Track 5 of "Mic Check, Please!", a "Check, Please!" inspired EP!

Fun fact: this was one of the last songs I wrote for this project! I realized I needed more songs from Bitty’s perspective to even it out, so I basically went “I want a song titled ‘this boy’” and just kinda let that idea take me wherever it wanted to go while writing

Song art by https://karin848.tumblr.com/ 
 Mixing/backing vocals by https://soundcloud.com/alecferris  
Read the comic this was inspired by here!: www.checkpleasecomic.com/comic/01-01-01

Mic Check, Please!

this boy

mawce - everybody's worried about owen

How To Let Go · August Greenwood

pretend

LYRICS: 

It can get hard sometimes
Maybe that's just the way i am
(Overthinking)

Wondering if you'll change
How do I know you won't just leave
(Slowly sinking)

Maybe (maybe)
Love ain't (love ain't)
Somethin (somethin)
That you can control
Maybe (maybe]
You're not (you're not)
Someone (someone)
That I'll always know

It's crazy that you care
Crazy that we ever lasted this long
It's crazy that we met
Crazy that we ever fell in love 

And you say
That you can't make me
Trust in a future with you

And it's alright
I've accepted that 
I won't ever have
the strength to believe 
And it's alright
I'd rather let go
Than take a leap of faith
Cuz

It's crazy that you care
Crazy that we ever lasted this long
It's crazy that we met
Crazy that we ever fell in love 

I don't want to believe 
That you can let me go, go
But what I think I perceive
Is stronger than having hope

Hate how I
Get caught up
In all these
fantasies
Of how you
Break my heart
And leave me 
In pieces 
Seeing you
Leaving me
Evokes the
Sweetest pain
Discover
My triggers
And hit replay
Again

I'm just x3
Overthinking
I'm just x3
Torturing myself
I'm just x3
Overthinking
I'm just x3 
Hurting myself
Overthinking...

I would give up my life for you
but I won't choose myself

Overthinking (demo)

originals

cynical fairytale [explicit]

Not mine https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1wBEC-M9Shs just couldn't find it on SoundCloud

Sorry Haha I Fell Asleep- Egg

all credit to chloe moriondo
her yt: https://www.youtube.com/user/ChloeThingsDoes
:D

bugbear - chloe moriondo

Not mine https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v7dA1OsbDeA just couldn't find it on Soundcloud.

Passing Papers- Egg

Dereshi