Waiting 4 U

a consequence of lack of caring
is all i know 
i gave it up  and tracked the hours
still its at my throat

i guess that im not surprised
given my situation
i know he didnt survive
should’ve been education

it didn’t take too long
where did we go wrong baby
guess i’m not that strong
i guess better im gone 

save me 

so why am i so cold inside
i wanna break my bones
so it’s time  that i take control
i don’t need it but i can’t let go
i can’t let go
i feel so cold inside
i wanna break my bones
so it’s time that i take control
i don’t need it but i can’t let go
i can’t let go
and i feel so cold

cold (meutry + wh1tespxce + jxzzytrip)

how could i let you down
i’m puking my stomach out
i’m drinking at noon again
i see the end before starting out

maybe one day i’ll do it right
well make amends
and we’ll iron out
everything that you said to me
everything that i lied about 

you’re like a parasite inside me 
i’ll cut you out 
and save myself 

the time is so confining 
ill lock you out
the cage myself 

you’re like a parasite
but feed off my soul
let me go
i wanted something more
but i didn’t know
that it’s all
for naught
sorry to say

parasite (nihil2free)

Don’t You Ever Sleep

art by dax bailey &  wavvvydan

she said please don’t go
it’s been too much time
you been too far gone
alone don’t you know 

but i said babygirl 
i thought you knew for sure
now im dead and gone
now im dead and gone

what the hell am i supposed to do it’s all wrong (all wrong)
i bet somebody else is in your room
i’m undone 

i’m lost so scared
i just poured another cup
said that this time it’d be different
we know sayings not enough
we could've promised it all
but someone's takin the fall

could've promised it all
someone's taking the fall
could've promised the world
still im done with you girl 

she said please don’t go
it’s been too much time
you been too far gone
alone don’t you know 
but i said babygirl 
i thought you knew for sure
now im dead and gone
now im dead and gone
no what the hell am i supposed to do ?
it’s all wrong all wrong
i bet somebody else is in your room
i’m undone

undone (joalisho)

mixed by @endcreed and artwork by @sirgalliardthefourth
prod. taymxru

SECOND CHANCE (prod.taymxru)

thank you guys so much for the love on this song
—— lyrics

guess i’m not something that you wanted warm
this time is ticking on my back
and it’s been taking shapeless forms

you can go and tell your friends that they were right bout me all along
and these dreams where i can’t speak
and these dreams where i can’t speak
so you went and told your friends that you were right bout me all along
been having dreams where i can’t speak
been having dreams where i can’t speak

guess i’m not something that you wanted warm
this time is ticking on my back
and it’s been taking shapeless forms
(everything after this is freestyled live so the lyrics are different every time we play it)

warm (anticon)

i can’t figure what you are
like a lycan living in the dark
could you find it ?
could you find your heart ?
could you find your heart tonight ?

something’s going
make your mind up
keep on searching
can you find your heart tonight ?
i been stuck in carbonite
so can we give it one more try ?
i know that you lost your light
so can you find your heart tonight ?

wait for me
break for me 
baby tell me where you’re going
we could be make believe
girl just don’t make me
keep on hoping

all of the time we spent
is it irrelevant 
could i redo all it
you’re where my heaven went
long nights make for shortfalls

i could find your heart if it’s something that you want
and i can break your walls if you’re done putting them up
or we can talk this out if you don’t think that it’s love
if you don’t think that it’s love

findurheart (tiresss)

The Fool

in the silence in the downpour
was it all wrong was it meant to be like this

take it all back take it all back take it

running in circles oh baby why you leave me sideways
you look like someone i used to love
i’m speeding highways 

take it off take it wrong take it all
watch my fall dodge my calls

 i’m breaking

broken
look what you did to me i been in misery
don’t know how it all turned out to be memories
blood on the falling leaves forgot all that i believe
i was just tryna give you what you want from me

in the silence in the downpour
was it all wrong was it meant to be like this

take it all back take it all back take it
(take it off take it wrong take it all)

No

DEREK RINSEMA