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Hit Me With Your Worst

hopelessly we're intertwined but for a moment, you were mine

while initially working on the concept for this album, I gravitated a lot towards writing about stars, meteors and space as metaphors for wishes and the inevitability of an ending to all things. so this song is about meteors that are fated to fall, but that the fleeting existence and the beauty in the fall (we call it a shooting star) is still something that we as humans marvel at and assign hope to through our wishes.

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Credits:
Writing, Vocals, Production by Derivakat
Additional Production, Mix & Master by BlueDrak3
Artwork by mangdreams

Fall

stars aren't made for lasting, burnt out in the end

purpose doesn't always feel inherent. if you haven't yet found it, or once you've lost it, how do you get it back? sometimes you just want to want again. I wrote about this concept in 'Castaway' also thinking about how for some objects in space, they float endlessly and never run into anything else.

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Credits:
Writing by Derivakat and SixteenInMono
Vocals & Mix by Derivakat
Instrumental & Production by SixteenInMono
Mastering by BlueDrak3  
Artwork by Qaramello

Castaway

but the more we go in circles, the less i wanna stay.

in writing this album, I considered a lot about how detesting someone is actually be a desire to be rid of them. a person for whom everyone else puts up with their behavior, but you see them for what they really are. egotistical, selfish, self-destructing. Icarus flying too close to the sun.

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Credits:
Writing, Vocals, Production & Mix by Derivakat
Guitars by Cartian
Additional Production & Mastering by BlueDrak3
Artwork by mangdreams

Downfall

the reason I'm drawn to the night...

June is a distanced embodiment of constantly working toward a goal that you never quite feel like you reach. for every June you make it to, there is another waiting. so I learned to be content with the journey instead. I get really bad insomnia sometimes, spending late nights writing songs that nobody but me and the stars will hear. but even so, I wouldn’t give up what I do for anything in the world. I want to give making music my all, and I would be content even if I did it just for myself and those empty nights.


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Credits:
Writing by Derivakat and Yuki
Vocals, Production & Mix by Derivakat
Additional Production & Master by BlueDrak3
Art by mangdreams

June

Lyrics by Arin
Produced by Arin

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