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HAPPY WHEN :: Lyrics

Now and then I think about it again 
where I am is where I wanted to be
We always said we’d be happier when we became the people we saw in our dreams

But I’m an optimist full of let down 
and a pessimist for the cure 
I’m in need of conversation maybe more 
(You know what I’m saying)
they can call me what they want to 
famous words from truly yours 
I’m just too far too gone to care
(Boring)

Oh what a wonderful day 
am I losing count or am I losing faith 
they always told us fame is a dangerous game 
happiness is fleeting but we’re down for the chase
Will we be happy when?

Listen up you’ve got more than enough
life is running like the water through your hands
The day will come like a title wave sun
time’s a castle but it’s only made of sand

You’re an optimist for the future but a pessimist for the score 
you could settle down and wait forever more
(You know what I’m saying)
You can call it over thinking famous words from truly yours
I’m just too far to gone to care
(Boring)

Oh what a wonderful day 
am I losing count or am I losing faith
they always told us fame is a dangerous game 
happiness is fleeting but we’re down for the chase
Will we be happy when?

optimist full of let down 
and a pessimist for the cure 
I’m in need of conversation maybe more 
Will we be happy when?
call me what you want to 
famous words from truly yours 
I’m just too far too gone to care
Will we be happy when?

ALINEA

HAPPY WHEN

BLEACH :: Lyrics

Sunshine is all I need
Abandon curiosity 
it’s dark but we still sing
you’re faded out apologies 

I can’t imagine doing anything else 
I’m in the clouds but my heads up on a shelf yeah 
come to me with a little Self-help 
no answers to questions I’m really not myself 
never mind that 
wish I got the time back 
is there anybody burning bridges towards the right path?
this is not a callback 
it can happen so fast 
interview the culture of elitists and the scumbags

I want love 
maybe cuz you got none
It’s too much 
all they wants a pop song
No more fun 
you’re everybody’s doctor
Do you feel numb?
Excuses are the problem

Sunshine is all I need
Abandon curiosity 
it’s dark but we still sing
you’re faded out apologies 
these songs are filled with bleach 
go back to the beginning￼￼
It’s dark but we still sing
Your faded out apologies

Another day and I’m lacking motivation 
Rise and shine fill my cup with Temptations 
what can I say all my problems have new faces 
and the one that I wear is the leader I’ve been facing 
never mind that my heart is under attack 
pressure like a vice 
Crushing all the things I want bad 
Write another soundtrack 
put me on a warpath 
poison in the nature of the thrill and the contract

I want love 
maybe cuz you got none
It’s too much 
all they wants a pop song
No more fun 
you’re everybody’s doctor
Do you feel numb?
Excuses are the problem

Sunshine is all I need
Abandon curiosity 
it’s dark but we still sing
you’re faded out apologies 
these songs are filled with bleach 
go back to the beginning￼￼
It’s dark but we still sing
Your faded out apologies
Your faded out apologies

BLEACH

“DOOM n GLOOM” is a rumination about what happiness means in modern society. It was written as a statement that peace of mind is a choice, not a static condition. We believe the voices in our heads and in society will always try to drag us down, but that we have to make a conscious decision to stand against them. Despite emulating an emo anthem, “DOOM n GLOOM” stands against the current discourse as an independent and unique voice.

ANIMUS

DOOM n GLOOM

Getting sick of scrolling down, down, down, down...

ARCHIVE #01: ANGER

"Who you are and what you have is not, and never will be, enough."

This concept is pushed onto us from the first moments we can remember. We are plunged into a world that defines "success" with such strict boundaries, that we are given no room to be happy with what we have. We're told to improve ourselves, and in pursuit of a happiness that is always just out of reach, we never stop to be happy with what we have. Every waking moment becomes consumed with these messages. Consume, create, consume, create, consume, create, contribute. I want to do more. I want to escape this vicious Cycle.

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Song by Derivakat & Netrum
Production & Mix by Netrum
Lyrics by Derivakat & Kiba https://twitter.com/kibawastaken
Additional Production by Erick Serna & Matt Ferree
Album Art by Qaramello

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Lyrics:
Wake up, first thing
Always tryna get ahead
No more dreaming
Fragments of it in my head

Addiction is compulsory
Agreeing just to disagree
Pull ourselves apart into debris

‘Cause algorithms haunt me, air your dirty laundry
Hang it all on me
Getting sick of scrolling down, down, down, down
Messed up, give me your confession
Never learn our lessons
Getting sick of scrolling down, down, down, down

Start the countdown
Feeding the anxiety
Blacked out, burnt up
We can’t survive this industry

Just say what’s on your mind
Just shut up you’ll be fine
Just keep letting the cycle run you
Over and over and over again

Taunt me, air your dirty laundry
Hang it all on me
Getting sick of scrolling down, down, down, down
Messed up, give me your confession
Never learn our lessons
Getting sick of scrolling down, down, down, down

Within this black spiral, everyone acts entitled
You’re just one more rival, don’t ever meet your idols
Decline to low vitals, don’t care about survival
Just wanna go viral, we feed this vicious cycle

(Take your own time) but it’s always a race
Nobody will care if you come in second place
(Embrace your identity, don’t be afraid)
But only show the artificial life you create

Fight to stay relevant
Disregard our negligence
It’s evident, it’s prevalent
We’ve halted our development
Doomed to repeat this cycle

‘Cause algorithms haunt me, air your dirty laundry
Hang it all on me
Getting sick of scrolling down, down, down, down
Exhausted, think I finally lost it
Drew the line and crossed it
Getting sick of scrolling down, down, down, down

We’re gonna keep falling
Down, down, down, down
The wheel will go on spinning
‘Round ‘round ‘round ‘round
Never escape scrolling
Down, down, down, down
The cycle keeps going
‘Round ‘round ‘round ‘round

Cycle - Derivakat & Netrum

Alex on the spot

Immortals

Cover of "Faster Car" by Loving Caliber feat. Anders Lystell and Michael Stenmark, also known as the theme of Aphmau's Mystreet Starlight and Love Love Paradise. Hope you enjoy!

Faster Car Cover

Cover of "Be With You" by Mondays feat. Lucy, also known as the theme of Aphmau's MyStreet Emerald Secret. Hope you enjoy!

Be With You Cover

Tarzan Two Worlds

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