just leave me with Eden

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Writing by Derivakat and BlueDrak3
Vocals by Derivakat
Production, Mix & Master by BlueDrak3
Artwork by beauty_fer

Eden

hopelessly we're intertwined but for a moment, you were mine

while initially working on the concept for this album, I gravitated a lot towards writing about stars, meteors and space as metaphors for wishes and the inevitability of an ending to all things. so this song is about meteors that are fated to fall, but that the fleeting existence and the beauty in the fall (we call it a shooting star) is still something that we as humans marvel at and assign hope to through our wishes.

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Artwork by mangdreams

Fall

searching for something to live beyond my days

I think we only really die when someone remembers us for the last time. we live on through our stories, but I feared for so long that I had nothing worthwhile to say to the world, that I would never amount to much and be forgotten with time. but now I've learned that just being alive makes my voice worth being heard. I want to show you who I am through my writing, so let me be that fleeting melody that lingers just a bit longer in your head

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Credits:
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Guitar by StarlightDaryl
Bass by Riptide
Drums by Cartian
Mastering by BlueDrak3
Artwork by Qaramello

Melody

but the more we go in circles, the less i wanna stay.

in writing this album, I considered a lot about how detesting someone is actually be a desire to be rid of them. a person for whom everyone else puts up with their behavior, but you see them for what they really are. egotistical, selfish, self-destructing. Icarus flying too close to the sun.

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Guitars by Cartian
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Artwork by mangdreams

Downfall

the reason I'm drawn to the night...

June is a distanced embodiment of constantly working toward a goal that you never quite feel like you reach. for every June you make it to, there is another waiting. so I learned to be content with the journey instead. I get really bad insomnia sometimes, spending late nights writing songs that nobody but me and the stars will hear. but even so, I wouldn’t give up what I do for anything in the world. I want to give making music my all, and I would be content even if I did it just for myself and those empty nights.


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Credits:
Writing by Derivakat and Yuki
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Art by mangdreams

June

Taurus - TROY

i can't be the only one who feels this way, wishing every night and day won't stay the same

we are stuck in a loneliness epidemic, with a desire to connect with others but no clear way to do it. this repetition of spending every day isolated, staring at my ceiling at the end of the day, wondering if things will ever change.

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Credits:
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Vocals by Derivakat
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Album Art by Qaramello

Alone

hearts were never meant to last, but they make us feel alive

I wrote this song for me and euni to sing together as a duet! it's a nice, wholesome song about appreciating someone through hard times, even when they're far away. this song was greatly inspired by the phrase "the rain was necessary so the flowers could bloom"

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Credits:
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Vocals by Derivakat and eunivrz
Production, Mix & Master by BlueDrak3
Album Art by Qaramello

Bloom (feat. eunivrz)

i want to be loved again

this song is about finding someone who makes you believe you are deserving of love. even if it takes a long time. even if you cry your wishes to the stars on a cold spring night. even if you carry your pain from the past, hoping you can still heal. it's never too late to start again.

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Credits:
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Vocals by Derivakat
Production & Mix by Netrum
Master by BlueDrak3
Album Art by Qaramello

Late Spring

this restless motion's left me chosen as its home

ok so maybe i haven't written a full 23 songs about insomnia (it's a hyperbole) but it's a constant topic I write about in my music. i wrote this demo in 2022 at like 6am or something after being kept up for the entire night by my insomnia. i've had bits and pieces of these lyrics written during different nights where I barely slept.

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Insomnia

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