Ship in a Bottle ~ Fin

Getting sick of scrolling down, down, down, down...

ARCHIVE #01: ANGER

"Who you are and what you have is not, and never will be, enough."

This concept is pushed onto us from the first moments we can remember. We are plunged into a world that defines "success" with such strict boundaries, that we are given no room to be happy with what we have. We're told to improve ourselves, and in pursuit of a happiness that is always just out of reach, we never stop to be happy with what we have. Every waking moment becomes consumed with these messages. Consume, create, consume, create, consume, create, contribute. I want to do more. I want to escape this vicious Cycle.

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Song by Derivakat & Netrum
Production & Mix by Netrum
Lyrics by Derivakat & Kiba https://twitter.com/kibawastaken
Additional Production by Erick Serna & Matt Ferree
Album Art by Qaramello

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Lyrics:
Wake up, first thing
Always tryna get ahead
No more dreaming
Fragments of it in my head

Addiction is compulsory
Agreeing just to disagree
Pull ourselves apart into debris

‘Cause algorithms haunt me, air your dirty laundry
Hang it all on me
Getting sick of scrolling down, down, down, down
Messed up, give me your confession
Never learn our lessons
Getting sick of scrolling down, down, down, down

Start the countdown
Feeding the anxiety
Blacked out, burnt up
We can’t survive this industry

Just say what’s on your mind
Just shut up you’ll be fine
Just keep letting the cycle run you
Over and over and over again

Taunt me, air your dirty laundry
Hang it all on me
Getting sick of scrolling down, down, down, down
Messed up, give me your confession
Never learn our lessons
Getting sick of scrolling down, down, down, down

Within this black spiral, everyone acts entitled
You’re just one more rival, don’t ever meet your idols
Decline to low vitals, don’t care about survival
Just wanna go viral, we feed this vicious cycle

(Take your own time) but it’s always a race
Nobody will care if you come in second place
(Embrace your identity, don’t be afraid)
But only show the artificial life you create

Fight to stay relevant
Disregard our negligence
It’s evident, it’s prevalent
We’ve halted our development
Doomed to repeat this cycle

‘Cause algorithms haunt me, air your dirty laundry
Hang it all on me
Getting sick of scrolling down, down, down, down
Exhausted, think I finally lost it
Drew the line and crossed it
Getting sick of scrolling down, down, down, down

We’re gonna keep falling
Down, down, down, down
The wheel will go on spinning
‘Round ‘round ‘round ‘round
Never escape scrolling
Down, down, down, down
The cycle keeps going
‘Round ‘round ‘round ‘round

Cycle - Derivakat & Netrum

just faking a smile for them :)

ARCHIVE #01: ANGER

anyone else ever get told "you should smile more" and it makes you shrivel up a bit inside. yea this song is about that feeling lol

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Song, Vocal & Mix by Derivakat
Instrument Tracking & Additional Production by @Cartian 
Illustration by Mangdreams https://twitter.com/mangdreams
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Lyrics:
Can’t catch a break, can’t hold this weight
Wear me out, tear me down, I’ll tell you I’m fine
It’s getting rough, I’ve finally had enough
To the point I’m feelin like it’ll eat me alive

Let’s go, do they even know
You’re giving your time up for them
You’re giving your life up for them

Let’s go, go on and put on a show
Just fakin’ a smile for them
Just fakin’ a smile for them

Smile, just bear it for a while
Smile, just bear it for a while

You ask for more but you make a mess
I don’t need you to add on to all of my stress
Waste my time, just get in line
With everyone who thinks it’s fun to cry and whine

Let’s go, do they even know
You’re giving your time up for them
You’re giving your life up for them

Let’s go, go on and put on a show
Just fakin’ a smile for them
Just fakin’ a smile for them

Light a fire, light a fire underneath me
Oh, light a fire, light a fire underneath me
Let’s go, do they even know
You’re giving your time up for them
You’re giving your life up for them

Let’s go, go on and put on a show
Just fakin’ a smile for them
Just fakin’ a smile for them

Smile, just bear it for a while
Smile, just bear it for a while

Smile

Sympathy - LuLuYam

I'm a classic headcase, diagnosed with terminal velocity

ARCHIVE #01: ANGER
Stream the full EP here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/der...

stuck in 2020 hindsight, worrying about regrets...

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Song by Derivakat, @Cartian  & @YukiXK 
Vocal and Mix by Derivakat
Instrument tracking by @Cartian 
Additional writing by @YukiXK 
Art by Sevenchi https://twitter.com/sevenchiart
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Headcase

I did not make this, PARANOiD DJ did! If you like this, go support the original!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPklqk6eJ9k

Signals by PARANOiD DJ

Til death do us part, or a stake to my heart

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Song by Derivakat, Yuki, & Cartian
Vocals by Derivakat & Yuki
Instrument tracking by Cartian
Artwork by Mielzy
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Bite - Derivakat, Yuki, Cartian

Ruthlessness | Epic the Musical: Ocean Saga

Mount Rageous

As I assume you know this is not my song.
https://youtu.be/zjsXWkA2DT4 <- Original
I just kinda like the song so I'm dropping it here cause yuh. Ignore the weird loop at the end and the fact the image is a pokemon image although its The last Airbender. I have a lot of pokemon images and just put them to use here.

I’m a Wildfire (Azula TLA fansong By MilkyyMelodies)

Bow down, I'm your goddess, I'm your queen <3

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Song and Production by Derivakat
Additional writing by Yuki https://twitter.com/Yuki_XK
Mixed and Mastered by BlueDrak3 https://twitter.com/BlueDrak3
Album Art by Qaramello and AlanCrytex
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REIGN - VALORANT Original Song

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