if god was real I wouldn't want to kill myself

before you go

pessimist

https://soundcloud.com/teenpregnancy

♡ LYRICS ♡

ion really wana wake up
she doesn't know what the pain does x 2

you wouldn't even write to me then
and now you want me in your bed 
Im a substance something you depend 
I've got you locked up tied until the end 

just get me fucked up ion wana think
fuck the club I got blood in my sink 
it ain't enough na Im stacking up sins
she hit my number and I ain't answering

I just wana fucking make it out
Im eating chemicals until I drown x 2 

I put my hoodie on and its rose pink
she woke me up from my comatose quick
I said Im sorry mom but ima go in 
cause when I die I want the world to notice 

so get me fucked up ion wana think
fuck the club I got blood all up in my fucking sink 
it ain't enough i'll be stacking up my fucking sins
she hit my number and I ain't answering

drown (prod. teen pregnancy)

heaven knows i am isolation

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wEXltVKtxaQ

will things ever change... [prod. AURA] (Music Video Link In Description)

prod. ryini

the lights turn gray
in my suburban home
i wanna make a friend
but I’m better alone
i tried to fucking change, but it doesn’t work
so now i see why you’re with him and i’m still hurt

i know i that i should probably just go to sleep
and pray to god the demons take my life from me
but i don’t think that god is real, so i need help
if god was real i wouldn’t wanna kill myself(x2)

i hope he gives you the world, just to take it away
cause only then would you be able to feel my pain
please forget about the scars that are on my face
cause you’ll see them once again before you’re in the grave

it’s no fun no fun no fun to play
with a girl that doesn’t love you, or a guy who’s the same
so i’m turning off the system cause my life is a game
and i think i need some time for my life to update

it’s all over
i’m not sober
don’t come over
it’s all over
it’s all over
since october
don’t come over
i’m not sober

i'm not sober, are you?

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University Of Death

university of death (intro) [prod. by Mike Frost & andeo]

no samples
prod. 1080p dreams

lyrics:
I've got anger issues but I don't care
I don't like being misused and treated unfair
if you disrespect me, I'm taking issue with you
don't energize my anger issues
doing my best to stay calm 
and trying not to yell
but half the people that I've known can die and go to hell
talking down on me like it's the latest fashion
try it again and see what happens
extra bonus points if you do it in my own home
all that shit you say might get you knocked in the dome
feeling so enraged
I'm about to flip a switch
why do I always end taking other people's shit?
I never act assertive
and rarely stand my ground
instead I just become a passive-aggressive clown
I wish that for once I could just chill and take the high ground
but all my anger never dies out
I've got anger issues but I don't care
I don't like being misused and treated unfair
if you disrespect me, I'm taking issue with you
don't energize my anger issues
I've got anger issues but I don't care
I don't like being misused and treated unfair
if you disrespect me, I'm taking issue with you
don't energize my anger issues
wondering every day where people get all their nerve
what purpose does your rude ass behavior even serve?
all that shit you say just leaves you looking mad weak
and I'm still pissed off about last week
I can't stop and talk cause right now I'm in the zone
max adrenaline, shadowboxing all alone
I know all of this should have been long done with 
so why am I still upset about shit from months ago?
what if I looked at this from a new perspective
are other people dicks or am I just too sensitive?
as if dumb shit has never slipped out of my mouth
when will my anger ever die out?
I promised myself that I wouldn't let this get to me
but I still remember all of that shit that you said to me
if you're not part of my inner circle, you're dead to me
a potential friend's just a potential enemy
I've got anger issues but I don't care
I don't like being misused and treated unfair
if you disrespect me, I'm taking issue with you
don't energize my anger issues
I've got anger issues but I don't care
I don't like being misused and treated unfair
if you disrespect me, I'm taking issue with you
don't energize my anger issues

Stream on Spotify

anger issues

wraith - streetlight

willy nebraska

prod by: https://soundcloud.com/remghost

LYRICS
tell me how to do this without you 
it's been so hard tho 
tell me why you cant be there 
when things get hard to follow 
never thought i'd be so scared of life
but now you're gone oh 
i just wish that you would meet me 
in the back tomorrow 
oh you're slipping thru my fists
tell me how to deal with it 
need to chill just get a grip 
i don't wanna go back there 
i was acting stupid
couldn't even seem to care 
if i got thru it
if i would wake up in the morning 
didnt give a shit
sleeping all my life away 
or staying up by taking pills
friends dont got the ime of day 
to hear bout how i fuckin feel 
i was wrong cause they're all gone now
hear my songs and now you know how
i couldn't tell you if you woulda been there
would i still be here today 
i couldn't tell you that but i think you know 
that i could have used a friend that day 
tell me how to do this without you 
it's been so hard tho 
tell me why you cant be there 
when things get hard to follow 
never thought i'd be so scared of life
but now you're gone oh 
i just wish that you would meet me 
in the back tomorrow 
oh you're slipping thru my fists
tell me how to deal with it 
need to chill just get a grip 
i don't wanna go back there 
i was acting stupid
couldn't even seem to care 
if i got thru it
if i would wake up in the morning 
didnt give a shit
sleeping all my life away 
or staying up by taking pills
friends dont got the ime of day 
to hear bout how i fuckin feel

i'm not sober, are you?

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