Reality’s cruel, oh I was the fool, used as your tool

ARCHIVE #01: ANGER

excited to show you the first song that will be on my next EP! I’ll be releasing the rest of the songs over the next few months, and I guarantee you every song on this EP is a BANGER

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Vocals & Writing by Derivakat
Production & Mix by BlueDrak3 https://twitter.com/BlueDrak3
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Lyrics:
You, you gave all of the signs
Don’t know why I let you in my life
Now you’re bleeding me dry
No regard for my time

So cut me off once and I’ll try, try again
Piss me off twice, I’d still call you my friend
Set me on fire three times and I’m done
‘Cause you lit the fuse and you loaded the gun

So leave me be
It’s hard to imagine that you ever gave a shit
About me
When you only kept me around just to make you look good

Yea, I made you look good
Reality’s cruel
Oh, I was the fool
Used as your tool 

I, I finally realize
Took me too long to figure it out
Now I’ll hang you to dry
You only used me for clout

So I’ll cut you off once, you say try, try again
I’m ghosting you twice you still claim I’m your friend
You set me on fire three times now I’m done
‘Cause you lit the fuse and you loaded the gun

You say it’s not fair
Like I treat you so awful and I should do better
As if I care
When you only kept me around just to make you look good

Yea, I made you look good
Reality’s cruel
Oh, I was the fool
Used as your tool 

I’m done with your lies and I’m done with your games
So cry all about it and I’ll take the blame
You force those around you to live by your rules
You use and abuse us like we’re all your tools

So go away
Just leave me to my own devices and I will be on my way
‘Cause you only kept me around just to make you look good

Yea, I made you look good
Reality’s cruel
Oh, I was the fool
Used as your tool

Tool

I can't use my account very often rn bc my mom has banned it so if I don't respond to a massage I'll see it eventually T-T

Hello! :3 I go by Comet, Ash, Asher, Storm, and Ace (none of these are my legal name cuz safety first lol)(Comet is my fav but all of them are good)

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I don't know why I have 150 followers now I literally just repost songs and make playlists but thank you so much for your support; luv u guys, gals, and nonbinary pals 🩷💖💜

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 I am asexual, bi-romantic/nebularomantic, and genderfluid and I am proud of who I am. You are welcome to ask abt any of my identities as long as you're respectful, I'm always happy to explain if you are coming from a place of genuine curiosity/confusion. (Google can also be very helpful in clearing up confusion)

my flags: 
- On the top of my page (from left to right): Angled aroace, Aro-spec, Omni-romantic, Genderfaerflux
- In my pfp: Asexual (left), Nebularomantic (right), and bi-romantic (the little heart)
- Username: genderfluid and bi

I go by they/he/she pronouns (in order of preference); thank you being respectful of that 🩷

I'm also apapronoun, meaning I don't have super strong feelings on my pronouns and for me they're more of a preference (this is not the case for most so please don't assume that others are as flexible Abt it!)

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my political views a very mixed since I am both a Christian and part of lgbtqiaa+ community so yeah I don't really have a side in politics lol

I think people are allowed to have different options/beliefs and we can still be kind, respectful, and friends

I'm a christian (but I'm not judgemental so please Don't worry abt that)

God loves you regardless of sexuality/gender. if you're a christian and believe otherwise you go against God's most basic rules: love God, and love people. people don't choose to be LGBT so don't be hateful (that's the opposite of true christianity) if you've been hurt by confused/hateful "christians" I am sorry, please know we're not all like that 🩷

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k now that that's done :3 wow you're still reading thank you

These are my favorite shows ever:
    -Animes: Windbreaker, Hunter x Hunter, Dr Stone, Apothecary Diaries, Demon Slayer, Blue period, Ranma 1/2, Dan Da Dan, Spy x Family, Oshi No Ko, Romantic Killer, and BNA: Brand New Animal
    -Cartoons: Arcane, The Owl House, Star vs. The Forces of Evil, She-ra and the Princess of Power, Gravity Falls, Bee and Puppycat, Steven Universe, and Helluva Boss
    -Live action: Friends and Gilmore Girls

Favorite quotes:
-"I don't have any regrets. I'd rather be hated for who I am than liked for who I pretend to be." -Eclipsa
-"I am so much stronger than anyone ever thought. I wonder what I could have been if I'd gotten rid of you sooner." -Catra
-"Mewni has changed, and it's not going back!!" -Star
-"No one likes having a curse but- ehh if you take the right steps it's... manageable." -Eda

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❤️= Ur dating someone who cares about you
🧡= u were cheated on more than once
💛= ur dating ur soulmate
💚= ur going to confess to ur crush soon
💙= have a long-distance relationship
💜=ur confused with life
🖤= ur Bed is ur bf or GF
🤎= ur love life is crazy
💔= Your heart was broken in the last week
💗= ur open for a relationship
💘= you have a crush and it's one of ur good friends
me: 💘💜🤎

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I'm undiagnosed but the tism is strong with me - currently trying to get a diagnosis (I might also be ADHD??)

I have severe anxiety and my heart will probably stop when I'm thirty (it's doing double time with that AND the caffeine addiction lol)

you ever just wanna scream until your lungs give out? yeah me neither...

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I love purple 💜 and it's half my personality

please listen to my recent playlists I work really hard on them 😭🩷

my music taste doesn't make sense, it's trash, and it doesn't fit into specific genres. I just like good music lol

thanks for reading, bye friend ;3 (ps ur stuck with my mentally ill ass now lol 💖)

Hi! I'm Pixel! ^^

I make FNF Songs/Covers and stuff.

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