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22 years on this planet and I've never felt so worthless. One deep step in the waste disposal center of the International Despair Foundation and ill sink into my own waste. Motionless, yet like quicksand. I'm not special. I'll drown just like you.

MUSIC VIDEO HERE - https://youtu.be/RZDp1OZYxcE

PROD: @SSJCXRPSE
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
Just another number
Punch it in your system
Catalog all my issues
Follow everything that me and my sins do
Who gon wake me up from my slumber
Who gon wake me up and tell me what I missed
Who gon pry my eyelids open with a pair of toothpicks
I don't wanna stay asleep they all mock attempts to stay unique
Frankly, I'm not special
Find it hard to breathe when it's stressful
World is so polluted all these gasses all these fumes already had them all
Adderall and opium inside the water
I don't wanna bother staying relevant when this planet dead already
Said that they will fix it if we give them all our money
Then they go and dump it underneath the bridges that we burnt
Wait your turn you ain't even first

[CHORUS]
Used to feeling being watched
Used to wake up in a rush
On the weekend doing misdeeds
I'm not even on the cusp
Had a dream that I turned to slush
It'll never be enough
Tell my momma that I'm sorry
Beginning of the end of the story

[VERSE]
I'm a nobody
Still feel like nothing
I'm an ant with a magnifying glass that be watching
I don't need nobody
Hate the look of my body
Ain't no need to cuddle
Had me hooked
But the memory is foggy
It's been too strong of a pull reel me in and then my will to live atrophy
Ain't no saving anymore please

[CHORUS]
Used to feeling being watched
Used to wake up in a rush
On the weekend doing misdeeds
I'm not even on the cusp
Had a dream that I turned to slush
It'll never be enough
Tell my momma that I'm sorry
Beginning of the end of the story

International Despair Foundation Waste Disposal Service (Single)

International Despair Foundation Waste Disposal Service

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International Despair Foundation Waste Disposal Service [prod. cxrpse]

[KAMASUTRA 9G]
SILENCE OF THE LAMB!
x8

[SCARLETBRIDES]
SHIVERING IN THE DARKNESS OF YOUR SILENCE, AYE!
YOUR SCREAMS TURN TO CRIES FROM MY VIOLENCE.
I'M TOO FAR GONE IN THE MOSHPIT.
I'M TOO FAR GONE IN THE MOSHPIT.
MY UNEXPRESSED EMOTIONS NEVER DIE QUICK, RUN.
MY BLADES ALWAYS HITS WHEN I HIT LICKS.
I'M TOO FAR GONE IN THE MOSHPIT.
I'M TOO FAR GONE IN THE MOSHPIT.

SILENCE! FT. KAMASUTRA 9G

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @audioabomination

(the lyrics are pretty bad but many people have asked for them)
lyrics:
im overdosed by emotions and my pain 
i feel im wasted of my mind and all my lyrics in my head 
do you really think that I'm just pretending and i am playing a game?
i'd want to talk about my money like you all  but i'm not the same 

im not a kid who needs to prove you that im here to be a little noticed 
Instead i'm talking bout how now i feel, bypassing these narcissists
you think my shit's so boring and all the same, but i am the same in life 
I'm still feeling really bad, and as long as that i'll forever remember that knife

i can spit on all your faces when you look at me 
i'd like to stay in the shadows and shallows 
im digging me to six feet deep 

i was taking all the bullshit with patience 
but patience is dead so im vacant  
i swallow my blood and im faking it 
i faking like i was happy yeah  

so im taking  
to faking 
to make it
no questions 
don't feel 
so elation  
it's like 
a depression 

against all the pressure  
im walking a messed up
my skin is so wasted
i cant holding on! 

i fucked up, im still fucking wasted now

i cant fucking holding on now 
i'd like to have a gun to shoot my stupid brains out 
i dont give a single fuck about you with me or you not 
if you we're not with me that time when i was need to see a little hope

exhaustion. [prod. svrviiive]

flex ft. ant (14papi)

AINT NO TIME TO FUCKING PLAY w/ GOTH (PROD. FRDM)

EmptyEmpathy Prod. DED333

Mixed and Written by Big Roshi
Produced by Monty Datta

Lyrics:
How can I love you when I cant love myself
How can I trust you when I dont trust myself
I put faith in your decisions and your heart
You can hold me together or rip me apart

You can get all of what I give you from someone else
But you still say that you dont want no one else
At first it scared me how much I saw thru your smile
Your imperfections could keep me enthralled for miles

You actually make me happy
But please baby dont think im sappy
This aint a love song or sad one no
This is me saying your the last of my hope

I dont want love if its not you and me
Not scared of your name this for you tori
I cant say that I love you no not yet
But ill stay by you as long as you let

But I cant promise that my head wont change
So baby please just understand my twisted brain
I spend everyday contemplating killing myself
I dont wanna hurt you but Im not well

Faith +Monty Datta

PROD. @k_ai_se_r
MIX&MASTER @k_ai_se_r
FEATURING @fuckapache



[VERSE 1 @fuckapache]

i got that
scope on my ar
fast like a jaguar
opps on my radar
thrash like slayer
vest made of kevlar
u a waste of space bra
jacket out of leather
looking like a beggar

murder is my only thought
hit you with the killshot
get some rope and tie a knot
then i fuck another thot


cuz im a fucking maniac
aiming at your fucking neck
shooting mags out of my tec
then im balling like im sheck

my weapons biotech
sipping triple sec
dont give a fuck bout gangs aye

[VERSE 2 STRIDA]

omen thunder godfist 
devil gene my blood im toxic
swinging lightnings through the sonic
mishimas are catastrophic

death is lurkin in the shadows
i feel like i decompose
bury me like pharaos
im a god you are too close

stridin thru depths im the man ay
bruisin the bitches to death ay
put you to sleep like some xans ay
bury you next to your friends ay


bitch i still feel like apache
i got shooters they go nasty
for a coin to feed their family
so they rip your spine casually
20 clips run a ralley
drill your head paint the valley
our quest - mercenaries

k9 by my side
war dogs off the leash
your life on the line
no odds for prestige

MANIAC FT. APACHE [PROD. KAISER]

Written by Big Roshi and Ak
Mixed by Big Roshi
Produced by Poloboy81

Lyrics:

Roshi
I used to stay up till 2am playin my gamecube
Play that $ki mask track where he say achoo
I dont care what you do boi stay in school
Steady lookin up to me like pizza on the roof

Ak
Used to play atari now i wanna whip a rari
Pull up on yo bitch and she ride me like a harley
Got the 4 door car with my bodygaurds behind me
aint no body rob me aint nobody finna try me

How the fuck am I crazy y'all been takin peyote
Chillin in the woods thinkin yo dumbass a coyote
Weird clvn shit rock it to the motion
Locomotive finna pop a potion
Fuckin up a function

And I always got versace
Someone fucking watch me man I pull up onna half a xan and me her do pilates
kick it like karate but im spicy like wasabi
and I do her body sloppy that my mf hobby

jock
Cuttin up a rock
Bitch steady hatin while she suckin on my cock

Woman confuse me bruh

I dont know how it work for them but
They love me when they hate me

I smoke weed
I smoke blunts
28gs
Stuff it in a blunt

Chillin in the cut
Grabbin on her but
If she fuckin wit the demon
Then she better shut it up

Ya them hoes stay hatin cause Im rockin with my haitians bitch im chillin with jamaicains but yo ass steady hatin cus im ballin on dem bitches and Im skatin
kick flip tre flip bitch flip
pls j hit my line cus i wanna get my dick licked
sick shit
hoes walkin up but i gotta be quick with the hit stick
gotta be quick on my sick shit
make her do the splits she go slip slip

Ion like yip yap talk
Or no kiss n tell bitch
One finger down her throat
Four fingers in the snitch
If the pussy talkin shit
Throw his in the abyss
Rip malcolm
His songs are always hits

I dont know you boy you cannot take a hit of nun uh dis
Pack a woody till she leakin like ill do to one yo kids
Im not savage im just honest im a jar without a lid
Not good at cardio but im still runnin from the feds
Got a multi thousand dollar company without no help
Every time I make a rack I put that shit up on a shelf
Still make enough to flex on yall and look out for myself
I aint try be a hero Im just tryna live in wealth

But its not a legal company
You think I want your company
Sometimes i play some cardi b
Cmon i said that with loyalty

Hard times
I been up just spazzin thinkin bout some shit like all night
Shut off all my brain and lose myself inside these coke lines
Never fuckin sleepin stayin up until I see the light
Drinkin 40s poppin 30s make it so ion feel alive
Dont care bout what you say lil boi youll never be inside my life

Big Roshi x Ak - Nun Uh Dis +Poloboy81

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F4ThPo_AJ7U

prod. @fatalm

LYRICS:

I don't hate nobody, ain't nobody gonna help me though.
Living how I live and ain't nobody gonna tell me don't.
I don't give a shit and everybody probably feels the same.
Doing what I do till everybody fucking knows my name.

Feel like the Wizard of Oz, am I legend or am I a god?
Give you a brain in the place of your straw,
Leaving them shocked and I leave them in awe.
I'm the man in charge, beat the odds, got the fuck up out of Dodge,
World gonna keep aging, changing, gonna give this shit a quick fix like a new mod.
I'm like the Pumpkin King, when it comes to summoning,
all my restless spirits, you gon' hear it, we ain't mumbling.
Where the fuck they go? I don't know, somewhere hot or cold,
It don't fucking matter, I would rather get on with the show.

All these fucking people, but I can't relate.
Look at what you're doing, you should be ashamed.
People in the world, sometimes they got me low,
but I ain't even tryna hate nobody though.

I don't hate nobody, ain't nobody gonna help me though.
Living how I live and ain't nobody gonna tell me don't.
I don't give a shit and everybody probably feels the same.
Doing what I do till everybody fucking knows my name.

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LIVING HOW I LIVE (PROD. FATAL-M) [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW]

ALL OF A SUDDEN

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MIXED: @zyrom // @ele_wav

ELE  x VERMIN - GARDEN OF HELL  [PROD. ELE x ZYROM]

VYX BLV$ - I CAME WITH BROKEN TEETH (PROD. HXNJV)

theres been dust in my being 
whys it tough to be free 
youve been speaking to me 
but ive been deff from the dream 
now we dance in sleep
hold hands in peace 
was all me didnt see it 
sorry for all inconvenience 
give me signs wanna feel fine
high beam my mind binds 
remind me your beauty and guide me through the timeline 
ill love you 
ill trust 
ill never give up you
dont let me slip up to 
fall back in the muck you

take me right now 
help me find out 
what ive been longing for 
im tired sour and im out
of motive 
bye now

dust

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MANIAC FT. APACHE [PROD. KAISER]

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