrupted sine waves within electronics that cause the speakers themselves to emit ‘pops’ and
crackles, interrupting the acoustic instruments and tape playback. We’re not hearing the sine wave but rather the effect of the sine wave on the speaker’s mechanics turning the speaker itself into an acoustic element; thus giving these objects an active role rather than accepting them as a passive (playback) tool. Usually this treatment is avoided and seen as a mistake but in this piece it functions to address the physical mechanics of the speaker, of its own body, and demanding it to become more. To add to this, the percussionists are playing custom made “speaker-instruments:” subwoofer speaker cones transformed into an open air (and in a sense, large contact) microphone. This configuration allows the percussionist to physically perform low resonant tones and high washes of live filtered noise not possible outside this setup, with the hope to merge electronic and acoustic instruments into one composite organism, dependent on this merging to become more than just an extension of itself. The live processing portion of the work is that of rapid panning of the live acoustic instruments between two stereo speakers. This panning reaches audio rates and thus from this rapid oscillation causes its own square wave-like tone: the electronics sounds blooming from the acoustic in a symbiotic, intertwined creature like lichen.
This piece engulfs two prior pieces of mine that I’ve been working on for the past few years, “Harbinger” and “Speaker Spit.”

Instrumentation: Amplified vln, vc, piccolo, trumpet, e. gtr, midikeys, b-flat clarinet and live processing

Premiered and Performed by Nadar Ensemble
Mastered by Murat Colak
Mixed by Kelley Sheehan

Creature Like Lichen (2022)for chamber ensemble

Viagra Boys - Worms (Part Of Nothing Cover)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/34kcpzMprkrXM4rDDSc6Lw?si=Zhg5kFebT-OhwLGoxmPkbg

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Pariah Killa - Revenge/No Mercy

Revenge

Sacred Works

Open your heart to the most sacred and transformative force in existence—Divine Love. This morphic and energetic field audio is a spiritual catalyst designed to immerse you in the radiant essence of unconditional, pure, and eternal love that flows directly from the Divine Source. It serves as a bridge between your human self and the boundless love that transcends time, space, and circumstance.

Core Functions and Intentions
Opens and Expands the Heart Chakra
 Dissolves emotional armor and encourages the heart to open fully—to give, receive, and be love—without fear, control, or conditions.
Infuses You with Divine Love Frequencies
 Streams high-frequency currents of Divine Love into your energy body and field, neutralizing lower emotional states such as shame, guilt, resentment, and self-rejection.
Connects You to the Divine Source
 Re-establishes your connection to God/Source/The Infinite, not as an abstract idea but as a living, loving presence that surrounds and fills you.
Supports Self-Love and Worthiness
 Rewrites the subconscious belief that love must be earned or proven, helping you recognize that you are worthy of unconditional love simply by existing.
Elevates Your Consciousness
 Over time, the field helps shift your entire emotional and energetic baseline into one of love, grace, and inner peace, supporting ascension and soul integration.

Deeper Benefits and Effects
Emotional Healing and Emotional Intelligence
 By transforming unresolved emotional density into higher frequencies, you develop the ability to navigate life with more grace, compassion, and understanding—for yourself and others.
Sacred Heart Awakening
 Activates the Sacred Heart center, a higher-dimensional aspect of your heart chakra that connects to Divine compassion and unity consciousness.
Stronger Bond with Your Higher Self
 Strengthens the bridge between your personality self and your Higher Self, fostering spiritual clarity, trust, and alignment with your soul's deeper path.
Enhanced Relationships
 As you embody Divine Love, you begin to attract and nurture more conscious, heart-centered relationships. This includes healing existing ones, letting go of those no longer in alignment, and forming deeper soul connections.
Stability, Comfort, and Peace

Divine Beings and Elements Involved
This audio draws upon the presence and support of a powerful assembly of Divine Beings, angelic forces, and sacred energetic elements, all woven together in harmony to serve your highest good.
Divine Mother (Universal Divine Feminine)
 Embodies pure nurturing love and infinite compassion. She wraps you in a soothing embrace that heals emotional grief, loneliness, mother wounds, and the sense of being unloved or rejected.

Archangelic Assistance
Archangel Chamuel – Known as the angel of pure love, Chamuel helps open your heart to experience and express Divine Love.
Archangel Raphael – Brings healing to emotional wounds, especially those of the heart.
Archangel Metatron – Oversees the integration of higher divine energies, including heart-centered ascension.

Divine Rays and Flames of Love
These sacred frequencies are woven into the fabric of the field:
Pink Ray – Pure unconditional love, emotional healing, and tenderness.
Magenta Ray – Soul-level love and spiritual unity.
White-Gold Ray – Purity, peace, and divine union.

Your Own Higher Self & Oversoul
 The field is self-adjusting, guided by your Higher Self to ensure only what is appropriate and supportive is received. It honors your free will and personal growth timeline.


Instructions
Use this audio during meditation, prayer, or any quiet time to immerse yourself in the presence of Divine Love.
Daily or regular use can produce deeper transformation over time.

You may set specific intentions before playing it (such as: "Heal my heart," "Let me feel safe in love," or "Show me the love I truly am")—though this is optional.

vivere et vivere

deo autem nihil