Coiny: TB AND GB SITTING IN A TREE K-I-S-S-I-N-G
Golfball: Shut it, Coiny! I only like Tennis Ball in a "platonic way"

TenGolf

Deri Star

[🖤🗡️AzureTime⛓️💜]

[💜Azure’s Playlist⛓️]

Body-Mother Mother

When I left all my baggage
When I healed all the damage
I got pulled like a magnet to you
Feels like home, it's euphoric
Made it out of the forest
Realigned with your orbit, déjà vu

Crazy how we made in different places
But we end up so close
Call it intuition, some people listen
Some keep their eyes closed
Takes time, happy that I took mine
Followed all the red signs, the signs

Magnets, coming back together, oh-oh-oh-oh
Got me feeling premonitions of us
Open arms like you know me
All our life comes unwoven
And our families are chosen
Magnets, mmm

Magnets

Digital Silence

Lo-Fi_Bfdi

My star - Mrs_shadow

Birds of a Feather  - Lilith Max

leo - despair

Script : 

S: you don't have to bring solar back to make us happy, moon.

M: I promised..

E: no one is telling you, you have to moon.

S: Maybe solar is better off., dead...

M: no.. NO!.. HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT!? HE'S FAMILY!

E: okay but he wouldn't want you to kill someone for him to come back!

M: HOW WOULD YOU KNOW? I KNOW THAT SOLAR DOESN'T WANT TO BE DEAD!

S: you're not a god! You can't bring people back from the dead!

M: YES I CAN I CAN FIX HIM! THATS WHAT WAS MADE TO DO! I AM MOON!

E: There has to be a better option than this.

M: Nothing you say can make me think otherwise that this is what I need to do.

S: Well I hope you're aware that if you do this, Nobody not even solar would be happy with you.

N: Fine. By. Me.


Lyrics:
Be productive

Perform construction

Art of creation

Is what I'm born to be I don't care if it, causes destruction My only goal is to bring him back to me.

I would spare his life if it costs my own I don't give a shit, if I run or I die alone

Watch them cry over his tombstone

The house I live in, doesn't feel like

I'm the better moon, I'm brighter than the older No much I can remember, I'm bom with a painted picture

Hands are bleeding so badly, from trying to fix your pain

Is this who supposed to be?

Is this called insanity?

Nothing working

I'm close to snapping Progress I've made started all over again

What's reality

Am I still dreaming

Look at the clock Or the blood on my hand

I will take a life, he can come back home

I don't care who dies, I will all their fucking bones

This time there no one in my way

...

NO! THAT WAS MY KILL!

I'm not moon, I'm more than just a pebble

I'm space and time itself, I've drawn over my painted picture

new name.

no guilty feelings, bow down and put respect on my

this is who supposed to be!

This is called insanity!!

Insanity - Nexus Song - Mrs Shadow

Cherish In The Dark

keep on chasing stars, wondering where you are...

When you offer a wish to a star, but then all it does is take your hopes and leave you behind. Star Trails is a song that echoes sentiments over and over again. To put your faith and trust in somebody, only for them to leave you behind. And you chase after them, lost and confused, clinging to the remaining memories, hoping for some kind of sign that they will never come back to give you. There’s a desire to hold on, to never admit it’s time to let go.

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Credits:
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Production & Mix by Netrum
Mastered by BlueDrak3
Art by Qaramello

Star Trails

hopelessly we're intertwined but for a moment, you were mine

while initially working on the concept for this album, I gravitated a lot towards writing about stars, meteors and space as metaphors for wishes and the inevitability of an ending to all things. so this song is about meteors that are fated to fall, but that the fleeting existence and the beauty in the fall (we call it a shooting star) is still something that we as humans marvel at and assign hope to through our wishes.

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Credits:
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Additional Production, Mix & Master by BlueDrak3
Artwork by mangdreams

Fall

made by imperfect on youtube
https://youtu.be/viEfhmVlLj4?si=rmyBJeqdG2LXTzrq

PHOENIX - Last Man Standing (Two Time Vs Azure) Forsaken UST

stars aren't made for lasting, burnt out in the end

purpose doesn't always feel inherent. if you haven't yet found it, or once you've lost it, how do you get it back? sometimes you just want to want again. I wrote about this concept in 'Castaway' also thinking about how for some objects in space, they float endlessly and never run into anything else.

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Credits:
Writing by Derivakat and SixteenInMono
Vocals & Mix by Derivakat
Instrumental & Production by SixteenInMono
Mastering by BlueDrak3  
Artwork by Qaramello

Castaway

searching for something to live beyond my days

I think we only really die when someone remembers us for the last time. we live on through our stories, but I feared for so long that I had nothing worthwhile to say to the world, that I would never amount to much and be forgotten with time. but now I've learned that just being alive makes my voice worth being heard. I want to show you who I am through my writing, so let me be that fleeting melody that lingers just a bit longer in your head

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Credits:
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Guitar by StarlightDaryl
Bass by Riptide
Drums by Cartian
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Artwork by Qaramello

Melody

Made by Uki Violeta

Our wonderful Uki Mama.

Deja Vu - Uki Violeta

but the more we go in circles, the less i wanna stay.

in writing this album, I considered a lot about how detesting someone is actually be a desire to be rid of them. a person for whom everyone else puts up with their behavior, but you see them for what they really are. egotistical, selfish, self-destructing. Icarus flying too close to the sun.

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Guitars by Cartian
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Artwork by mangdreams

Downfall

hearts were never meant to last, but they make us feel alive

I wrote this song for me and euni to sing together as a duet! it's a nice, wholesome song about appreciating someone through hard times, even when they're far away. this song was greatly inspired by the phrase "the rain was necessary so the flowers could bloom"

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Credits:
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Vocals by Derivakat and eunivrz
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Album Art by Qaramello

Bloom (feat. eunivrz)

it's been a long time coming, but here it is, i hope you all like it

chords: Dmin G C C7

lyrics:
i’m happy for you
i’m smiling for you
i’d do anything 
for you for you

it’s always for you
and never or me
i need it to stop 
so let me tell you please

i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely 
but i can’t tell you 
that i’m breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden 
there is no ease

i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but, 
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)

how many times
must i keep it inside
i need to let go 
and i swear that i’ve tried

but opening up 
means trusting others
and that’s just too much, 
i don’t want to bother

so i’ll keep it inside 
and bury it deep
i know it’s not healthy 
but you won’t hear a peep

though i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely
i could never tell you
that i’m breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden 
there is no ease

i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but, 
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)

something

buy it here!

feelings are fatal

Mr Kitty - Destroy Me

written by nancy ree (prod handwash/nancy)

give you the moon

Songs of the SMP is out on all streaming platforms! Thank you SO MUCH for all the support this community has shown me over the past couple of weeks, it means the world to me that you enjoy my songs!

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